#for me

[onceandfuturechimera]

Sometimes wish I could imagine myself in any other career field. Sometimes wish there was a job in mine that afforded me even a shred of financial security. Sometimes wish I cared less. Sometimes wish the job was easier, or at least less emotionally taxing. Sometimes have to remind myself what it's all for. I still love it though, even when I don't.

[90sflwrchld]

I gotta start my 5k training Sunday and it’s so fucking oppressively hot.

[lovova]

I'm gonna get a bit sentimental right now

I went back to look through my archive to see how bad it might get if someone reblogged the first thing I ever drew, and man... I was looking through my tumblr over the years, and it's just really obvious how much happier I became getting into the Kaito fandom.

I don't think it's *because* that happened, I can't give it that much credit. But the tumblr posts I had before that were a bit sad and a bit lonely for a few years after my previous hyperfixation (a lot longer space of time than I had realized till just now) and my previous hyperfixation, Undertale, was a lot shorter period of time than I remember it being?

And while I have a lot of good memories and great moments from those undertale years, I'll be honest, those were also probably some of the darkest years of my life. And it feels like my undertale posts really reflect how chaotic and difficult and depressive a lot of what was going on in those days was. Like I just glance at them and can remember how... not good. Things were.

Not everything. Some things were good. But... yeah. Tougher times.

But this is a sentimental post in the sense of it's just nice to see in a casual scroll my posts and the things I reblog just notably getting happier and more lighthearted once I hit 2022. Not everything has been easy, but man, my thirties have been a good time, and I think it shows even just in the way I engage with fandom now.

I dunno. I'm just saying I'm happy and I'm thankful for that.

[shovelwareyaoi]

and like that i think is the big disconnect if you only interact with dr through video essays and stuff of course youre gonna think the focus of all the image friend sightings is image friend itself but anyone who actually plays the game will be able to recognize the focus of those scenes usually has nothing to do with it and it appears in a blink and youll miss it way most times. even the mew mew pink dialogue is something primarily focused on foreshadowing Maybe A Spooky Hunter Exists and the image friends are just the spooky hunters little underlings or whatever. but like who cares the reason susie is talking about noelle all the time this chapter is because noelle is her friend and girlfriend she wants to bring into the dark world because she is a teenager who sees girlfriend and thinks wow this is the most equipped person to deal with the whole prophecy thing that's been the main conflict of the game so far she doesn't even know what an image friend is because its just not important to her or the main story. the reason the eram fight exists is not to foreshadow image friend itself is to show you how kris feels about playing both sides with the knight and the party you know a part of their main conflict you can see in the story. ralsei fought flowery this chapter and not image friend because flowery is someone ralsei can relate to and who was foreshadowed in the prophecy pretty blatantly she doesn't care about image friend because image friend is not anything yet she has no reason to give a fuck beyond that people decided her monologue about herself was actually secretly about how image friend is jesus god and satan

[cawareyoudoin]

So my hips do have degenerative changes! At 25! Oh joy.

[autophobiastar]

If you had a theme song what would it sound like?

[secondhand-hockey]

tagged by the lovely @ceedeeen

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