Matcha with lemon

27. Autistic. They/them.

[matchawithlemon]

something about me

my fandoms honkai star rail persona 5 fire emblem three houses One piece disco elysium

my blorbos zoro - one piece feixiao - honkai star rail sampo - honkai star rail childe - genshin impact lappland - arknights dimitri - fire emblem three houses kim kitsuragi - disco elysium

i like tea and spending time with my cat

[mismedleym]

toward the sun, from the sun

[plaiesancier]

[chalkrub]

art trade stuffs from last year - for @plaiesancier, zivis and bomberjacket on toyhouse

[blinkeasy]

Good Bones, by Maggie Smith / Witch Hat Atelier, by Kamome Shirahama

[autumn-sacura]

Okay, but hear me out! How about Sampo/Ashveil, anyone?

[stickdoodles]

Hello sfawtde fandom

[arboret-art]

2024 commission for @goldspill

[miamaimania]

“Embroidered Snowy Steps” ❋ The only footprints that won’t melt

[tbposting]

what the FUCK do you mean “embroidery” what the FUCK

[dimension20memes]

Thought this was fitting for the current events

[zosanzozine]

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[viktormaru]

What's the problem? I don't know

Well, maybe I'm in love (love)

[yuumei-art]

In 2012 I painted the top image: Rise

In 2026 I am saddened to have to repaint this update: Fall

[neotaki]

Worshipper of Tyr - Paladin of the Crown

[mrrwhy]

This Mother Horse Eyes pixel art was deliberately made to be my profile picture here.

[bornfreakdraws]

Try not to say ‘mother’ challenge

[sunderingstars]

man i love eldritch, incomprehensible elation!sampo.

like what if Something became Someone. what if Laughter made for Themself a form, sheared of blunt edges and sanded down palatably, burnt out and flickering after millennia of restless existence; what if shedding mortal form was a distortion, an expansion, a kind of death. what if sampo is scared of changing back. what if Aha doesn’t care. what would it feel like to have a You within you that wasn’t you; a Something that was part of you, constantly lurking beneath the surface like a mind-warping kaleidoscopic drug.

do you think he has nightmares about What he is? do you think he has nightmares about losing the restraint on his body, even by one bit, and having Elation flood his veins so horribly it destroys everything he loves? do you think it reminds him of Akivili? does he blame himself, does he blame Aha? does the past haunt him like it’s his own, or does he view it from beyond a funhouse mirror, the Form stretched in some cruel imitation of himself, a Self he never wants to be again? do you think he has gotten too used to being “human,” that he lives in constant fear of the bright, raucous side of his brain? of returning, inevitably, to a different Self?

do you think, sometimes, a Laugh comes out a little too loud, or he Smiles a little too wide, and the mask cracks just enough he can see the fear and confusion in other people’s faces? do you think he knows that, if Aha can’t even understand Themself, if he can’t even understand what They have become, then how could anyone else? why would anyone not look at him in fear? where does one stop; where does the Other begin? sampo as a dead god, Aha as an absent Aeon, the divine throne of Elation a vacant Joke while a Something-Someone wanders the universe, condensed, tired, grieving. if the Laughter ceased to Laugh, would They cease to exist? or would They simply fold into Themself, into a human-sized blip on the cosmic radar, and try to live Their dwindling days in peace? food for thought :)