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⭑ - allusion to/references to/sexual content (you are responsible for what you read)
❤︎ - fluff [all sfw ofc]
❀ - heavy topics (read warnings & read with caution)
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Joel Miller
⭑ Comfort(ers) & Sheets
[joel is your comfort, and he has his ways of keeping you tangled up in his bedsheets in soft mornings with him.]
Logan Howlett
⭑ It Will Come Back [ongoing series]
[logan cage fights at your bar, you find him unexplainably attractive, hoping one day he’ll return to you.]
-A Kiss from a Rose [release TBD] [it will come back, cont.]
Frankie Morales
❤︎ Look After You [christmas fic]
[Christmas is special this year, you and Frankie have a daughter, but you have something to tell him about the next piece of your family.]
❤︎ Family Vacations
[frankie is the first boyfriend you’re bringing on the family reunion beach trip, traveling together brings firsts for both of you.]
Javier Peña
⭑ Drive
[javier has never failed to bring you on your Saturday drives, and this time is no exception.]
-Lightning Crashes [release TBD]
Marcus Acacius
❀ - Heaven
[you see no way out of your future of an arranged and loveless marriage, and you ask your dearest friend Marcus Acacius to assist you in your final choice.]
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summary: the trials and tribulations of falling in love or two idiots who are obliviously in love.
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joel miller x f!reader:
— when you're lost in the darkness (ongoing)
summary: after many years of being alone without purpose and avoiding any kind of heartbreak, marlene sends you off to look after her cargo, not knowing it would lead you into an unexpected adventure with two unlikely allies.
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Joel Miller
"Breathe" - Joel Miller (Joel Miller x f!reader) hurt/comfort, fluff
Summary: You have a panic attack, and you’re all alone. You need someone, and the only person you can think of is the grumpiest, most intimidating man at the QZ, Joel Miller.
"Poor Little Thing" (18+) - Joel Miller (Joel Miller x f!reader) Smut, Husband!Joel Miller (MDNI)
Summary: Both you and your husband Joel are horny. One thing leads to another…
Mine - Joel Miller (Joel Miller x f!reader) Fluff, werewolf!Joel Miller, supernatural au
Summary: You and Joel Miller live in a cabin in the middle of the woods. You are 4 months pregnant, and Joel’s wolf instincts become extremely overprotective.
kisses and kisses - Joel Miller (Joel Miller x f!reader) FLUFF, hurt/comfort
Summary: You're crying because you are stressed with grad school, but Joel makes it all better.
Honey - Joel Miller (Joel Miller x f!reader) dbf! Joel Miller, protective! Joel Miller, so fluffy and soft, hurt/ comfort
Summary: A party is supposed to be the time of your life, but this party quickly turns into a nightmare. You called your Dad’s best friend Joel Miller. He comes to your rescue, and he is not too happy with your boyfriend…
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Javier Peña
"Untouchable" - Javier Peña (Javier Peña x f!reader) Fluff, protective!Javier Peña
Summary: Javier Peña has got mixed into some trouble at the DEA. Javier is secretly working with Los Pepes to take down the one and only corrupt drug lord, Pablo Escobar. Their alliance has been working out perfectly until one meeting in particular. Los Pepes requested Javier to burn any files from the DEA that correlate to taking down their group. Javier immediately refused, telling them the deals off, that is until they stopped him by mentioning you.
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A/N: so after rewatching Narcos all weekend and staring at the screen with big ole heart eyes for the infamous Javier Peña, I decided that he, like Joel, deserves nice things 🤍
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Summary: Javier Peña desperately needs a fucking break and to be kinder to himself <3
Pairing | Javier Peña x f!reader
Warnings: angst, mentions of guns, cigarettes, implied death(s) due to an unsuccessful raid, established relationship, fluff, hurt and comfort, Javi is incredibly hard on himself, takes place during season 3 of Narcos, both Javi and the reader speak Spanish, reader has no physical descriptions, no age gap, +18 minors dni!
Lo entiendo, hermano. - I understand, brother.
No lo entiendes, hermano. Nadie lo entiende - You don’t understand, brother. No one does.
No tienes que esperarme despierta todas las noches, querida. Tu sueño es importante también, cariño. - You don’t have to wait up for me every night, querida. Your sleep is important too, baby.
Jav, yo quiero asegurarme de que has llegado bien a casa. - Jav, I always want to make sure you’re home safe
Javi, No tienes que disculparte por nada. Por favor, mi amor. - Javi, please don’t apologize for this. Please, my love.
Siempre tan bueno conmigo - Always good to me
Te quiero con todo lo que pueda ofrecerte, cariño - I love you with everything that I have to offer, cariño
Te quiero más a ti, Jav - I love you most, Jav.
When he comes home, he’s still in his olive green tac vest. His hair is strewn about in a sweaty mess across his face. He reeks of gunpowder, stale tobacco, and disappointment. It drips from his pores and lands in a puddle at his shoes, once shiny, now dull, scuffed and speckled in blood. A failed raid. Innocence lost, and disappointment. So much fucking dissapointment that swallows Javier Peña alive.
An anonymous tip leading to more fucking bloodshed. So much for things being done differently this time around.
A hero? Hardly.
Javier doesn’t feel like a hero. Not when all he’s done is failed over, and over again.
We’ll get them next time, Javier.
Will we?
Of course. You know the Cali Cartel like it’s the back of your hand, Peña. We’re this much closer to bringing them to justice.
Justice? He laughs. If there was any justice in this world, I would be in fucking jail right now.
Lo entiendo, hermano.
Javier laughs, voice rasped in bitterness. He swings his keys around on his pointer finger, jaw ticked, muscles aching beneath the sweat stained fabric of his shirt.
No lo entiendes, hermano. Nadie lo entiende. Javier responds coldly and unlocks his car door before climbing into the driver seat.
He thinks hard on his failure the entire drive home. He doesn’t listen to the radio. He sits in silence, puffing away on a stress cigarette even though he swore he was trying to quit.
In the lowlight from the hallway, Javier is able to make out your sleeping mass under the colorful patterned quilt on his couch. He swings the door shut softly behind him and quietly locks it.
His back and shoulders are tense, aching with each step he takes. Another jab and painful reminder of his failure tonight.
Despite Javier’s protests, you always wait for him to return home. He appreciates this more than you realize. It’s his one sense of comfort that he feels he’s undeserving of.
No tienes que esperarme despierta todas las noches, querida. Tu sueño es importante también, corazón.
Jav, yo quiero asegurarme de que has llegado bien a casa.
The worn couch cushions gradually press down from the weight of his body as he slowly sits down in the unoccupied space between your covered feet. He winces when he feels that annoying pinch in his lower back and brings his hands over his face, dragging them down over his alquine nose with a heavy sigh. He pulls out his gun, badge, cigarettes, and lighter. He tosses them onto the coffee table and leans back just as you begin to stir awake from the sound.
“Jav?” You murmur softly and subconsciously reach for him over the blanket.
“Its me, cariño.” He rasps. His hand reaches towards you in the dark, finding you soon after. He laces his fingers through yours.
“Are you okay?” You ask softly, sitting up and facing him.
“No. I’m not okay.” He admits.
“What happened?”
He looks over at you through the darkness and shrugs his shoulders. “What didn’t happen.” He clarifies. His thumb skates across the back of your hand gently.
“Do you want to talk about it?..”
“No. I just..I’m tired, querida. I’m tired of failing all the fucking time.” He sounds exhausted. You know just how much his job truly weighs on him.
“Javier, my love, you are not failing all the time. You aren’t. No one thinks that you are a failure, Jav.”
He makes a snuffling sound through his nose that comes across more like a scoff. His movements cease when he feels your freehand grasp his jaw and pull him in close. Even in the dark, your eyes are soft, gentle, and laced with concern.
“Everyone tells me that I’m a hero, cariño. I’m not a hero. I’ve never been a hero.”
“Javi, you don’t have to be a hero. People mean well with their words. I know they do, but you have to try and not let it get to you this much. Okay? Javier, you have one of the toughest jobs out there. No one but yourself is going to understand how you feel. Whatever happened tonight, does not make you a terrible person, or a failure. You’re doing everything you can to take down the Cali Cartel.” You reassure him.
“I feel like I have to be the hero. Javier Peña, the dashing DEA agent that took down Pablo Escobar.” He laughed. “Cariño, I was told that this time things would be different, but they were wrong. Everytime I try to ensure that innocent lives won’t be lost, someone gets caught in a crossfire. A civilian. A child. An unsuspecting bystander. It weighs on me. It fucking weighs on me more than I’m willing to admit.” He said in an exasperated tone.
You saw the tears begin to brew along his waterline before he even realized he was crying. You detected the strain in his voice, and sprung into action. Your hand dropped from his face only to then pull him into a hug with your hand gently cradling the back of his head and your fingers slipping through his hair, nails scratching his scalp gently in hopes to soothe him.
His arms instinctively wrapped around your waist, pulling you into his lap so he could be closer to you. His warm palms slid under the thin fabric of your shirt along your lower back and he buried his face into the crook of your neck.
“I’m sorry.” He sniffled. “I don’t want you to see me like this, cariño.”
“Javi, No tienes que disculparte por nada. Por favor, mi amor.”
“You’re so good to me.” He kisses the exposed skin on your neck, the tips of his mustache tickles you as you hug him tightly, rubbing your hands up and down his back and shoulders in a soothing motion.
“And you’re good to me, Javier. Siempre tan bueno conmigo.”
He nuzzles you affectionately, wishing he could crawl inside of you and live there forever. “Cariño, can you do something for me?” He asks softly, dragging his lips across your skin once more.
“Anything, Jav.”
“My back and shoulders are fucking killing me. Can you—” you cut him off before he even has a chance to finish his sentence.
“Of course I can.”
He breathes a sigh of relief through his nose “Gracias, cariño”
He slowly drops his arms from around your waist so he can remove his shirt. He undos each button with meticulous precision and slowly slides the fabric down from his forearms. He lays his shirt along the side of the couch while you slide into the space behind him, with your thighs wrapping around his torso. He leans back into your touch, lashes fluttering shut when your hands work their way up from his lower back, kneading the tender strained muscles there.
You work your way upwards and pay close attention to the areas where he’s feeling the most pain. He murmurs praises in both Spanish and English under his breath when you slowly and delicately work through a particular nasty knot between his shoulder blades.
Your gentle, yet firm touch sends the DEA agent into a state of bliss, and he’s putty in your hands in no time.
Your chin comes to rest along the crook of his shoulder, pressing a soft kiss along his jawline. He hums and tilts his head to the side, finding your lips in a gentle kiss. A thank you. An I love you, and an I appreciate you can be tasted through the kiss. He rests his hands along your thighs that are wrapped around him, gently kneading the soft flesh with his strong, yet gentle hands.
“Te quiero con todo lo que pueda ofrecerte, cariño”
You smile against his lips, kissing him deeper while your fingers gently brush through the wispy tendrils of hair along his forehead.
“Te quiero yo más, Jav.”
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An injured Joel and Ellie stumble into your home in the middle of the night. Trusting them isn’t easy, but you won’t let another person die in this house. It doesn’t take long until you’re terrified of the day they’ll leave again. ~ongoing.*
no one can hurt you now
You’ve been traveling through the country with Joel and Ellie. After finally arriving in the safety of Jackson, you realize how much Joel means to you. ~1.2k
need that charles dickens
"What do you say, have I been a good elf for Santa?" "Am I Santa in that scenario?" "Sure," you grin mischievously, "if you come down my chimney." ~1.9k*
it’s nice to have a friend
Joel and you have been best friends for years, but maybe this Christmas it’s time for the both of you to admit that that’s not all you want. ~2.6k
it’s the season
Joel had promised his daughters that they would bake Christmas cookies this weekend - which turns out to be more complicated than he had anticipated. Fortunately, their new neighbor next door can help. ~1.8k
still bejeweled
After breaking up with your boyfriend, your self-esteem is crushed. Your best friend takes you to your favorite bar to take your mind off of things. There's a band is playing there tonight and the singer immediately catches your eye. Inspired by Taylor Swift's Bejeweled. ~4.4k*
making forts under covers
You and Joel wake up to a gloomy fall morning and all you want to do is drink your morning coffee and stay in bed. ~1.9k*
“be a good girl and spread your legs”
drabble. ~0.2k*
wildest dreams series
You get to know your father’s new friend for the first time, but he’s a lot different than you expected. ~ongoing.*
the dress series
You’re having an affair with Dave York. When he takes you on a week-long vacation, you realize that you have deeper feelings for him than you should. ~35.4k, completed.*
three’s a crowd
It’s your birthday and Dave has a special surprise for you. ~3.4k*
constellations in his eyes
Your fiancé stands you up on your birthday. Dave doesn’t. ~0.7k
when we go crashing down
And when we go crashing down, we come back every time. ~0.8k*
nights are so starry, blood moonlit
Javi and you are neighbors. And friends with benefits, in a way. Things become… heated. ~1.4k*
glitch
Prequel to nights are so starry, blood moonlit. How you and Javi became neighbors with benefits. ~1k*
like snow on the beach
You're on a work trip with your boss, who you don't like and who you're convinced doesn't like you either. Unfortunately, there's only one bed. ~2.8k
take my hand, wreck my plans
Javi seeks out your company after a rough night. ~0.5k
delicate
You meet a mysterious man at a club. He's just as attracted to you as you are to him. ~3.9k*
strawberry sugar
Your boyfriend spoils you on your birthday morning. In some... unexpected ways. - sequel to delicate! ~1.8k*
The textile book: okay here is some of the ways that textiles are important to human life
me: Okay!
The textile book: Clothes separate the vulnerable human body from the conditions of the outside world, and in doing so absorb the sweat and debris of human existence, accumulating wear and tear according to the lives we live. In this way, various lifestyles and professions are represented by clothing, and the clothing of a loved one retains the imprint of their physical body and their life being lived, as though the clothes absorb part of the wearer's soul
Me: ...oh
The textile book: The process of weaving a garment and the process of a child being formed in its mother's womb are often referred to using the same language. Likewise, when a baby is born, a blanket or other textile material is the first material object it encounters and protects it. Textiles can create the idea of two things being inextricable, as with being "woven together," or can create the sense of separateness, as with a curtain or veil that separates two rooms or spaces, even separating the living from the dead, or separating two realities, such as a performance ending when the curtain falls
Me: ...oh God
The textile book: Odysseus's wife Penelope undid her weaving in secret every night to delay the advances of her suitors. In this way she was able to turn back the passage of time to allow her husband to come home. Likewise the Lakota tell a story of an old woman embroidering time by embroidering a robe with porcupine quills. If she finishes the embroidery, the world will come to an end, but her faithful dog pulls out the quills whenever her back is turned, turning back the clock and allowing existence to continue.
me: ...is...is...is that why we refer to the fabric of space and time?
The textile book: The technological revolution of textile making is sadly underappreciated. The textile arts are possibly the most fundamental human technology, as once people created string and rope, they could create nets for catching fish and small animals, and bags and baskets for carrying food. In the earliest prehistoric times, the first string or cord perhaps came from sinew, found in the body of an animal. Because of this perhaps the body of a living being could be understood as made of a textile material. Indeed textiles have the function of preserving life, as with a surgeon stitching back together the human body or bandages being placed on a wound. Textile technologies are being used to create life-changing implants to restore function to injured parts of the body, as though a muscle or tendon can be woven and made in this way. Cloth can be used to create a parachute that will save a human's life as they plummet out of the sky. Ultimately, the textile technologies are used to enter new parts of the universe. [Photo of an astronaut and details explaining the astronaut's suit]
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