Where the fuck am I

Call me Rook. My art is tagged My Art 23 | she/her my kofi https://ko-fi.com/matrixonvhsanddvd

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Had another dream of you a few days ago. You were wearing a black dress of mine, and your converse gloves. We were in a band together called like Salt and Razor Blades or something. You played the keyboard, but wouldnt perform in front of others, and just played behind the stage.

I miss those gloves so bad, its crazy you remember those

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Wild to me that you're 23 tbh I thought you were like my age or older or something lol.

i am just so young and susceptible

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moved into my place yesterday, just gotta get paid from my main job and i should be chilling

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picked up a shift at my other job today, im just hoping i can get my rent paid and just grind for the next few months and not worry

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moved into my place yesterday, just gotta get paid from my main job and i should be chilling

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Comms open !

Here is my shitty little comm sheet I pull out occasionally. 15 bucks for any yellow page and 50 for a bigger painted piece. I only accept payments through paypal !

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Might open up commissions again tomorrow too, probably just sketches and the bigger pieces I just usually do. Haven't done commissions in a sec but fuck it

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Working till fucking 3 am tn too, one of those like emo night things. Gonna be working that shit with my arms crossed shaking my head so they know I don't agree with emo nights

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this shit genuinely makes me feel pathetic, but what else can I even do at this point

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If y'all feel inclined, that'd rule. My move in date for this place is in a couple days and I just want to stop being homeless lol, I've been sleeping on an air mattress at my homie's place for the last month.

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Your killing yourself not having a credit card.

Yeah I kinda really am at this point, I think once I move in I'm going to be getting one. I've never had the need for one before really cause works always been alright and I've lucked out with cheap rent for spots, but these last few months have just been a struggle work wise

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Don't you have a credit card?

Nah I only use my debit card

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How much are you short by?

Like 440 bucks, it's kinda bad lol

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uuuuugh my checks weren't enough and now i dont know how im gonna pay rent fuck me dude

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mmm yes job ive worked for three years start scheduling me less because the manager with a huge ego has decided she doesn't like me when i'm actively moving in a couple days mmm yes i fucking love it

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i hope these checks at least kinda help me bounce back or something, my move in date is on the 4th and I gotta pay like 587, which isn't terrible, but i also havent had any fucking WORK

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fucking hate this feeling man, hate how jobs can just so easily fuck you over and leave you fucked. I hate this anxiety I get from it all when I'm just trying to land a spot to live, I want to tear my face off I'm so anxious rn

[matrixonvhsanddvd]

mmm yes job ive worked for three years start scheduling me less because the manager with a huge ego has decided she doesn't like me when i'm actively moving in a couple days mmm yes i fucking love it

[matrixonvhsanddvd]

i hope these checks at least kinda help me bounce back or something, my move in date is on the 4th and I gotta pay like 587, which isn't terrible, but i also havent had any fucking WORK

[matrixonvhsanddvd]

mmm yes job ive worked for three years start scheduling me less because the manager with a huge ego has decided she doesn't like me when i'm actively moving in a couple days mmm yes i fucking love it