I'm not really depressed. I do really miss the person I was a few years ago, even just one year ago. I was a kid, sure, even though I'd argue I didn't really have time to be, but now I can't produce anything creative anymore. All I do is mope around. I was never great or the best, but I could've been. I'm just so tired of doing the same things over and over again : wake up, miss the same people, eat, sleep and hope to sleep longer each time. I'm prettier now but I don't feel interesting anymore. I used to be so colourful and crazy and now all I care about it showing my body off. I wish I had done something else with my life and yet I know if I had to I would do the same things over and over again. I'm probably screaming into a bottle right now, I don't know anyone enough for them to care about my feelings, especially on an app I haven't opened in so long. But yeah...life hasn't been treating me too bad


















