You watch me, just watch me.

Matthew Raycroftt, 20. Pansexual. "Everything you've ever been is still there in the dark night" I'm fabulous, amazing, epic, a true star of stage and screen and I just need the rest of the world to figure that out and I'll be set.

[sweetsugar88]

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This time I'll be there | Kenny and Matty

[kenny-the-kendoll]

Kenny just listened to the male talk about the possible role Matt hopefully got, just happy for him. He seemed to be heading in a good direction with his life. Kenny was still in school, which wasn’t a bad thing, but he wished he could be on his way to his dream like Matt was. In a way, he envied the male, but he was definitely happy for him. He just giggled a bit, looking at the male. Was he…blushing? When he spoke once more, he reached out, grabbing Matt’s hands, holding them tightly. “Shh, you listen to me. You will get it. I have faith in you. No one is as good as Matty. Promise. You’re awesome and they would be lucky to have you in their cast.”

[matthew-raycroftt-blog]

Matt's eyebrows shot up when Kenny grabbed his hands and squeezed them. He had assumed that physical contact wasn't going to be allowed when they met but he didn't mind it, not at all. He chuckled a little, pleased with Kenny's sincerity, and squeezed his hands in return. "Thanks, Kenny...that's, it's really good to know you have so much faith in me. Makes me feel more confident too." He grinned and bit his lower lip before looking back up at Kenny, he wasn't going to pull his hands away, he wanted Kenny to hold on as long as possible. 

[suitelifeofsecrets]

[kimmymoretti-blog]

It’s okay, Matty. I just wanna go back to sleep.

[matthew-raycroftt-blog]

Sleep sounds good. Cuddle me? 

[suitelifeofsecrets]

[kimmymoretti-blog]

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[suitelifeofsecrets]

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[suitelifeofsecrets]

[efferwesent-blog]

#wanna fuck?

[matthew-raycroftt-blog]

Okay cool, but…it’ll have to be out somewhere? Not here. 

[fuckme-imedward]

Well it can’t be here either. And I think they room we desecrated has been filled. Should we go somewhere?

[matthew-raycroftt-blog]

Desecrated? Interesting way to put it. Fuck it I don't care, anywhere.

[efferwesent-blog]

#wanna fuck?

[fuckme-imedward]

OH GOD I’VE BEEN WAITING FOR SOMEONE TO ASK ME FOR AGES

Lemme grab my coat.

[matthew-raycroftt-blog]

Okay cool, but...it'll have to be out somewhere? Not here. 

[matthew-raycroftt-blog]

Texts || Matty & Harley

Harley: Yeah...maybe it is. I just, I was hoping things could be the way they used to be...when we were close and-...nevermind. If you need anything, I'm always here.

Matty: Yeah, well...that sounds nice. Thanks big sis.

[matthew-raycroftt-blog]

Texts || Matty & Harley

Harley: I'm sorry, I was in a bitchy mood...I'm sorry...

Matty: So was I. I'm sorry too. It's probably for the best, I mean I sleep at Kimmy's more often anyway and then we don't have to be living in each other's fabulous hair.

[efferwesent-blog]

[matthew-raycroftt-blog]

Hey Edward.

[suitelifeofsecrets]

[lalita-crawford]

I’m.. very sorry to hear all of that…I hope it’s all blows over and- I know there’ll be other shows for you…

[matthew-raycroftt-blog]

I dunno, I've just started to feel like if it was gonna happen it would've happened by now, and I'm so perfect for that role, but maybe I'm just deluding myself and I...think I'll just go back into hiding.

[matthew-raycroftt-blog]

Texts || Matty & Harley

Harley: Umm...okay then. I guess, I just wanted you to know that. I'll leave you alone now.

Matty: Fuck, I dunno. Everything sucked already and then you had to have a go at me. I hate everything.

Matty: Except Kimmy.

Matty: And you.

[suitelifeofsecrets]

[lalita-crawford]

Unwanted? That doesn’t seem- ahh- I mean, I’m guessing that audition didn’t go the way you wanted…

[matthew-raycroftt-blog]

No, it didn't. And then my sister kicked me out. And my best friend is upset and confused and pretty much....everything blows. 

[matthew-raycroftt-blog]

Texts || Matty & Harley

Harley: I just want you to know, I really do love you, Matty...and I feel really awful about last night.

Matty: Okay.

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[suitelifeofsecrets]

[lalita-crawford]

That doesn’t look too promising…

Well, I hope you will be, if you’re not now.

[matthew-raycroftt-blog]

No, not really. I am discouraged, unwanted and hopeless but not promising. 

But thanks. Sweet of you.