arkin

[mattisei]

Hi there it’s the same anon from the last question the only thing you can do is remind yourself that everything is temporary and this too shall pass. In a few years you won’t even think about him this will just be a small blip. Watch your favourite movies eat some nice food see a friend you’ve not seen in a while go to a museum and most importantly cry. every time you cry a little bit of him will leave your soul

AWWWWWWWWWWW HU IS THIS HUHU

[mattisei]

I don't know who still follows me but I absolutely got my heartbroken by the only man I seriously and deeply loved with all my heart. I saw my future with him and when we first met, I knew it immediately. I just knew it. Been 8 months since the break up. I don't know what to do. Dear followers of Tumblr, when I helped you when you were broken, please help me now.

[mattisei]

I hope you haven't given up on poetry

Hhahaha not quite. I had my heart severely broken a couple of months ago so expect poetry once in a while. Thank you so much 

[mattisei]

Ur name is arkin? Mine too!! (if thats ur name that is lol)

Nooooo huhuhu I just like the name :(( I wish it was my name though! My real name is Adine :)

[maryjblige]

[mattisei]

Let’s start a trend. Reblog if you’re a feminist.

[pocula-blog]

[noitar]

[mattisei]

She loves like everyday was her last day in earth, so you would know when she's given up.

a.s. 520pm

[mattisei]

Hope you're still writing bud

I miss it. I’ll write more. Thanks baby boo

[fineinteriors]

[mattisei]

Because when you love someone, you lose parts of yourself. I'm not talking about something you can find again, but it's as if particles of sand were thrown away in a raging shoreline. You lose yourself in the process. Gulping away your grandfather's treasured whiskey box, running your fingertips in your clitoris, wishing it was his fingers doing the dance, and lunging your scalp in smoking water - for you t focus on pain. Pain, not him. Pain. Pain. Pain. At least pain goes away, not like him. He stays.

a.s., 20161028

[heavenly-things]

[deenbeforedunya]

[mattisei]

Let me start with how he touches my skin. How he daintily kisses every inch of it while I stare at him with awe, thanking my stars for they have finally aligned. He treats my skin like paper and his sculptured lips are water. I can write a million metaphors about the connection between my skin to his mouth but alas, I am a fragile girl. I will be a witness to my words, and suddenness would fill my veins that he is a part of me. I can tell you about how you can see the passion in his eyes when he talks with dignity about his opinions and softness when it comes to his withered mother. He was not one to send chocolates and extravagant pearls, but he did buy me a customized notebook with my name on cursive in the bottom right. Lastly, I miss him dearly that my chest aches and my mind comes to a state where sadness is overlapped by missing.

A.s., 1.36am

[mattisei]

I asked if you'd like to linger longer, and you denied my gracious offer and said love will kill us both, pumping blood will no longer rotate in our bodies, our neurons will no longer function to the best of their ability to remember, and I will miss you more than you will miss me as you pray to the god of the skies to take me away because I've caused you pain that would last an eternity.

A.s., 1.18am

[mattisei]

how are you?

I'm good, thanks!