I love New Year’s. I love any logical beginning or time for change. I love clean slates – or instances that feel like them – and I love moving forward.Â
2015 feels like a crazy blur and when I think about how it went, how it felt, it seems pretty personally crummy. It feels like spinning my wheels and not doing or being enough.
 But when I look at my website, the projects I completed, the relationships I’ve built and the list below, my 2015 resolutions, I realize I actually did do the damn thing and I did it pretty well. Truly, aside from tumbling every week and never drinking more than two drinks at a time (sorry mom) I did most all of this. And that feels like a deep exhale.Â
Time to chart 2016′s path.Â
- Stop performing for others
- Seek to make all moments/belongings beautiful
- Expend anger wisely. Anger is energy.Â
Health:Â
- 1x a week conditioning/masking/early bedding
- Consistent (at least 3x a week) exercise
- Mostly good for me things into my body
- No more then two drinks at a time
- Make all check-up appointments
- Start seeing a therapist
- Six bottles of water a day
- For the love of everything holy, sleep more
Relationships:Â
- Spend time alone, reflect on who I want to beÂ
- No dating to fill time/voids
- Stop spending time with people who make me feel unsure
- Reinforce relationships that make me feel valued and smart with more emails, letters and phone calls
- Connect with Emily
Career/Mental health:Â
- Think critically: what will propel me forward?Â
- Seek feedback at work and become a better asset
- One longform piece written
- Take photos once a week minimum
- Write once a week minimum
- Tumble twice a week minimum
- Find creative outlets for publishing
- Read a book a month minimum
- No screens in bed on weekdaysÂ
- Check in on all social outlets daily and answer emails daily!
- B U D G E T. Be good with money and less stressed about it.
- Have the first issue of the journal out
- Clean out my kitchen/dining room
- Sell unwanted internet buys