Having Fun While Knowing Your Worth!
There’s nothing more exciting to me than an uninhibited man. A sexual spirit so liberated, so intense, so insatiable. If a bottom wants a new cock in him every night, hell, every 15 minutes... I don’t really care. However I will say this... just as I am turned on by a FREAK of nature, so am I by a man with humble taste.
Again, I am not here to judge. I am only stating my opinions. I hold a practical side that separates men who I consider “a bag of fun” and “a bag of fun made from boyfriend material”. I believe anyone can be sexually skilled and liberated without being sexually self-destructive and addicted. Addiction will always be a flaw in my eyes.
I also understand sexual empowerment and what it gives. A sense of entitlement, control, and most of all... pleasure. As a top, I feel most sexually empowered being in control, possibly sub-consciously knowing I am at lower risk for contracting HIV. I also understand that your sexual position and personality do not always match. For instance, not every top is aggressive and not every bottom is tolerant. I would be willing, perhaps want to sometimes bottom in a committed relationship. This enables me to have power as both top and bottom, which is intensely persuasive.
But for me to be in a relationship, I need certain qualities in man. Ideally, I would want the sexual experiences of my future partner to be around the same level of freakishness as my own. Nothing excessive, like taking 25 loads in your ass at some sex party. I want to see devotion... in all aspects of his life. I want to see power... balanced and in control.
It’s hard dating in the gay community. Sex comes so effortlessly, to the point where being your absolute sluttiest is glorified. I get it. But someday in the future, I want to settle down. I’ve only had two relationships my entire life. It’s something I've taken very seriously.
With many different sexual personas in the community, it’s important to establish your ideal mate. There are certain things I simply cannot look past. There are certain types who I do not feel deserve my unbreakable love. At the end of the day, I’m always going to know my worth. I may have a lot of fun, but hopefully one day, I can say that I saved a bit of my best self for my future partner.
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