SANITATEM

aesthetic sideblog to @goidwin.

[maxgoodwin]

i miss maxy

[maxgoodwin]

NEW AMSTERDAM   : 1x05   –»   cavitation

“We can’t just sit here beating ourselves up over it.”

“Equal coffee now, equal coffee forever.”

“Everyone loves Nutella.”

“I’m an open book.”

“You have a son?”

“You’re going to have to make some decisions on this.”

“It’s against protocol…”

“Why do you sound like a frog?”

“Isn’t that what people like you need to hear?”

“You are just so pigheaded!”

“I’m genuinely just here trying to help.”

“Just call me when you’re free.”

“I don’t want to talk to him either.”

“You’re being stubborn.”

“For goodness sake, let’s give it a rest.”

“I will freely admit that I’m stress eating right now.”

“What’s going on with you?”

“What about me?”

“Heal thyself.”

“How’d you earn your shiner?”

“I can help you.”

“This is no way to live.”

“I didn’t mean to do all that.”

“I have a better idea.”

“It’s over.”

“You picked me?”

“So we’re good?”

“You just can’t help yourself, can you?”

“That is the truth.”

“I should start being honest.”

“I want to have a baby.”

[maxgoodwin]

NEW AMSTERDAM   : 1x04   –»   boundaries

“A cruel person wrote these.”

“A cruel person is going to put you back in bed.”

“I want to set it on fire and laugh while it burns.”

“Thank you for doing this. All of it.”

“How’s the couch?”

“I want to be ready, ____.”

“I want to want you back.”

“I got all the time in the world.”

“It’s nothing, I’m fine.”

“Maybe you could take a walk with me.”

“Maybe you could leave me alone.”

“Can you get away from me?”

“Can’t bring me down today, my friend.”

“Remember, you have to keep absolutely still.”

“I always found stillness to be a highly overrated human ability.”

“Has anyone ever told you that you would make a great James Bond villain?”

“Come here often?”

“This is what we do. We help.”

“I trust you and I believe in you.”

“This is a bad idea.”

“Why do you keep choosing the hardest road at every opportunity?”

“Better views?”

“What I need is for people to stop taking my stuff!”

“You’ve got this, right?”

“Do I have a choice?”

“I could warp the space-time continuum.”

“What’s it like when you die?”

“Nobody tells me anything.”

“Miss me?”

“Either way, you’re gonna have to deal with me.”

“You’re relentless.”

“I have to go.”

“I’ll come back to check on you.”

“How can I help?”

“I really can’t go far.”

“We’re close. I promise.”

“How much longer?”

“I’m going as fast as I can.”

“I am trying to help you.”

“What are you looking for?”

“I have to kill it.”

“I’m very sorry.”

“Give him a chance!”

“Go away, man.”

“You want to take a gamble on me?”

“Where the hell have you been?”

“I’ll make this quick and clear… I screwed up.”

“All of this chaos is on me.”

I’m not asking  you for understanding or forgiveness, but I am asking you to help me fix this.”

“Any questions?”

“We’re all gonna work together. Including you.”

“What’s going on? Talk to me.”

“Are those facts or are those feelings?”

“I can’t be in two places at once.”

“You did it, ____.”

“Don’t ever do that again!”

“Everyone looks sad.”

“Don’t start what you can’t finish.”

[maxgoodwin]

would you give up this url

no

[01101010-01100100]

*knocks on your heart* can i come in?

[maxgoodwin]

NEW AMSTERDAM   :   1x03   –»   every last minute

“I don’t want another apple.”

“Tell him I’m eating an apple.”

“You can tell him yourself.”

“I need to sustain my energy.”

“You’re fired.”

“This is the big leagues.”

“I thought you’d be compliant.”

“I’m not compliant.”

“I’m so sorry.”

“I need you back.”

“I need to be with you.”

“I wasn’t doing anything wrong.”

“Wow, am I being sued?”

“Remind me to change that rule.”

“How long do you think you can keep this a secret?”

“Physician, heal thyself.”

“Have you told your wife?”

“I don’t agree with this plan.”

“I’m never going to see you.”

“What, you want me to stay here?”

“Its a figure of speech, ____.”

“Be charming. Just not too charming.”

“Oh, ghosted. That sucks.”

“She’s my prisoner.”

“I’m not judging. I’m just asking.”

“Why would I feel anything?”

“What a radiant smile!”

“Never know what you’re gonna see.”

“Keep your distance… for your own protection.”

“I keep hearing that.”

“I don’t need a shrink.”

“You won’t make it.”

“I’m gonna try.”

“I won’t let that happen.”

“What does that mean?”

“I will find a way to take care of you both.”

“Oh holy hell!”

“You’re killing me, ______.”

“I’m very powerful.”

“Please don’t go.”

“I belong with you.”

“I do love you. To my core.”

“I hate Connecticut.”

“I get that you’re upset, but you’re amazing.”

“Piss off.”

“I think you and I have a very different idea of good news.”

“Don’t make this about me.”

“Mrs/Mr. _____, what do you want?”

“I’m tired.”

“Look how beautiful she is.”

“Where is he/she?!”

“There is no law against doing this.”

“We need to break the chain!”

“Change is always possible.”

“I’m sorry, ____. I know you wanted a different outcome.”

“What does ‘ghosted’ mean?”

“Who ghosted you?”

“I need you to be my doctor.”

“I wanna be a father.”

“I’m putting my life… in your hands.”

“I won’t bargain with you, ____. I won’t negotiate.”

“Just kidding!”

“I don’t have a lot of time.”

“Where’s _____?”

“WAIT.”

“I’m not letting you do this.”

“Let me take you home. Let me take care of you.”

“I’m gonna be a father!”

“That’s my wife!”

[takadasaiko]

Hold onto me. Hold on tight.

[kendalwrites]

“How do you feel about her?” “When I hear her voice, I hear the rest of my life.”

— Maxwell Diawuoh, Excerpt from a book I’ll never write #1 13/366 (via 72chambers)

[rohstova-deactivated20200422]

BONUS:

[lotuxswave]

[maxgoodwin]

NEW AMSTERDAM   :   1x02   –»   rituals

“Look, I know we haven’t talked in a while… but I have to tell you this… and I don’t know, you might not like it.”

“That’s my first dad joke.”

“Who’s with me?”

“You really know how to bring things down, don’t’cha?”

“Thank God!”

“Time to go to work.”

“I want to try something different.”

“Call your Congress person, RESIST!”

“Pass.”

“Sounds gross, doesn’t it?”

“I’m taking care of it.”

“Have you eaten today?”

“You better find the time before you run out of it.”

“Are you stalking me?”

“Is this my call or are you overstepping me?”

“Prove it.”

“I wish I could offer better news.”

“None of my looks fine.”

“Will you excuse me? I need a moment.”

“I just need my diary.”

“Please tell me you’re joking.”

“How are you?”

“Look, I just wanted to tell you I’m not the same.”

“That’s quite an indictment.”

“We shouldn’t have to choose between the physical and mental well-being of our children.”

“Let’s go slow.”

“Just don’t tell ____.”

“Not everything is going to go according to your plan.”

“I think we broke him.”

“If you’re looking for a hideout, this ones taken.”

“I shouldn’t be here.”

“I really didn’t expect to care this much.”

“I made a promise…”

“Who can resist climbing Everest?”

“I said yes.”

“You betrayed her.”

“What are you waiting for?”

“You can’t carry this load by yourself.”

“It was my fault.”

“He needs to be able to talk to somebody.”

“What are you doing?”

“I think I feel something.”

“I know it’s been a long time. Too long…”

“I’m here.”

“What’s wrong?”

“Remember? You promised.”

“Just tell me one thing. Just one true thing.”

“I love you.”

[stayxsound]

There’s a word for it. Hope.

[maxgoodwin]

NEW AMSTERDAM   :   1x01   --»   pilot

“I knew you’d get lost.”

“I’ll take those odds.”

“____, I know the history.”

“How can I help?”

“You’re too kind.”

“Why are you in scrubs?”

“Because I’m a Doctor.”

“Going somewhere?”

“I’ll take that for you.”

“You’re funny.”

“I’ll be back next week.”

“I actually expect you to practice medicine at this hospital.”

“I like her.”

“Is everything okay?”

“Isn’t that what people do?”

“I’m trying.”

“It’s time.”

“I know what I did was wrong.”

“I am going to change.”

“I am going to win you back.”

“You have twelve weeks.”

“I’ve been thinking about you.”

“You, uh, wanna grab a drink later?”

“You know when I say ‘grab a drink’ I don’t really mean ‘grab a drink’.”

“It’s a dream come true for me.”

“That’s not a trick question. I’m really just asking.”

“You’re all fired.”

“Oh, I am serious.”

“Bye bye.”

“Let me ask again…”

“Let’s get into some trouble.”

“You know what, she is good.”

“You look tired.”

“Do you need a nap?”

“Ow.”

“I got this.”

“It’s okay, whatever it is.”

“That’s like the Beyoncé of performances… if Beyoncé, you know, killed people.”

“What’s wrong? You don’t like surgery?”

“I love surgery!”

“That’s a cute kid.”

“I’m unfiring you.”

“They’re not going to let you come in here and just help people.”

“You can’t say no.”

“I can go faster.”

“Keep me in the loop on this.”

“Stop. Everyone back away from the patient.”

“Where are my glasses?”

“What’s the problem?”

“Maybe I stay.”

“I heard you got promoted.”

“I think you’re great.”

“I’m a big girl, I can take it.”

“It’s the only thing that’s mine.”

“What do you want to happen?”

“Nobody’s ever asked me that before.”

“Am I allowed to do that?”

“I’ll look into it.”

“I have this plan for how I want my life to look.”

“You can’t understand.”

“Look closer.”

“Hi. Remember me?”

“Why do you care about me so much?”

“So, it’s about money?”

“Come back in 48 hours or don’t come back at all.”

“I brought you donuts.”

“I ate one already… I actually ate two, I don’t know why I said one.”

“That love didn’t go to waste.”

“We can’t go home.”

“This is my wife.”

“Just focus on me. I’m right here.”

“Lookin’ good.”

“Yeah, I could use a drink.”

“I hope I’m not interrupting.”

“Made a few changes while you were gone.”

“I didn’t think you were coming back.”

“People are excited.”

“I want to be excited too.”

“You need to slow down.”

“You knew that, didn’t you?”

[magicwithcolors]

The nutella didn’t spread. I should stop calling it nutella. It’s not nutella, it’s cancer. I should start being honest, at least with myself.

[itberice]

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