maks :)

max | dutch | he/they | bachelors in game art | I like drawing knights and robots and animals | commissions are open! - Art tag

[kosmogrl]

[moldavite]

good news. the things that used to upset me no longer upset me. bad news. i'm creating an army of bugs to hurt innocent bystanders

[maxkuilman]

made some edits for the absolution illustration I did a while back cause there were some things I didn’t like about it

[raisedinalab]

found a pill on the ground snd ate it #gatherer

[maxkuilman]

recently finished reading absolution and I want to reread the entire series immediately

[bitchautism]

the online identity and gimmick-ifying of autism is so odd. I'm diagnosed with autism and yet I barely identify with any stuff I see about it anymore. It feels like autism is being rebranded as the Silly Guy Disorder that gives you smart and beautiful hyperspecific interests. it's not that I mind silly jokes or being lighthearted about being autistic- but when the entire social movement is based around marketing us this way, I just can't help but feel isolated from it. it feels like I'm not the right kind of autistic. I'm not marketable and digestible to common audiences, and therefore I am discarded by the movement in the name of progress and acceptance. it feels foul.

[thatwelshartist]

I was looking up facts about Cormorants to find a title for this and found out about the liver bird a mythological creature from liverpool that is literally just a cormorant which I find kinda funny

anyway still think what to call this maybe UKAI

[barbsart]

I’m obsessed with the Biologist and Crawler mii’s I made in Tomodachi Life.. their houses are a Southern Reach tent and the tower!! I’m still waiting to unlock the lighthouse decoration item for the final touch

[kosmogrl]

get in loser we’re gonna try again despite it all

[hawkpartys]

[tearful-moon]

In the Yharnam. straight up "finding it" and by "it". Haha well let's justr say. my worth in the waking world

[reallyreallyreallytrying]

(eating a pill i found on the floor of the club bathroom) hope it's a placebo. i don't need any effects right now

[ouiouhie]

first time painting a dog kinda nervous…

[maxkuilman]

[maxkuilman]

But the mold kills. But the mold kills.

[maxkuilman]

I work at a garden center and it's so infuriating to see how many people come asking me for products that chatgpt told them they need for their garden, and it's never right.. bro you're killing your garden AND a forest somewhere else

[adampov]

"The ways that fungi are seen as poisonous, disease-carrying, degenerate, deadly, freaky, gross, and weird – language historicaly leveled against queer and other marginalized people – are more than a metaphor. How they are treated, in many branches of science and in popular perception, is a representation of our society's values. We live in a culture that demands control, predictability, and clear definitions. Fungi undermine these values. They are subversive. I saw myself in this subversion. I saw myself in their nonbinary bodies, in their refusal of category and definition. And, in turn they strengthened me."

Patricia Ononiwu Kaishian, "Forest Euphoria. The Abounding Queerness of Nature."