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Seriously, life sucks ASSS. sure there are beautiful moments don’t get me wrong blah blah blah…but goddam it does not outweigh the shitty things. All I will say is death comes in 3s and it certainly did for me and my family.

I’m literally stressed out of my mind. I don’t think I can do this, the only thing stopping me is what’s left of my family.

#lessthanamonth #i’m too young for this shit

what is this fkn life.

Genuinely, the last 5 years (technically 6 - thank you for the new year ig) have been so downhill. legit every year since 2020 something so fked up happens.

I want to explain everything and tell you why I’ve been hurting so much. but I’m not ready to dive in just yet. It will be too much, and tbh you wouldn’t even be able to handle it either. For now just let me fkn be angry at the world for a few minutes.

#why do bad things happen to good people #grief journey #love and loss #breakup #trauma #I’m too young for this shit #I just wanna shake my ass and be a normal 22 year old but life said NO

whoetoshaw

— BOG 🧸 (harry lewis)

(old to new)

blue is the colour

camping

mumma behz

babysitting

birthday boy

sister, sister

lockdown trim

(i) the break up

(ii) the reunion

(iii) the rekindling

the roast

among us

10 minutes of x being cute

(i) saving grace

(ii) saving grace 2.0

YES

anywhere, anytime

netflix documentary

charity match

drunk in love

dad!bog

finding out

sharing the news

gender reveal

a pregnancy sum-up

labour

first introductions

christmas

headcanons

your relationship

your relationship (part ii)

getting frisky

festival season

break up

healing process

december

family photos

drabbles

movie night

funky nails

boy friendships

golfing w baby bogs

among us w baby bogs

instagram live w baby bogs

social media au

mrs wroetoshaw

mrs wroetoshaw (ii)

baecation

hot girl summer

WAG

most wanted woman on youtube — by myoddessy. 💟

pregnancy announcement reactions: one two three

blog-of-agony-and-despair

Never!

A 12 year old Fred Weasley walks into the medical wing of Hogwarts, an almost anxious look on his face. There aren’t too many, just a couple of sixth year and one or two second.

Madam Pomfrey sees him walk into and has to stop herself from sighing.

Fred is what she calls a regular. “ah, Mr. weasley. What is it this time- firework burn? Too many puking pasties?” She tuts and motions for him to sit on one of the cots.

He swallows as he sits down on the cot closest to her, holding his stomach. “No..” He frowns, looking up at her with big, tear-filled, brown, eyes.

She raises an eyebrow. He’s not normally so…quiet. The energy she’s used to is non-existent. “Well, what then?” She turns to him, her hands on her hips.

A moment goes..then two- then three before he blurts out- “I think y/n y/l/n hexed me!”

Her lips part in confusion. She wasn’t too familiar with you- you’ve come in once or twice over a headache or the flu but nothing too serious. She knows you’re a bright student who would never hex someone…not without good reason, anyway.

“Mr. Weasley..I doubt she hexed you, but why do you think that?” She looks him over? Looking for any physical evidence or proof you did anything to him.

He takes a deep breath and his hands go to his stomach. “Everytime I look or think about her I feel sick. Really sick- and my hands get sweaty and my heart beats faster.” He scoffs. “And I can’t stop thinking about her and my stomach gets all weird, like I’ve been hit by a bludger, but worse- she must have done something! We should tell Dumbledore- or snape- Can you fix it?!”

She lets herself think it over for a couple of moments before she laughs softly- “Does this only happen when they’re there..?” He shakes his head quickly- “No, it happens when I think about her too..”

“Do you..find yourself thinking about her a lot?”

He nods.

She can only laugh harder.

“What’s so funny?! I’m being serious!” He huffs, watching her laugh with a distraught expression. He’s not used to being taken seriously but this was different! This was real- something was genuinely wrong with him!

“She didn’t hex you.” She explains gently, smiling in amusement. “You have feelings for her..”

The words hit Fred..hard.

No…surely not…

“Wha?..no I don’t.” He scoffs- that was stupid. He’d never like you- right?

She nods her head- “yes you do. Heart racing, thinking about her a lot, sweating-”

“This was stupid!” He stands up and quickly walks towards the door to leave. “I don’t fancy y/n! I would never fancy her!” He scoffs to himself.

“She hasn’t hexed you, Mr. Weasley. You’d be smart not to repeat that to anyone else.” She calls out towards him before turning towards another cot to help someone else.

He continues to grumble to himself until he gets to his common room- then his dorm room, before he throws himself onto his bed- his face buried into his pillow, a hot pink flush on his cheeks and his ears red as he thinks over her words…

He didn’t fancy you…! He NEVER would!…

Right?

…

Madame pomfrey, 10 years later, sits on the fourth row, left side, of the aisle. The aisle you’re currently walking down- the aisle where, at the end, a 22 year old Fredrick Gideon Weasley is stood- seconds away from crying at how gorgeous you look in a wedding dress.

dxncingwithastrxnger

To those of you who have never experienced "right person, wrong time" before, I'm really glad that you haven't, and I hope you never have to. It hurts like hell. Even years later, after you've moved on. There's still always that reminder, always that deep ache in your chest anytime you hear or see or think of any mention of them, or even the person themselves. Even if you've found the "right person, right time", that wrong timing is always going to be painful. The "What could've been"s always lingering somewhere or another. There are no regrets, just wistfulness and wishful thinking. Wondering and imagining. It just never goes away. There's always going to be a part of you that aches and hurts and wonders and wishes, no matter what you do, no matter who you end up with. It doesn't mean you don't love your current partner/future partner. It'll never mean that. It just means that in the past, you'd had someone that you loved just as much as the person in your present or future, just in different ways. And that's perfectly acceptable. But it still fucking hurts. There's no stopping that. No matter what you do.

#right person wrong time #forbidden love #long distance dating #heartbreak quotes #mine #original

I swear whoever is writing my shitty as life fanfic

PLEASE just let me win ONCE

catarinehancock

“and i’d like to think

that if we never speak again,

one day you’ll look back on me fondly

as somebody who didn’t fear the future

when they pictured you by their side.

i’d like to think

you’ll remember me

as somebody who loved you

the best they could,

even if it wasn’t always what

you wanted or needed.

i’d like to think

you’ll remember me

as somebody you could

have spent your life with,

if only the timing had been right.

if only we’d worked for it

just a little bit

harder.”

- catarine hancock, author of shades of lovers and sometimes i fall asleep thinking about you

maybby

but deep down we both know if I had it my way we would’ve just crashed and burned

#right person wrong time

jwirecs

BTS

ALL || FLUFF || ANGST || SMUT || TIMESTAMPS || REACTIONS || OT7

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