MAIA STRAUS

poetry

[maybemaia]

hold me down just a little longer buy me a drink just to make me a little softer i feel the attachment now, the water on my face is not snow melting as it lands it's winter and it's white, i like the cold better than the warmth since everyone who ever left me used to warm me during colder nights goodbye my old lover, goodbye my newest friend i hope to see you every day yet my mind is rather tense because what if i'll die tomorrow what if i do today no matter what, don't leave me even though i'm a messy, rude chance i love you very much and i'm really sorry i made this all about me god, that's so typical, is there anything else i can be? i did it again, i apologize but hey i love you more than i, your awkward little friend, usually what you think

love is hopeless anyways, m.l.h.s

[maybemaia]

my body feels numb from all of this typing yet i cant seem to stop is this really the world that we live in oh god, what’s the clock? im feeling stressed out and nervous it’s almost midnight here what time is it there? will i drown myself in tears or will everything be okay will i smile it all away or will i cry the pain instead of being able to say i should sleep my psychologist will know fuck me im scared how will i go through this hell

5 am sadness, m.l.h.s

[maybemaia]

the chance of your eyes lighting up like this in the fucking moonlight was twenty percent of my soul and eighty of my mind your words jump upon me as i giggle lightly, everyone will stare, let's be a delight, you're an angel to me and maybe that's because I'm naive but you look so good and i wish you could just see the way you look when you tell me that you're not beautiful and angelic you know, baby i'm searching for someone with talent and all i can stare at, is your face, i'd hide you in my bag take you everywhere i go yolo, you know, ripped jeans, let's take it slow go go go i'm holding your hand as we jump into the snow, tears streaming down your cheeks, baby please wake up, you're making me worried and as we look at the sky, it's a quarter past midnight, we fly, starlights, hitting our eyes like small, star fights, please don't bite, i'll hold you if you want me to, it's just a basic fact, since i love you more, than the galaxies themselves you're still the prettiest planet in the universe, babe

m.l.h.s