Things I'll Never Say

[maymamayy]

Crying

Sometimes you just need a really good cry to let go of all that shit you've been holding on to.

[maymamayy]

I guess that's the forever part of our relationship. Even though we aren't together, there will always be bit and pieces of each other embedded in our lives.

[maymamayy]

"They'll always have each other, they needed each other to get to this place, they're better off for having known each other."

[maymamayy]

I see traces of her in you

I wonder when will I see traces of me

[maymamayy]

Unofficially Official

Still in the dark because I cannot bring myself to let you know that I am in a new relationship. 

[maymamayy]

I _ _ _ _ You

How I feel about you should not changed based on if you feel the same way or not. If that is how either of us feel then that’s it. No take backs, no returns, final sale. 

[maymamayy]

Travel

I traveled for 3 weeks and when I came back things were different between us. I don't blame you, I blame myself for letting you get to me. For still believing in someone who "forgot" about. I didn't travel for awhile because I was afraid of what would happen when I got back. Now I'm traveling every other month or so. Maybe I'm trying to make up for lost opportunities. All I know for sure is that I'm not afraid anymore.

[maymamayy]

April 2nd 2017

What just happened? 

[larmoyante]

I am figuring out which parts of my personality are mine 
and which ones I created to please you.

Lora Mathis, The Dust On This Poem Could Choke You (via larmoyante)

[maymamayy]

Best Friend

After everything, I still believed in your words because you were my best friend. I trusted you with my life and I thought you couldn’t do me wrong. But now we are nothing, we aren’t even friends. 

[studypetals]

[suspend]

I was pretty sure you were the one. I had hopes and dreams for us. I thought we’ll be able to overcome everything together. But sadly it has always been an ‘I’  but never a ‘We’. It’s always been me hoping and not the two of us.

3 am thoughts (via suspend)

[suspend]

I just want you happy even if it’s not with me.

3 am thoughts (via suspend)

[prometyda]

[maymamayy]

After all this time, I'm still wondering why I wasn't good enough to make you stay. Why I wasn't worth enough to make you stay. Why I wasn't a good enough reason to make things work

[maymamayy]

Eucalyptus and Roses

[maymamayy]

Because when you know, you know.