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I just want someone to send Reddit posts that I find ridiculously funny at 12:37

I can tell how stressed I was when the packages I receive are more obscure and unnecessary

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I’ve had so many “day 1” entries whether it be journals or plans and I just hope this is the last one

I’m worried about you

“A strong woman builds her own world. She is one who is wise enough to know that it will attract the man she will gladly share it with.”

I’ve done so much damage I don’t know if I deserve to find love

I annoy the FUCK out of my friends and I know it

The way I used to look at my significant other waiting for them to correct me is unacceptable. Last night I caught myself waiting for a friend to correct me when I realized how many insecurities my ex built in me and I’ll never let that happen again.

Single and scared. Of him and of me.

Taking pills in this bathroom is hard for me.

Younger Mary would be proud

She’d be proud that I’m no longer scaring friends with my moods

She’d be proud of the decisions I’ve made for myself

She’d understand why I didn’t accomplish some of my lifelong goals yet

She’d understand that I am doing what I need to do to get where I’m destined to be

She’d be happy to see my relationship

She’d be happy to see these memories I now have to hold forever

She’d anticipate the many more

She’d also anticipate the future

She’d get too up in her head and begin to destroy the foundation she is making

She’d get too worried about what everyone has up in their head about her

But she didn’t know that she can be the person to remind herself that she can be proud of herself

She didn’t know she could create such a wonderful life with her persistence

She didn’t know one day she’d change all her plans but the change was all her decision

She didn’t know she deserved help

She deserved help. I deserve help.

She’d be proud that I got the help I cried for when I was in this very bathroom taking pills I shouldn’t have.

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Did I used to be skinnier or was it just my long hair?™️

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My long hair is back and it is confirmed: I used to be skinnier

Relations

All my friends’ relationships are going so well. Like authentically. Yes they have problems, all relationships do but they’re making progress. One’s boyfriend is saving up for a ring. Another’s girlfriend just said she wants to protect her for the rest of their lives. And I’m here begging my boyfriend to go to therapy and trying to convince him to listen to me when I talk. Comparison is an unfair game I shouldn’t play.