♡ lesbian loser ♡

professional flop

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💖 howdy! 💖

i’m xanni/annabelle/viktor (they/them)! feel free to use any of these names for me :•)

i’m a 23 year old biracial nonbinary lesbian creature thang who mostly posts art and general life stuff.

i sometimes post about my Gal Pal™️ every now and then named lain, so assume i’m referring to her and not the anime :•p

i’m also the host of a DID system, but other alters rarely post here. the co host of the system is kenny (she/her), and she has her own blog @fishingsexily

some frequent tags i use:

#annabelle yellz — any original post

#annabelle’s art — my art tag

(i will add onto this list later i’m tired)

thank you for reading this far! :3

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happy pride <3

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been catching up on the outside world post rehab stay and what do you mean gas prices are up at five dollars a gallon :•(

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GUESS WHO GRADUATED FROM REHAB!!!!!!

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hi yall ! 💖

not sure if anyone will even see this, but im currently in the process of being admitted into a residential treatment facility. im not sure when ill be admitted, or how long i’ll be in there, but i will be taking an extended hiatus from all social media once im admitted. just thought i’d let yall know!

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being admitted now! see yall on da flip side

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hi yall ! 💖

not sure if anyone will even see this, but im currently in the process of being admitted into a residential treatment facility. im not sure when ill be admitted, or how long i’ll be in there, but i will be taking an extended hiatus from all social media once im admitted. just thought i’d let yall know!

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the psych ward i spent much of my teenage years at is getting sued LOL

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gonna stop taking one of my meds please pray that i dont go balls off the walls like i did last time TwT

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psychiatrist recommended i stop taking another med so im current off two meds and on a new one within the span of a week…

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gonna stop taking one of my meds please pray that i dont go balls off the walls like i did last time TwT

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not doing good at all but im trying so hard to stay silly </3

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the rest of the system seems to be fine with turning -nervous gulp- twenty three

pictured:

leo (top left)

kenny (bottom left)

me/xanni (middle)

nerves (bottom right)

adrian & karma (top right)

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it my birthday

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i found out one of my long time mutuals passed away recently. they were genuinely so nice and sweet and the world feels duller without them.

idk how much more i can take tbh. i feel sick

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lol

lol

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im so fucked up

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me age 14: -posts the most tmi inappropriate personal nsfw stuff ever without a second thought-

me age 22, posting anything related to lain or even just calling her my girlfriend:

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i hate this school but goddamn can the barista in the cafe make a good frappe