T R A P P E D / R A T S *

there are things we forget and forgetting such things could hurt a person; maybe not the one who forgot, but the one who was forgotten. WRITTEN BY CHAE.

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so i have managed to bring all of my roleplay characters onto one blog.  muses range from numerous television shows and movies like THE WALKING DEAD, TEEN WOLF, the SCREAM films, THE MAZE RUNNER and much more.  i will be adding muses as i go and i hope to write with everyone who is willing to write with these muses of mine.

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     the gladers did their best to stay  QUIET  inside of the homestead,  back to back with the others as they have their arms up,  sticks  &  knives were on their hands,  ready for the sudden attack of the grievers.  the asian’s heart was beating fast,  the  a n x i e t y  was building up  &  he would have been fainted if he hadn’t thought of the safety for his siblings.  (  minji can keep themselves safe !   he had a huge trust on her,  but grievers weren’t just a normal thing.  )   

     all of the sudden the grievers crawled on top of the roof,  making them let out a low scream.  it tried to take chuck away from them,  thomas quickly grab him,  pulling them back down to save him.  alby sliced the metallic arm of the creature,  making it release the little boy.  not moments later though,  it returned  &  taken alby with him.  cries of their fellow gladers could be heard,  as they ran outside.  everything was destroyed,  fire was everywhere,  &  the grievers were  GONE  along with some of their friends.  minho yelled,  terrified that his siblings would have been taken away.  ❝   minji !   minseok !   victoria !  ❞   the  desperation  in his voice,  almost tearing up with the fear overwhelming him.

minji was scared shitless;  there, she admitted it.  although, it wasn’t out loud, but she knew that the other two could clearly see it in her expression.  but in all honesty, all three of them were scared, and the three of them had even jumped when sudden cries of their fellow gladers could be heard and then the clanking of metal and the loud whirring was gone moments after.  still, the three stayed under the sheets they had over themselves when it all went quiet besides the worried and terrified chatter of the gladers. upon hearing her brother cry out their names in desperation, she hesitantly removed the sheet from over her head, popping her disheveled head up, her dark hues wide as she looked around shortly.  minseok had followed right after and once the male had seen the grievers were no longer in the glade, he got out of the hole that was now just a hole for the slammer and put his hand out to help both girls out of there.  when she was out, she turned to find minho’s gaze on them and she could even see him tearing up a bit in fear and possible happiness that the three of them were still there, unscathed.  

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sad / heartbreak starters

“i feel like i’m losing you.”

“i didn’t mean to push you away.”

“i don’t want to lose you.”

“please just stay with me.”

“give me another chance.”

“don’t you care about me at all?”

“i thought you loved me.”

“you promised you wouldn’t leave me.”

“i don’t know what i’d do without you.”

“i never thought you’d be the one to break my heart.”

“i need time to think about us.”

“please don’t leave like this.”

“i’m begging you to stay.”

“this can’t be goodbye.”

“don’t you love me anymore?”

“do you… not want me anymore?”

“i wish i could be enough for you.”

“i wish you could see how much this is hurting me.”

“i’m scared of losing you.”

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      ⟶     characters in the maze runner series [ 3 / ? ] :  MINJI  /  @mazcd

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And if they don't use icons?

it really depends on who i’m writing with.  but it’s in my guidelines.

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Url meme: mazcd

My Opinion on;

Character in general:  they have a lot of different characters,  but i’m gonna focus on newt  &  minji.  newt is a very hard character to write as he’s a bit complex.  minji is a very good character  &  is much more tougher than minho,  but he wouldn’t admit it.  lmao.How they play them:  they think about the proper way that their characters would react on that situation.  it’s actually really good !The Mun:  they are very friendly !   we always talk a lot in dis.cord  &  just cry in headcanons of the min siblings.  the way to win their heart is to love kpop,  &  i love kdrama so that’s close enough,  pfft.

Do I:

RP with them:  i do !Want to RP with them:  always !  

What is my;

Overall Opinion:  i love them !   i recommend everyone to go follow them  &  interact with them !   they deserve more notice.

**Note: Mun’s answer are all to be completely honest. Don’t send url if you don’t want brutal honesty   /  @ledesespoirderriereunsourire  sent a meme for  @mazcd .

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IF WE HAVEN’T INTERACTED YET, SEND A MEME.

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deathless ♚ sentence meme

You will always fall in love, and it will always be like having your throat cut, just that fast.

You are going to break your promise. I understand.

You’re lonely too.

It will stop your breath, how cruel I can be.

I am a demanding creature. I am selfish and cruel and extremely unreasonable.

I am your servant.

I crawl at your feet; for before your love, your kisses, I am debased.

For you alone I will be weak.

I belong here, and you will not deny me.

I say these things, and the world listens.

I do not tolerate a world emptied of you. I have tried.

In the dark, I have pored over the loss of you like pale gold.

I will not let her speak because I love her, and when you love someone, you do not make them tell war stories.

I moved the earth and the water for you.

You will always run away with her.

You will always lose her.

You will always be a fool.

You will always be dead, in a city of ice, snow falling into your ear.

You have already done all of this and will do it again.

No one should be judged for loving more than they ought, only for loving not enough.

We look terrible to you, and severe, and you see our blood flying.

What we carry between us is hard-won, and we made it just as we wished it to be, just the color, just the shape.

There need never be any rules between us.

Let us be greedy together; let us hoard.

Do not leave me, swear that you will never leave me.

I am selfish. I am cruel. My mate cannot be less than I.

Sleep with fists closed and shoot straight.

I can’t abide a poor liar.

You look like a winter’s night. I could sleep inside the cold of you.

Oh, quit that. Blushing is for virgins and Christians.

Scold me; deny me. Tell me you want what you want and damn me forever. But don’t leave me.

Bad luck relies on absolutely perfect timing.

In his own country, Death can be kind.

What is the world but a boxing ring where fools and devils put up their fists?

Men die. It’s practically what they’re for.

I am no one; I am nothing.

Nothing in me was not made by you.

A revelation is always the end of something. It might even be cause for grief.

Just tell yourself a story that’ll satisfy you and pretend he told it.

Forever isn’t bright; it isn’t like that. Forever is cold and hard and final.

I savor bitterness - it is born of experience. It is the privilege of one who has truly lived.

If you want to kill yourself, do not use us as your knife.

What did I do wrong? Was I boring? Did I ignore you?

Don’t you dare speak to me like that.

I have worn nothing but blood and death for years.

I have fought all your battles for you, just as you asked me.

I have learned not to cry when I strangle a man.

I have learned to watch everything die.

I am not a little girl anymore, dazzled by your magic. It is my magic, now, too.

Are we not devils?

No one is now what they were before the war.

I have not seen you without your skin on.

Close up your head; your brain is getting loose.

We obsess. It’s in our nature.

I’ve a devil of a habit for being right.

In war you must always choose sides.

If you try to be a bridge laid down between them, they will tear you in half.

We are all dead. All equal. Broken and aimless and believing we are alive.

My old bones will follow yours soon enough.

It is better to be strong and cruel than to be fair.

I will see him with his skin off before I agree to fall in love.

After love, no one is what they were before.

I have survived, but I have not been spared.

In the space of one heartbeat to another I loved you and I was lost to you.

Frighten me, make me cry, only come back.

It’s not so bad, my darling. Being dead. It’s like being alive, only colder.

You’ll think it’s love, while he dines on your heart.

You will be so beautiful when you are old.

I cannot keep you and I cannot let you go.

You will live as you live in any world…with difficulty, and grief.

I look at you and it is like my throat being cut.

She said you’d come and I swore to eat your heart.

I still want to kiss you.

My heart is being cut in two. I cannot bear it.

What happens to anything beautiful?

I have to know, I have to or else you will just rule me until the end of everything because you know and I do not.

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Are you open to oc's that don't format their posts?

there are times where if they have icons  (  100 x 100 or rectangle  )  but don’t format, i usually go in and format to small text.  i’ve done it before on other blogs.

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Send “I’ve got you” to help my muse wash off blood from their body

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STARTER CALL!!  (  specify muse  )

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     he didn’t doubt on jeff’s medication skills,  as no one else had the guts to me a medjack;  he was very thankful for him.  he smiled softly,  glad that he had managed to spend even a little bit of time with her.  he was always busy with running out in the maze that sometimes he wanted to stay inside of the glade to help around.  but he knew he had to give hope with the other gladers,  that someday they’d get out.  he didn’t let go of her hand,  kissing her fingers again,  before laughing lightly.   ❝   good,  wouldn’t want you to have a hard time cooking… ❞

she couldn’t help but chuckle quietly and smile, shaking her head slowly.   ❝ you and everyone else don’t have to worry about that, because if i end up cutting myself accidentally like this time, i’ll still cook for everyone because i know everyone loves it when i cook. ❞   she stated lightly.  she does remember the time when she was feeling under the weather and fry was on his own with cooking and everyone complained because it wasn’t her cooking  -----  it made her feel loved, even if it was because of the food she cooked.  she didn’t care about that, she just enjoyed the fact that she was missed and loved greatly that day.   ❝ but i think you made it all better, there’s no more stinging... ❞   she pointed out.

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     the brunette ignored the other teen’s eyes that were fixed on their hands that were intertwined.  this might be the only chance she had to hold his hand,  &  she didn’t want to lose that.  she nodded at the blonde’s announcement as it was going to be night time soon.  she was about to help around when minho had suggested to set up camp over to some rocky areas beside the sandy ground.  she was about to help the others when she heard newt speak to her again;  though,  when he had moved a bit closer,  she stepped back  &  gave a quick bob of the head as she let go of his hand.  

     ❝   well…  yeah,  us survivors gotta stick together,  ya know ? ❞    she muttered,  offering a small smile before motioning over to aris who was having a hard time with the fabrics.     ❝   i should go help him,  make sure he’s still alright. ❞      plus,  she was going to beat him up for teasing her as well on her attraction to newt.

he didn’t really care about the eyes that were on them and their intertwined hands.  his gaze flickered to the front to where minho stood, announcing that they should set up camp over to a slightly rocky area.  he followed the others over to it and watched as most of them got to work with setting things up the best they could so they could all get some sleep, or get some at all because he was sure most didn’t get much of a good nights sleep because of everything running through their heads. he turned his attention to rachel, dark hues fixated solely on her until she motioned over to the young boy who was the equivalent of teresa, dark hues narrowing a bit as if protective of her before he nodded his head.  but before he let her go help him and all, he leaned over and pressed a kiss to her cheek.  that’s when he released her hand and when he pulled back from kissing her cheek, he went off to help the others, not even looking back to see her reaction because he was very sure that his face was flushed.  and it wasn’t because of the heat, either.

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     he wanted to keep his family safe,  meaning everyone inside of the glade.  he felt the tight squeeze on his hand,  the worry was increasing when they had let each other go.  he was going to make sure that they’ll be alright,  but right now;  he has to figure why the doors weren’t closing.  minho could only nod,  &  gulp down the anxiety building up to pull out the courage hidden underneath.  he watched her ran off before he went over to thomas  &  the others.  all of the sudden a loud metal sound erupts from the other side of the glade,  there was another door opening,  &  another,  &  another.  shit.  thomas had told him to grab every weapon they could bring,  &  he asked newt  &  others to help him with the task.  

     hearing the screams of the other gladers as the familiar roar of the grievers followed.  he tried to find where his siblings were,  but he couldn’t find them.  while they were grabbing the weapons,  frypan had told him that he had seen his siblings  &  victoria running over the slammer.  he hoped that they’d be fine.  it was pure chaos,  gladers being dragged off by the creatures.  when newt had pointed out on the others,  they ran to help,  attacking the griever  &  hid back to the homestead.  what the shuck was happening ?!

minji stayed huddled with minseok and victoria.  minseok had an arm around her in an attempt to keep her protected while she had hers around victoria to keep her protected as well  ------  they could hear the loud metal sounds and she knew those sounds so well as did minseok.  she hated to admit, but she was scared shitless right now and prayed;  she had prayed before and that was when she as in the box with minseok passed out in an area she didn’t see.  but she prayed again, praying that no one would get hurt, that they’ll all be alive by the morning when the grievers would leave.  or she hoped that they would, anyway. when she finally heard the clanking and the whirring, she bit her lip to keep herself quiet and used her hand to cup it over victoria’s mouth to keep her quiet as the clanking and whirring came closer to the slammer and suddenly, a loud crack was heard as well as broken wood hitting the ground and some pieces even hit them but surprisingly, they stayed quiet besides the small and muffled whimper that came from victoria.

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     no crying,  no teasing,  no laughing.  rachel watched him hid the black veins that was breaking her heart,  &  just slapping her the reality that she had no power to save him.  but was that the truth ?   no,  she won’t accept it.  she considered herself to be the equivalent of thomas for the group b,  &  if thomas was courageous  &  he never gives up for his friends;  she would show them that she was the same.  newt was important to her,  she considered him to be family,  &  she didn’t want to lose anyone anymore.  it was too much.  their hands were still intertwined,  just like the first time back in the scorch.  she wasn’t going to cry,  she wasn’t weak,  she was a freakin’ icer.   

     ❝   i don’t care,  newt.  i’m going to do what i can to save you,  &  you know,  thomas would do everything for you as well.  it’s never too late. ❞    she whispered,  her eyes were getting glassy,  tears were threatening to fall as she focused her attention to him.  she breathed in heavily,  before she slowly leaned in.  her fingers tugging his chin to turn his face to hers as she pressed her lips softly on his,  but quickly retreating.    ❝   i-i’m sorry…  i shouldn’t have done that… ❞    she whispered,  turning around  &  letting go of his hand.

he didn’t want to die, but if this as how it’s going to end for him, then be it.  he will do his best to keep his head on his shoulders, to keep himself from losing his mind and turning into a crank  -----  he didn’t want anyone to gt harmed because of him but he knew that thy’ll all be hurt because of him, even if he doesn’t attack them to the point here they will have to kill him to stop him.  he didn’t want to become a crank, but he was going to make life last as long as he could  -----  he was going to help save minho and minji and make sure they’re okay before things get bad for him. his gaze flickered out as he listened to her words;  she as going to do her best to save him but he didn’t want her to be hurt if things fail completely to the point where he’s completely gone and he knew it would happen.   ❝ please don’t keep your hopes up... ❞   he trailed off lightly, glancing at her with a sigh as his gaze returned to the horizon.  though after a few minutes, he felt hr fingers tugging his chin to turn his face towards hers and a pair of soft lips collided with his own;  his brows furrowed slightly and he was about to reciprocate but she had retreated quickly.  he blinked a few times at her and as she as turning away and releasing his hand, he was quick to catch her hand and turn her back towards him.  he stared at her for a short moment before he cupped her cheek after removing his hand from hers and leaned in to capture her lips, to finally show that he felt for her like she felt for him. his time may be running out, but there wasn’t a problem with living his life how it should be, no matter how much time he currently had.  maybe he had a few hours, or maybe he had until the next day, albeit he knew that she would be more hurt with his death when it comes.

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     shuck.  he covered the cook’s lips with the palm of his hands,  as he glanced around the area,  making certain that no one was near them to have heard of what she just said.  she can’t do this to him,  not right now;  if anyone would walk into them,  or even hear them,  he was sure alby was going to murder him for being irresponsible.  then again,  they didn’t have to know…  right ?   he slowly wrapped his other arm around her waist  &  slowly moved behind a couple of trees,  making sure that they weren’t that visible.  

     ❝   we can’t…  we can’t do it right now,  but if you are still up to it tonight…  i’ll be waiting for you on the top of the tower. ❞   he whispered,  dropping his hand down to corner victoria to the tree.  he tried to relax his breathing,  as his heart was beating in a fast pace.  he leaned down  &  pressed a soft,  yet needy kiss on the banshee’s lips.  ❝   i…  shuck,  i love you,  &  i want to do this with you only if you love me too… ❞

she wasn’t surprised when minho had covered her mouth with his hands, she knew that no one was around and she had made sure of it because she definitely didn’t want anyone to hear her speak of making love with the keeper of the runners.  she moved back as he moved behind a couple of trees and tilted her head, emerald hues fixated solely on him and once he removed his hand, she pressed her back into the tree she had her back turned to and captured her lesser lip to gnaw lightly on it.  she stared at him, though there was a small and font smile splayed over her lips because honestly, he made her heart palpitate in her chest and just the way he looked at her made her breathless, so she too, as trying her best to relax his breathing as well as calm his pounding heart to a normal pace.  her eyes fell closed for a short moment when he leaned down and pressed a soft and needy kiss to her lips, in which she immediately responded to.  she inhaled deeply and nodded her head.   ❝ i do love you, i have for a while. ❞   she admitted lightly, soon pressing her forehead to his.