things about things

I find myself forgetting a lot of things now... sooo... this.

[to-be-okay-deactivated20221112]

“I can write the saddest poem of all tonight. I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.”

— Pablo Neruda

[metamorphesque]

— Blue Iris, Mary Oliver   

[ text ID: Now that I’m free to be myself, who am I? ]

[to-be-okay-deactivated20221112]

“The truth is that we are not afraid to love. We are afraid that we will not get back the love we give.”

— Unknown

[thereisntenoughspace]

I think I’m more nervous about who I thought I was going to be, when I was little and thought growing up was easy. She is nowhere near who I am actually becoming.

But I think I like this version better.

[to-be-okay-deactivated20221112]

“I just want someone who will love me when I do not know how to love myself.”

— Beau Taplin, “Priorities”

[crazygingahh]

“Please, don’t mind me, I just kill myself sometimes.”

- Losing my Life by Falling in Reverse

[thedreamerquotes]

I think I'm about to relapse.

[mazesmazes]

haha

[wstdxo-deactivated20220224]

we all need someone to tell us we‘re not as horrible as we think we are, right?

[to-be-okay-deactivated20221112]

“Its a frightening thought, that in one fraction of a moment you can fall in the kind of love that takes a lifetime to get over.”

— Beau Taplin

[to-be-okay-deactivated20221112]

“I want the part of you that you refuse to give.”

— Ellen Hopkins

[mazesmazes]

To my favorite human being,

Meeting you and actually getting to know you, makes me think about the promise I made to myself. I promised to love myself first, that I should be able to see and feel that I really am loving myself...

...and then there came you. I suddenly wanted to be loved by you. Loved by the one with the kindest heart. So yeah. What a sweet surprise you are! And to think that I've never been fond of surprises.

I just want you to know that I really love you, and that I meant it when I said you deserve all the good things this universe has to offer. I want a bucket-load of memories of all kinds with you.

I love you Nikki.

Yours,

Maze

[nostalgiafornothing]

[mazesmazes]

Us.

[quotemadness]

“When you love someone, you are sure. You don’t need time to decide. You don’t say stop and start over and over, like you’re playing some kind of sport. You know the immensity of what you have and you protect it.”

— Nina LaCour

[mazesmazes]

This is how I love you. I am so sure.

[to-be-okay-deactivated20221112]

“Everything you want is on the other side of fear.”

— Jack Canfield

[mazesmazes]

I believed in this when I was on therapy. It made me better. I used to be so scared, terrified even. Now I see it in you. I wanna be with you on both sides.

[quotemadness]

“Eventually soulmates meet, for they have the same hiding place.”

— Robert Brault

[mazesmazes]

I like to believe we really met at the same hiding place. 😅

[thoughtkick]

“Once you realize there is life after mistakes, you gain a self-confidence that never goes away.”

— Bob Schieffer

[mazesmazes]

I find this so true.

[to-be-okay-deactivated20221112]

“And I’d choose you; in a hundred lifetimes, in a hundred worlds, in any version of reality, I’d find you and I’d choose you.”

— Unknown

[mazesmazes]

I would.