spacebound

❝ — i’d rather die drunk, broke at 34 and have people at a dinner table t a l k about me than live to be rich and sober at 90 and nobody remember who i was. matty botwin, XVII

[opheliaferro]

[ Shaking her head at her best friend’s request the brunette huffed as she looked down at the watch she was holding. Leave to Matthew to be the one to find her, she wasn’t surprised after all they were the people who knew her best, her eyes however traveled down to the watch she was holding and her eyes began tearing up again and before she could really think it through she rushed forward and pulled her friend in for a hug, a sniffle falling from her lips. ] “Screwed up Matt, like one of those can’t fix it screw ups. If we all never have lunch together, I’m… you should be with Whitney. Not me, this is my fault. [ She felt guilty, along with so many other things and despite wanting to she just couldn’t keep them to herself anymore because it wasn’t just Whitney, it was her brother. She missed her brother and pretending that she didn’t wasn’t working anymore… it never had. ] I miss him. [ She mumbled, as felt tears fall down her cheeks. ] I miss my brother.

[mbotwin]

[ Matt quickly wrapped his arms around the girl, realizing for the first time since this fight between them had happened, the real reasons behind it. He felt utterly idiotic for not taking his head out of his ass sooner. This was bigger than all of them, and they needed to stick together if they wanted to make it through. ] It’s okay, Fee. It’s okay. [ He spoke soothingly, or, at least, he tried too. ] Hey, we’re all a little screwed up, alright? It’s nothing new, it’s nothing that’s gonna hold us back. There ain’t nothing out there we can’t handle. I’m right where I need to be, I don’t wanna hear none of that. [ Pulling away, he wiped the ears outta her eyes, brushing a strain of her hair behind her ear. ] I know you miss him, I can’t even imagine. He wouldn’t want this for you though, Fee. He’s want you to be happy.

[mbotwin]

@braydenreid: someone should bring me breakfast. Free rides for life.

@yourboymatty: @braydenreid nawwwwwwwww you ain't my boy, you turned me in last weekend

[opheliaferro]

[ Ophelia jumped up as soon as the light hit her face, looking around if only to reestablish where she was and soon enough her head was waking up and she remembered, one of her hands was crumpled into a fist and when she looked down she saw her brother’s watch. Shaking her head, the brunette sighed before closing her eyes if only to keep the sudden urge burst into ears again in check. However it didn’t exactly work. Snffling Fee, got to her feet, before pulling Alex’s jacket off the ground and throwing it over her shoulders. She ran a hand through her hair only to look around the place attempting to find her phone. ] “Fuck..”

[opheliaferro]

[mbotwin]

I figured you’d be here. [ Matty shrugged, reaching a hand out to offer Ophelia some help. After the messages the girl had sent and received yesterday, it was only a matter of time before she needed a friend. ] Come on, don’t be stubborn. Take my hand, let’s get outta here.

[mbotwin]

[sms: mattykins]

Semra: promise.

Matty: you've always been my favorite, hope you know that.

[mbotwin]

[sms message: squad ]

Noelia: Why can't we all just get along? I don't understand... I just want the squad all together again. I just.. GUYS.

Fee: Well if she's not coming then you can definitely count on me :) I'm more than game.

Whit: Wow, she's not even ashamed of choosing a guy over an ex best friend and being obviously jealous. Cute.

Noelia: STOP IT RIGHT NOW. I COMMAND YOU TWO TO STOP. I HAVE A CROWN! I CAN COMMAND THINGS!

Semra: really? This is about a guy? What happened to hoes > bros? Someone's smoking too much weed. Cut her off. Or here's an idea.. Let's grow up. I didn't see a rule out there on whose allowed to be with who, kiss who. I mean, Fee, last I heard you were kissing my ex but I wasn't dramatic about it?

Matty: Girls.. girls.. please.

Matty: Why don't all of you just kiss me and call it a day?

Matty: For real though, all of you better get your fine asses to our table tomorrow or I'm taking action.

[yinnezha]

[mbotwin]

Well, fortunately, Miles is a cocky little smart-ass. - J.K. Simmons

[mbotwin]

[sms: mattykins]

Semra: I missed you, too. A whole lot.

Matty: No more closed windows, alright?

[mbotwin]

@sembah: Mattys in heat...he's gay and looking for cross

@yourboymatty: is this new information? @sembah

@yourboymatty: i ain't gay though @sembah just for cross

[mbotwin]

[sms: mattykins]

Semra: Windows open. Sing Drake to me.

Matty: I never had you, although I would be glad to. I'd probably go and tattoo, your name on my heart.

Matty: I'ma go on, Drake's the boy.

Matty: But it's too late, cause I'm already yours. You just gotta promise me, hearts won't break, and end up like before.

Matty: I missed you.

[mbotwin]

[sms message: squad ]

Semra: boyfriends and girlfriends come and go but this.. This is forever.

Semra: I love you guys.

Noelia: I don't care who did or didn't do whatever, who said or didn't say something.. this has gone on too long. I MISS US. I love you all SO MUCH. *crying emoji*

Noelia: I just want to hug you all while eating a 40 pack of nuggets, don't deny me this.

Fee: I LOVE YOU ALL TOO. Well most of you even the boys. And I miss us.

Fee: Lia, I'm always down for cuddles and chicken nuggets let's do it okay? All three of us we have to hang out I miss seeing your faces.

Matty: I wanna see all of you at the table tomorrow, no excuses. I love y'all.

[mbotwin]

@yourboymatty: this guy just @'ed the FBI, i can't

@yourboymatty: who's that police officer in the simpsons? lou? that him, dillon's very own lou.

[yooksungjae]

Miles Teller being a complete dork. [x]

[justbeingrandomm]

[iohlaisms-deactivated20160616]

[As she made her way down the driveway, she paused at the sound of his voice, turning around to face him without moving any closer, arms still crossed over her chest. She’d lost any energy she previously had to argue with him, her voice coming out flat and showing how tired she suddenly felt.] That ‘hiatus shit’ that was me trying to not ruin our friendship because of unreciprocated feelings – you not letting us do that? That was the only reason we couldn’t be friends, which I’ve apologized for. I’m not going to fuck Trevor, okay? I’m sorry for doing that as well. You’re the one that followed me, Matthew. You could have just let me go like you did at the dance, then you wouldn’t have to ‘take my shit.’  What’s the point? I’ve said sorry, I’ve tried to explain, and it does nothing. So tell me, really, what’s the point in us even having this conversation?

[mbotwin]

Nah, you’re right, Kash. There ain’t no point in having this conversation. I’ma be honest, I just wanted the last fucking word for once.. tell you to shut up ‘cause it ain’t mean nothing to me. See ‘ya later. [ Matty shook his head, before closing the door and leaving Kasha outside in the cold. ]

[lyhathaway-blog]

“Give me a few seconds, I need to go through my list of Dillon’s idiots in order to properly place you. —— Nope, sorry I’ve abused so  many morons over the years I’m drawing a blank. Refresh my memory?”

[mbotwin]

You told me I couldn’t have a full page spread in the yearbook to confess my love for my boyfriend.. Cross.. ring any bells? I called you woman and you made that face. You know the one, your nose wrinkles.. you hit me with a ruler and called that witch girl to curse me. It was quite the day, I’ma be real.

[iohlaisms-deactivated20160616]

[Her eyebrows furrowed as the conversation turned to Trevor, something she’d never expected from tonight, until it dawned on her – the Instagram picture, the tweets, basically her whole social media probably painted a picture that was nothing like what it seemed. Still, she’d only done those things after their fight, after she’d realized he didn’t feel the same and he’d told her to walk away. What right did he have to get mad about it now? ] Are you kidding? Like, are you actually fucking kidding? Fuck off, Matty. For your information, although it is none of your business, there’s nothing going out with Trevor and I. Okay, so I slept with him after Homecoming but that was only after you told me to walk away and made me realize I was dumb as fuck for thinkin’ this would ever go anywhere. It wasn’t because I like him and we aren’t dating now, I was just tired of havin’ the fact that I want to actually have something meaningful with a guy get in the way of anythin’ happening with the guys that I want it to. So there, you happy? You jumped to conclusions, and surprise surprise, like most people who do that, you got it wrong. [With a frustrated sigh, she pushed her body away from the counter, already regretting coming over to attempt to salvage a friendship that he clearly wasn’t interested in saving.] Forget I said this, alright? Clearly you don’t give a shit, so we can just go back to those awkward encounters we’ve been having at school. See you around. [She muttered, not even bothering to look at him as she crossed her arms and walked to his front door, resisting the urge to slam it shut behind her.]

[mbotwin]

[ Matty watched silently as she made her way towards the front door, before swallowing his pride and going after her. ] Kash.. wait. [ He stood staring at her, leaning against the door frame before shaking his head almost in defeat. ] Don’t act like you’re suddenly above all this bullshit, you made things this way. You and your hiatus shit, you and your we can’t be friends shit. Don’t pin this on me, you wanna have your carrot cake and eat it too, am I right? I’m right. Go ahead and fuck Trevor, I don’t give a flying fuck. I’m not gonna stand here and take your shit, not in my own house. I’ma need you to reevaluate yourself and get back to me.

[lyhathaway-blog]

“Glad to see that this place has changed at all. Except for the lower quality people. —— Our school principal just about cried when he saw me, not too sure if it was out of relief and or joy.. maybe it was despair. Fingers crossed that it’s the second. Anyone seen a bird fly by here? I’m in need of some Avery Rhodes time.”

[lyhathaway-blog]

[mbotwin]

You hit me with a ruler once.. you remember? I never got the chance to sue, don’t leave town again until you’re served with the papers. I was emotionally scarred, you monster.