@apricotjvice - jeremy // leia
Han stared up at the darkened sky, realizing there wasn’t a way back. As the time went by he soon became burdened with the memories of a small boy, his boy, his son. Han’s mind began to play tricks on him whenever he closed his eyes. He thought back on those times where he’d take Ben out on the falcon only to be taken back to their last meeting. His cold brown hues were what frightened the male to the point he felt truly felt all loss of hope for his Ben to come back. The one thing, Han knew was that man was no longer Ben Solo but Kylo Ren, a damaged man without any possibility of going back.
Sitting up from the seat, Han felt the need to clear his thoughts from everything. He knew then and there that no matter how long he tried to rest his mind would bring back those painful memories of his son. Even the thought of Leia had become one of disappointment for he couldn’t bring Ben back. He stuffed his hands into the jacket pockets as he was welcomed by the chilly spring breeze.














