all are lyrics from the ep, tryhard (2017) by the band CAMINO. songs are in order.
second chances, they don't bother me.
i don't care who you want me to be.
you told me to lie, but i won't.
i'll never get what i want if i can't on my own.
i took a chance on a feeling.
here i am, feeling alone.
it turns out they all hate you anyway.
they only tell me what i wanna hear.
it doesn't seem right knowing i'll never get what i want.
no one can feel the tension between me and you.
there's no need to mention all the things i wanna do.
we both know we'd be over if they knew.
we'll both be better off if no one knows.
just keep it to yourself 'til we get home.
they're looking your way.
if anybody asks, we left alone.
hush, don't give it away.
i don't wanna talk about it and we both know why.
i wish it wasn't automatic, the way i want you every time.
i see shades of you when i don't want to.
can't think straight since you've been gone.
baby, look at what you've done.
i hesitate to say the ocean could hold a candle to your eyes.
are we something to each other?
is there something more going on in between us, or not?
is it just on the surface, or what?
are we lying to ourselves?
we're caught between the real thing and nothing at all.
do you feel it when you kiss me?
i thought it was nothing until now.
you know how to keep me waiting.
you got me staying up all night.
you gotta know this isn't right.
got me wishing i was with you.
need a ride, will you pick up?
you're good at looking at me like i'm see-through.
how do i get your attention?
i'm living with the ghost of you.
tell me what you want from me.
it felt like the beginning.
i feel like such a lonely creature.
i'm caught up in my delusion.
you're still here even though you're gone.
you're still the one that i dream about.
i'm stuck in a nightmare and i can't get out.
it's all in my head, but i keep giving in.
you were the one i always wanted.
you were the one that left me haunted.
there's a distance between me and myself.
how did i become a stranger in my skin?
i feel like someone else.
there's an ocean between me and myself again.
i keep on searching but the circle has no end.
when you pretend that you need me, i'm right there.
i suck at being alone with you.
there's so many reasons that i shouldn't want to.
wish i could make you hate me.
can't help the way you make me feel.
why does that make me want you more?
you take a piece of me with you.
tell me that you want me back.
