god exi(s)ts

And all the kids cried out, "Please stop, you're scaring me" I can't help this awful energy God damn right, you should be scared of me Who is in control?

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okay so i suck and im moving taesong back over to my multi !! if you want to continue to interact with him, feel free to follow me over at @criticalbeavty i’m going to be archiving this blog jsyk

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i dont have muse to be on my multi rn so,,, like this for a starter from this terrible shitty man

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palosvnto‌:

     “   you’re aaaalways busy,   ”   is gukkie’s response with a furrowed brow, lower lip jutting out as he pulls away from taesong to stare back at the elder with those big, round eyes.   “   pay attention to me. you said we could do something fun.   ”   the other said no such thing, but he may as well, with all the lies jaeguk tells himself.

      “ you’re needy today . ” taesong sets his pen down anyway, deciding to humor jaeguk for a while. “ i suppose i can make time for you, though, gukkie. what exactly is it you want to do, hm ? ”

[bicornmagic]

muse a is fresh out of prison, solitary confinement to be exact, and hasn’t truly seen the light of day for at least a couple of years. they’re adjusting to the real world; they barely speak anymore, and they haven’t experienced gentle human contact in what seems like forever. insert muse b, their new neighbor.

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@feardealt

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— SEMI-HIATUS NOTICE

hello my darlings ~ this is just a notice that i am going to be going on a temporary semi-hiatus starting wednesday 8/15 (tomorrow) and going until saturday 8/25 !! during this time i will be packing and preparing for my move and the start of graduate school !! activity will be sporadic- i’ll likely be most active before 8/22 and then not be on much (if at all) until that saturday morning as that’s when i’ll be moving, having my advising meetings, going through orientation, and exploring the beautiful new city i’ll be living in !! i will be incredibly selective when i am active, likely prioritizing my inbox and only a handful of threads/partners.

in the meantime, i’ll be available to write on any of my twitter muses and on discord, since i can do both of these things from my phone. please hit me up in the ims if you’re interested in writing in either of these places.

love you all lots <3 i hope you have an amazing end of the summer

**** SPECIAL NOTE JUST FOR THIS BLOG: since this is a separate single muse, i  may be more active here than on my multi simply because it’s easier to tackle drafts for one muse as opposed to drafts for 30+ muses

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cclllde‌:

@mcrtyrd / from here

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀❝ NO, SORRY, DUDE, I GOT shit to do. ❞ this directly translates to please stop talking to me i had my headphones in for a reason.

      “ all i need is a quick second . ” taesong is persistent, if nothing else, insisting on shoving the pamphlet into the other’s hands. “ when was the last time someone told you the truth ? ”

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busanbunnie‌:

@mcrtyrd LIKED for a smol starter ♥

Having been dragging the male around the mall for the past two hours, she was surprised he was still following her. She probably would have left to go home if she was in his shoes–but he was a trooper. Looking up at her friend as they were on the escalator, him on the step behind her making him even taller than he already was, she grinned as she asked him, “which shop can we go to next?”

Amusement laced her tone before she spotted a gaming shop and she was soon reaching backwards to tug on his sleeve and yank it a few times trying to garner his attention. “I know where we’re going!” 

why the hell did he agree to this, to a day of shopping? there were certainly better things taesong could be doing with his time and energy than following the small woman around the mall all afternoon. every time she grabbed at him, leading him from store to store, he tried to shake her off. isn’t it obvious he’d rather not be here?

“how much longer do you expect to be?” he checks his phone, punctuating the fact that he’d rather be literally anywhere else.

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hey guys i made a teeny tiny update to my rules regarding “shipping” with taesong so plase check them out when you get the chance

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Leader Bang being cute and chilling with Babyz until! the birb attacks ©

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palosvnto‌:

@mcrtyrd ♡’d for a starter!!

     “   taesooonnnng—   ”   jae trilled, wiggling into his lap, thus securing the other’s attention on himself.   “   pay attention to me.   ”   a pout and another wiggle later, jaeguk’s arms are draped around taesong’s neck and he’s pressing kisses to his jaw.

taesong simply allows the younger man to climb in his lap, wrapping an arm lazily around his waist as he continues to write with his free hand. “ what do you want, baby ? ” he tips his head slightly, allowing jae to continue kissing him as he works. “ i’m busy . ”

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‘ you made me believe you loved me. ’

yikes // @feardealtstatus:: accepting

the courtroom is dead silence as kyuhyun speaks. the first english sentence the young man has spoken since the trial began is directed at him- and taesong can’t help but grin. he learned so well. before the smart-mouthed lawyer can begin talking again, taesong leans over and speaks. 

           “ i do love you kyuhyunie . ”

getting shouted at by the lawyers and the judge is worth the look on kyuhyun’s face.

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‘ i feel both pleased and patronised at the same time . ’

mars made a meme // @feardealt​

the eyeroll is audible as he takes kyuhyun’s cheeks between his hands. 

                         “ you’re adorable . ”

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‘ i don’t care what my obituary says . i’ll be dead . ’

mars made a meme // @evildealt

“ jo myungdae is survived by nobody, because he never gave a fuck about any of these stupid bitches and never will . ”

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❝ vanity, definitely my favorite sin. ❞

horror movie meme // @evildealtstatus: accepting

“ if i looked like you, it’d be my favorite too. but there’s one that’s better . ” taesong looks up at myungdae, a glint of something horrible in his eye. “ personally, wrath is my favorite sin . ”

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- ; phrases that really hit you where it hurts part two

‘ don’t you remember me ?? ’ ‘ you beat me at my own game. ’ ‘ why do you keep pushing me away ?? ’ ‘ i can’t carry on like this. i’m done. ’ ‘ we can’t keep doing this. ’ ‘ you keep taking and taking, i’ve got nothing left to give !! ’ ‘ since when did you start calling me by just my name ?? ’ ‘ ____ ?? why won’t you look at me ?? ’ ‘ nobody could replace me and you know it !! stop fucking pretending !! ’ ‘ stop saying you need me. just stop. ’ ‘ you’ll just be gone again by morning won’t you ?? ’ ‘ i’ve forgotten their face. i forgot. ’ ‘ i’m not the same person i used to be, sorry. ’ ‘ you made me believe you loved me. ’ ‘ i’m not worth it. ’ ‘ i don’t want to be a part of your life anymore. ’ ‘ i wish you would be honest with me. ’ ‘ i need you all of the time, not just some. ’ ‘ i never stopped needing you. ’ ‘ you’re like a whole different person when we’re alone. why can’t you be like that all the time ?? ’

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❝ i’m scared to close my eyes, i’m scared to open them. ❞

horror movie meme // @feardealtstatus: accepting

“ you need to look, baby . ” taesong holds kyuhyun close to his chest, a hand gently running through the younger’s hair in an attempt to calm him down. jieun isn’t a pretty sight, not in this state, but he needs kyuhyun to look. to understand. to be afraid. “ this is a privilege that not many believers get. jieun was the first, she saw things we could never even comprehend. i know it’s hard but i need you to look, baby . ”