DARK / TWISTY

[21may97-blog]

meredith grey in every episode in season 12 so far

[kyrumption]

“Meredith is anything but cold. She smiles… not that often, but when she does, you know, because she’s been going through a lot, but it’s… it’s like you feel warm. She’s kind. I mean, she can be a little selfish. She can be. She’s flawed, but she’s kind. She cares about people and she cares about her patients. I think she’s going to be a brilliant surgeon. You know, around here, she’s known as the one to beat.”

[greysstillslays]

“When I first got here, he was one of the worst people I had ever met in my life, and now he’s one of the best ”

[camillaluddingtns]

↳ Justin gives his jacket to Ellen during The Paley Center on March 19, 2017 in Hollywood, California.

[persephonememes]

𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐇𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒 /  𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒.

𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐜𝐥𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐨𝐫 𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐠𝐭𝐡 𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐥𝐲 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐫𝐨𝐥𝐞𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠.

❛ You will always fall in love, and it will always be like having your throat cut, just that fast. ❜

❛ You are going to break your promise. ❜

❛ I understand. ❜

❛ And I hold my hands over the ears of my heart, so that I will not hate you. ❜

❛ Oh, I will be cruel to you. ❜

❛ It will stop your breath, how cruel I can be. ❜

❛ But you understand, don’t you? ❜

❛ I am a demanding creature. ❜

❛ I am selfish and cruel and extremely unreasonable. ❜

❛ For you alone I will be weak. ❜

❛ I do not tolerate a world emptied of you. ❜

❛ In the dark, I have pored over the loss of you like pale gold. ❜

❛ I have looked for your face in the patterns of the ice. ❜

❛ I moved the earth and the water for you. ❜

❛ Because my magic is as strong as an arm. ❜

❛ Magic does that. It wastes you away. ❜

❛ Magic does that. It wastes you away. Once it grips you by the ear, the real world gets quieter and quieter, until you can hardly hear it at all. ❜

❛ You will always run away with her. ❜

❛ You will always lose her. ❜

❛ You will always be a fool. ❜

❛ War is not for winning. ❜

❛ But her heart was so cold that she could hold ice in her mouth and it would never melt. ❜

❛ You look like a winter night. ❜

❛ But if you must be clever, then be clever. ❜

❛ Be brave. ❜

❛ Sleep with fists closed and shoot straight. ❜

❛ She is so stubborn, her heart has an argument with her head every time it wants to beat. ❜

❛ How I adore you. ❜

❛ Tell me you want what you want and damn me forever. But don’t leave me. ❜

❛ Oh, quit that. ❜

❛ In his own country, death can be kind. ❜

❛ Bad luck relies on absolutely perfect timing. ❜

❛ Someone ought to write a novel about me. ❜

❛ I savor bitterness - it is born of experience. It is the privilege of one who has truly lived. ❜

❛ What is the world but a boxing ring where fools and devils put up their fists? ❜

❛ After love, no one is what they were before. ❜

❛ In the space of one heartbeat to another I loved you and I was lost to you. ❜

❛ No one is now what they were before the war. There’s just no getting any of it back. ❜

❛ How long your hair has grown. You could strangle a man in it. ❜

❛ I have survived, but I have not been spared. ❜

❛ After all, when all else is gone, you may still have bitterness in abundance. ❜

❛ I’ve a devil of a habit for being right. ❜

❛ Everyone is a criminal! ❜

❛ Naturally, then, humans fall into three categories: the criminal, the not-yet-criminal, and the not-yet-caught. ❜

❛ Forests have secrets. ❜

❛ We are better at this than you are. ❜

❛ We can hold two terrible ideas at once in our hearts. ❜

❛ It’s not so bad, my darling. ❜

❛ I look at you and it is like my throat being cut. ❜

❛ Do you think I am a fool? ❜

❛ Did you never think, even once, that I loved lipstick and rouge for more than their color alone? ❜

❛ I still want to kiss you. ❜

❛ I hate it here. ❜

❛ He’ll burn you down like wax if you let him. ❜

❛ Did I not come to you on my knees with a kingdom in my hand? ❜

❛ I am not a little girl anymore, dazzled by your magic. It is my magic, now, too. ❜

❛ My heart is being cut in two. I cannot bear it. ❜

❛ Nothing ever truly dies. ❜

[mcscrewed]

1&2

for ships, i’m pretty open to just about anything so long as there’s chemistry. i do have some show favorites such as merder, merlex, and even finn x meredith ( they were cute don’t @ me.)  i also have a soft spot for george so i’d be open to shipping with one.  NOTPS. is it bad i can’t think of any at the moment? except maybe i would never do ships like meredith x richard because that’s basically her father in my eyes. i also would never do mark x meredith. i firmly believe meredith would never go there for obvious reasons. other than that, like i said before, if it has chemistry i’d love to explore it !

[mcscrewed]

roseshued:

“i don’t know,”  he admitted with an honest shrug.  it seemed like he was out of answers for all matters concerning her.  izzie hadn’t been hard to love.  if anything,  it was the opposite problem.  he had struggled not to love her even when circumstances and everything else in the world told him not to,  when she had turned her back on him and everything else in seattle,  when she’d run away and he hadn’t known if she was dead or alive,  if she was still getting her cancer treatments.  even if things had never been simple or easy,  he’d loved her with every fiber of his being and her return was a living and breathing reminder of all the heartbreak.  it couldn’t be ignored any longer.  “i know that.”  he gave a slight nod of his head,  sighing.  “but it was a hell of a lot easier to know that when she wasn’t around.”

               ❝ i’ve been in that position before-- not necessarily in the same circumstances, but we both know i know what it feels like to have the person you love constantly parading themselves in your face. ❞ it took her back to a simpler time. when her biggest concern was scoring surgeries and not running into mcdreamy and his mcwife.    ❝ alex.. ❞ small deep breaths escaped her lips as her body calmed, a hand reached out for him to hold.    ❝ life sucks, but it gets better. seeing her around will eventually mean nothing to you and if it doesn’t, well we’ll figure that out too. we’ve survived far worst circumstances before.❞

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mcmachine:

her eyebrows raised up at meredith’s assessment about herself and jackson and had to hold back the snort.  of course,  it made sense  ––  no one really knew that they’d been working on things more or less given that it’d be easier to do without having the vulture eyes of everyone else.  “the game night is kind of old news.  what exactly did she tell you?”  april questioned,  scratching the back of her head.  the drinking,  the out of control behavior,  letting koracick take her home…  not exactly classic kepner behavior,  and that was putting it mildly.  “jackson and i are,  well,  complicated.  as always.  some things don’t change.”

               ❝ nothing too significant. just that you weren’t yourself. ❞ meredith explained, in attempt to avoid ruffling any feathers.    ❝ maggie is my sister, you know this. and i love her, but there are certain choices i don’t fully agree with. it’s not my job to tell her what to do-- to pry in anyone’s business at all, but you and jackson... you remind me of what i had with derek. situations were different, of course. but the love... that sort of love that causes you to run off mid-wedding is something i have known in my life. that sort of love doesn’t just vanish. it never really leaves you. i don’t know what’s going on with you two, but i do know it’s not over. i just hope you figure it out before you involve other people because in the end, they’ll just get hurt. ❞ the words slipped from her lips before she could stop herself from laying it all on april, but not only was she watching out for them, but for maggie. 

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drmcperky:

@mcscrewed liked for a starter

    she needed a drink. or two. okay, so maybe ten or something, it had been a day and a half and she wasn’t ready to head home yet so the blonde surgeon decided on heading to joe’s for a drink. upon arrival, arizona spotted an empty booth. ordering herself a few shots of vodka and wine, arizona took her drinks and walked to the booth and scooted in, downing a shot of vodka as she nursed another in her hand. hearing someone talk but not actually processing what she was saying, arizona took the chance and looked up to see meredith standing before her “I’m sorry, I must’ve been out of it but did you say something?”.

               ❝  i was asking what the occasion is.  ❞ blue orbs met vibrant sapphires as she took a seat in the blonde’s booth. meredith had found herself spending most of her time at joe’s herself since derek’s departure. however, this was her first time seeing arizona down as many drinks as she had.  ❝ i hope you don’t mind, but i figured if we’re going to drink we may as well be each other’s company.  less depressing that way.  ❞ after she settled in, she flagged down the waiter to tend to them.  ❝ bring us two shots of tequila, please. ❞ her choice of drink. whenever she needed to drown out her sorrows or simply forget, don julio was there to oblige.

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Mun Related Shipping Questions!

1. OTP(s) for your muse?

2. NOTP(s) for your muse?

3. Which canon muse(s) do you currently ship with?

4. Are you oc shipping friendly?

5. Do you currently have any oc ships?

6. Do you have an OT3 for your muse? Are you open to polyshipping?

7. Is your muse difficult to ship with?

8. Does your muse get jealous easily?

9. Are you multiship?

10. A ship in your fandom you love (that does not include your muse)?

11. A ship in your fandom that you dislike (that does not include your muse)?

12.Do you believe rp’ing a ship adds to character development?

13. Do you get jealous of your partners other ships?

14. How many ships is too many?

15. Is there a ship or type of ship that you will never write, no matter what the circumstances are?

[sagamemes]

reblog this if you are a canon divergent portrayal out of pure fucking saltiness towards the canon

[sagamemes]

send a symbol for my muse to be playing a cliché party game in a group with your muse.

🍾  for  SPIN THE BOTTLE. 🤥  for  TRUTH OR DARE. 🃏   for  STRIP POKER. 🥂  for  NEVER HAVE I EVER. 🚪   for  SEVEN MINUTES IN HEAVEN. 🎲   for  MUN’S PICK.

[sopickmechoosemeloveme]

[mcscrewed]

roseshued:

a nod of his head answered the question.  he wouldn’t have guessed it either but it turned out that he hadn’t known izzie nearly as well as he thought he had,  judging on everything that had happened since their relationship had fallen apart.  a grumbling noise escaped him at the comment about dancing but he doesn’t speak directly on it any further,  not wanting to get into a disagreement over something trivial.  he’s stuck between a rock and a hard place on where to feel about having izzie back.  he’s not sure that he ever really got over here but the choice had been removed from the matter without having her around.  “we spoke a little,  yeah,”  he nodded.  “apparently she felt like it was her calling,  or whatever.  she heard about what happened.  gave some bullshit excuse.”  or perhaps that was just the residual bitterness that had come biting back.  it’s hard to tell the difference.  “seems like she’s planning on staying for awhile.  i don’t know.  talked about wanting to be happy here,  wanting to…  belong again.  all that kind of stuff.”

        fingernails dug into harsh hospital sheets. slow breaths left her lips as she willed the small episode coming on to subside. she hated losing control of her body yet somehow that realization caused her anxiety to spike even more.  ❝ what does that mean?❞ porcelain-like features turned to alex, a puzzled expression plastered over her face. if she was confused, meredith could hardly guess what alex must’ve been feeling.  ❝ why is it that we choose the hardest people to love? life is so complicated as it is and we go on and add more on to it. ❞ maybe her life wasn’t a wreck at the moment, but when she first met derek? he shook it all upside down. he had kept addison from her and with that, a whole set of issues came with when she showed up.  ❝ i love izzie. you know this, she knows this. but i love you too and you deserve someone who will stay.❞

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mcmachine:

of course her marriage would come back to bite her in perhaps the only way that it hadn’t managed to thus far.  a sigh heavily escaped through her lips,  shaking her head and doing absolutely nothing to hide the irritaiton sneaking across her features.  “harper probably couldn’t even get it up by the time he met me.”  she’s got all the respect in the world for jackson and catherine,  but him?  well,  that’d quickly fallen out the window when the truth came out.  time is better spent respecting catherine even if her nature of involvement is questionable at best.

“i hate men.  men and their stupid inability to have a basic concussion and sense of right and wrong.  i just want one day without having to think about any avery.”

             ❝ that’s probably true.❞ she agreed, a grin playing on her lips. she’d met harper avery briefly on a few occasions before. never too long to fully put together an opinion of him. he wasn’t a pleasant man truth be told, but the news indeed shocked her. to think such a prestigious man could be as foul as that was eye-opening to say the least. ❝ i take it you and jackson are still not on speaking terms-- or friendly terms. maggie mentioned something about a game night.  ❞ not only that, but he had also spoke to her about their estrangement. 

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callmedrmodel:

“Exactly,” the words cooed from her lips, a bright smile taking over her features. It was the best thing she could do. She was back in her home, surrounded by the people she trusted more than anyone else she had ever had within her life. And while she knew that the circumstances weren’t exactly the best, she couldn’t help but feel a bit happy, a bit as though she had finally made it back to her home. So that tickled the smile on her features, her head cocking to the side as she smiled towards Meredith. “You’ll get used to it soon enough,” her voice mused on, an excited glimmer of her words. “Me and the rest of the happiness police are here to stay,” Izzie’s words continued on before the grin slowly dimmed to the other’s woman opinion. She swallowed thickly, shoulders rolling back as she raised one brow. 

“So am I supposed to make a candle lit dinner and give him all the details of my adventures back?” he huffed lowly, brushing one piece of her blonde hair behind her right ear. Izzie was never good with social interactions, not in the least and the idea of talking to Alex made her stomach drop a bit. “I thought he’d appreciate the simplicity of it all, you know?” her eyes drifted to the floor, arms crossing over her chest. “I didn’t know I’d make it past any of the things I did. And - well, I did. And… I needed time to figure it all out too. So I did and now,” she bit down on her lip. “Now I guess it’s time to actually live my life.”

                ❝  i’ve known you for around six years and i still haven’t got used to all of your happy sunshine-y home stuff. if you and george hadn’t moved in when you did my house would probably be still filled with my mother’s boxes. ❞ the mention of george brought an old familiar knot to her throat. he was another person she’d lost. george, sweet george who she thought of as a brother. alex, cristina, george, and izzie had been the siblings she never had. they started out together and the bond they had shared was unlike any other. 

❝  of course not, izzie. you know better than anyone that’s not what i mean. i just-- you may think you know alex, but he has changed. he has grown up. he had to-- because of you and then you just left him high and dry. it did things to him.  ❞ she cleared her throat. her last intention was to pry in their relationship, but alex was important to her. much like izzie, they both were of great importance and there were things that had to be said between the two. if meredith had to meddle her way into forcing them to fix things, she would.   ❝ a conversation is long overdue. i understand why you did what you did. i just don’t think you realize how much you matter to him. i’m glad you’re back to living your life. especially if it’s here with us, iz. this will always be your home. ❞

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scinglives:

       starter call |  @mcscrewed​​

“You’re taking Callie’s side – that gives me every right to not want to talk to you, Mer.”

                   ❝  you make taking your side very hard, mark.  ❞ she defended, pale fingers sliding in her pockets as they walked towards the nurses’ station.