turtles & peaches

LA | 25 | TX

[me2tir3d]

I’ve really had the summer of my life this year

Looking back, I have absolutely 0 regrets

Ready for this next chapter~

[me2tir3d]

I’ve been so exhausted lately

So many things are happening and coming up in the next few months and idk whether to be scared or excited!!! Probably both lol

[me2tir3d]

I miss my best friend so much

The past 1.5 years I’ve tried really hard not to think about it and let it bother me bc I thought it was just d/t COVID and it would change eventually… but I’m coming to the realization now that this is probably for good and now I’m like grieving that friendship lmao

Why am I such a crybaby ass bitch this week!!!!!

[me2tir3d]

I just wanted to come on here and update. I’m still so so happy. The happiest I’ve ever been. I love life and my family and friends and my doggo. Can’t get any better than this.

[me2tir3d]

I don’t want to grow old anymore

Watching my family members grow old, realizing I don’t have much time with them left, it makes me so sad. I just want to live in these moments forever and ever.

[me2tir3d]

Y’all 🥺🥺 my heart

Yes I am still a single pringle but it’s still nice to get reassuring messages, esp from someone who isn’t at all a love interest!!!!

[me2tir3d]

Besides my lingering acid reflux and radiating back pain

I’ve been so happy lately

I’m so scared that everything is going too good, like I know life is such a fucking roller coaster that I feel super uneasy the ball is gonna drop soon

Does that even make sense lmao

[me2tir3d]

Fuck I’m in trouble

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Wow a whole man who just wants to take care of me and my doggo

But bb I’m out here tryna have a hot girl summer lmaoooo what the fuck

***p.s. I wrote this when I drunk and I don’t remember when but it was under my restore option and it’s funny asf so I’m keeping it

[me2tir3d]

Stop

Stops

Stop stop stop stop

STOP

what the fuck is wrong with you

[me2tir3d]

Why is letting go so hard?

It’s like I’ve already let go but

Grief truly is not linear

Tonight I am sad about what could’ve been

Or what we used to be?

Photos made us look so happy

Is this what it feels like to be on the outside looking in?

[me2tir3d]

Buzzed and horny is a bad combo when ur a single pringle

[me2tir3d]

Something about this feels a little uneasy

Either that or I’ve had too much caffeine tonight

Probably both

[me2tir3d]

I.... don’t know how I feel about this

Is this just denial?

Or is it really just what we say this is?

Why does it feel weird

I don’t want to worry about anyone but my own damn self

[me2tir3d]

Still only getting about 4 consecutive hours of sleep per night. My body naturally wakes me up at 5-6am for some reason. Then it takes a bit to go back to sleep and I wake up like every 30 min almost...

Work being slow makes me so damn tired I can’t wait to go home to sleep

Also I’m kinda pissed off so there’s that also

[me2tir3d]

I just like the attention 🥵

[me2tir3d]

Grief is not linear

Why do we hate change so much

Me doing me is so nice

But at the same time I miss some things

I see posts that I wanna share with you

Memories I want to relive with you

But I don’t want you the same way I used to want you

I miss your friendship but I don’t want to lead you on

Does that make me scared

Or just selfish