Big important thoughts I had today:
Master gifting me a dildo but it is specifically like when you give a big bone to a pet but instead of starting to chew on it i start kissing and making out with it and training my throat
Also just having a pet bed full of toys to play with. they are not all sexual in nature but with how silly i am there is also no way to be completly sure!
Master walking in on me having a nap in my pet bed. I wear nothing but a collar and a tshirt. there is a tail plug in my ass that makes me look cute. i'm laying on my stomache, legs slightly spread that even from where he stands he can see the dildo he gifted me shoved into my pussy, so very wet, thighs sticky. he wished he could see my face but it's burried in a tshirt he discarded early because he was sweating so much.
Master telling me it's very important when training a silly pet like me to have a working punishment. Just a good threat dangling over my head thats why he is introducing the electric shocking stick. Today we will go through all the possible ways of how he'd use it on me so I know what I have coming for me.
I never had electric shocks but it a good guess that I'll hate them ♡ and be really scared of them. Thinking about falling to the ground and being asked if I am a pet or a worm, because a good pet would be back in position right now. So eventhough I am shacking and sobbing and my muscles a protesting i go back on all fours. head down ass up and spread myself open so Master can shock me again.
Being allowed to soothe myself after all of this by sucking his cock and getting headpets while listen to his breathing and groans. aka HEAVEN
Being told I am not allowed to cum on my own anymore actually. It's all his now and i need to have permision in some form whenever I want to cum.
Thinking about Master giving me another toy! It's a almost empty liquor bottle with the words "i'm getting ready to visit friend, this better be stuffed in your ass when I'm ready to head out."
so i try really hard but am actually stretched out at all yet and so i fail. He comes back and says it's okay, he knows how to make it fit. he works his thumb into my ass, unscrews the bottle and just pushes it in the other way around. i flinch and whine being so so scared when i feel the liquor trickle into me.
He tells me to stay this way while he picks out my outfit. Once he's ready he removes the bottle, slaps my ass and tells me to get ready.
We're at his friends house but i get sooooooo drunk and out of it. I say sorry alot and ask them for a place to maybe rest since i've still am really jetlegged from flying over here. Of course Master leads me to a room but even before we are their i am almost blacked out. And when i wake up i feel the cold on my skin. Did someone undress me? wait is that.. a cock in me? I try to use my hands to get my bearings but my movement is weak and sloppy. I hear a chuckle and masters calm voice. someone is groping my tits and another one is oushing their cock to my lips. i don't even know whats going on but i'm being manhandled and used.
Master looking at my body with multiple bruises and welts and cuts from the last days and just jerking off in front of me. I'm just there to be oggled at. So he can get off thinking what he has all done to me.
Forever lovely morning with master! kissing and touching, and masturbating to each other and each other and creampies and just being completly relaxed and entangled in each other.
listen i am ovulating and my body can't think about anything but being bred. God. it's so silly but i want to be fucked and threatened to be knocked up. To be claimed like that and have my body be conguered and irreversibly changed
master training me that when he calls pet in the morning I'm allowed to crawl up into his bed for cuddles!!
master letting me drink his piss 🥺
thinking about master eating me out eventhough i am so so sensitive and would whine and thrash around because it's just so much but he keeps me pinned down and keeps going eitherway.
master pushing a knive into me. me concentratifn to controll the pain not flinching away, just let him enjoy this. as the blood slowly pools out of me and he slowly pulls it back out and watches it sink into my again. praising me for being so good. alternatively me sobbing and telling him it wont fit, it will never go all in but him shushing me and telling me to just relax and let it happen. he will make it fit.
master making a mix of ginger root pieces and chilli, spreading it on my cunt and then stappling it all shut so it stays where it should be, while we cuddle and watch a movie.
Since heat and cold receptors are two completly different things in the body... i wonder what chili and some freezing agent would feel like together :) because chili feels as if your clit is burned from the inside out... so some freezing gel at the same time would probably open up some entirely different hell :) haha much to think about