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Welcome to the humble abode where their toybox of a brain is dissected and its insides are spilled open to reveal the beloved dolls they play house with. ʕ•ﻌ•ʔฅ <⁽ʰᵉˡˡᵒ⁾
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Designing the rose themed magical girl for Kylar and Misha triggered my yearly mahou shoujo nostalgia. I've been watching transformation clips on the newer Precure seasons and reviews on Madoka Magica's designs. And because I like the design I made so much, I'm considering expanding the character into a separate story and designing the other magical girls. If I do I'll most likely continue the flower/plant/garden theme. I'm thinking of a duo protagonist with a red rose and a pink rose magical girls, then the other characters in the group are inspired by other flowers or plants
I headcanon Kylar as a hardcore, elitist mahou shoujo and tokusatsu weeb. He has a favorite character who suspiciously kind of looks like pc. His insecurity on his strength makes me think he'd be drawn to heroic and strong characters. It's why he falls for Misha after he saved him from bullies. He loves, admires, and envies Misha all at the same time.
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A dialogue scene between Misha and Kylar about the magical girl figure ⬇️
Misha: I still don't get how you see me in this character...?
Misha fiddles with the piece of plastic. He had seen a glass cabinet full of figures like this in a mansion he robbed before. From the amount and the level of care the owner seemed to put, it makes him think they most likely are worth something, if not financially then emotionally.
Misha: How much did you say this was?
Kylar: U-uh... It's 250. It's a pretty common price point. S-some can go as high as 3000 or more
Misha: 3000? For plastic??
Kylar: A-ah n-no... Usually the pricey ones are made out of resin o-or they're limited edition
Misha looks at he figure again. He turns it in his hand, inspecting the details. It's not too detailed, the character herself doesn't have a lot of tiny accessories but the paintwork is clean and the sculpt is appealing, he supposes he understand how figures like this can get pretty expensive. Next time he sees one of these, he's already putting them into the priority to steal list. Though Misha still doesn't see how she reminds Kylar of him. Sure she has a blonde side ponytail, a rose motif, and blue eyes but she seems... livelier than him. Maybe he should watch the series.
Misha: Ky, what's the name of the anime?
Kylar: E-eh?
Misha gestures to the figure.
Misha: The one she's from. I'm interested. Wanna watch it together?
Kylar's eyes shine. The heart curls in his hair bounces as his body moves from not being able to contain his excitement.
Kylar: REALLY?!!
Misha smiles and nods.
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Design notes on the rose inspired magical girl:
Early version of the design:
This design and art style fit Misha more but I feel like it's too much like him. I wanted to make the magical girl design similar enough to him that Kylar sees similarities and ends up loving the character but not too similar that the two end up being the same. Also overall the combination of the statement bow and the fox ears make the head too busy and the outfit in general is too basic and lacks a theme
Thinking about why I like ocs and commissioning artists to draw mine but I don't like buying adoptables no matter how much I like the design. I guess it's a mix of the process of creating and designing them being the main appeal to me and wanting full ownership of them because if I bought an adoptable, even though it's mine, the design and concept aren't mine so in my head I don't fully own it. Meanwhile if I commissioned an artist to draw my ocs, what I'm paying for is the artist's interpretation of them and the illustration itself. I guess this is a long ass way to say I like concepting lol
What the 4 key characters who have seen all of his scars thinks about them:
Kylar: He saw them for the first time when he was spying on Misha through the hidden camera. Misha was changing his clothes, Kylar was flustered but when he saw the large burn scars and a lot of stab and cut wounds littering on his skin, the color on his skin drained. He had heard of Misha's reputation for fighting but seeing the marks left behind by it was another thing. He could only think on who would dare to touch his untouchable beloved. After they start dating, every time Kylar sees his scars, he would always kiss them, the scars are old but he still can't help doing that to make the pain go away.
Avery: He hates them. Ever since his arrangement with Misha begins, Avery has always told Misha to wear a shirt when they have sex. The scars on his legs and arms, those he can still stand but the burn marks across Misha's body, he finds it deeply unpleasant. Since Avery always pays so generously, to Misha money is money so he doesn't care much about it. Though every time he gets out of the hotel's bathroom, he would linger naked a bit longer just because he likes seeing Avery flinch when he sees his scars, he finds it amusing.
Wren: Wren has a few scars on his own, his job kind of makes it difficult to avoid but so Misha's scars never bothered him and well considering he's aware of Misha's risk taking tendencies, he's not too surprised. But the amount still left him silent a bit when he first saw them. Misha is younger than him but there's more scars across Misha's body than on his own, that is the part that stings the most to him.
Bailey: He doesn't have much opinion on his scars. Part of him thinks they fit Misha. Deep down he's glad there's something prominent to differentiate Misha. If he just looks at his body, perhaps he won't remember someone else.
A visual novel with resource management gameplay sets in a high surveillance dystopian society.
Core Concept
Our MC used to work in an enforcement unit for the government but an injury left her unable to continue her duty, she was discharged. With decreasing financial support, difficulty in adjusting to her new condition, lost of purpose and power, and the people she recently becomes acquainted to, she desires to escape the system. The story starts with her bleeding and hearing her vice-captain calling to her as she loses consciousness.
Gameplay Mechanic
The resource management comes from the limited number of days the MC has. Each day, she can only do a limited amount of tasks and events. Each of them has a deadline on when they stop being available. Whose route she gets locked into or what ending she gets depends on which ones she has completed.
There's a weather system. In the beginning it’s mostly sunny days with occasional rain, as the weeks progress, it’ll start snowing. In winter, some days there will be snowstorm. The weather won’t be random and the MC can check the weather report to plan her action. During sunny days, particularly at the start, the pain buildup bar won’t increase due to the MC automatically take a pill provided by the government each day. During rainy days, the chance for it increase is 15% for certain tasks in outdoor or areas without heaters, there will indicator to see. During snowy days, the chance increase to 30%. And during snowstorm, the chance increase to 45%.
Taking the pill will always reduce the probability to 5%, 20%, and 35%. If the pain buildup meter reaches the maximum, the MC experiences a flare up, immediately ending her ability to perform more tasks that day. As the game progresses, the medicine provided by the government will decrease and the option to choose to drink the pill or not will be available at the start of each day.
There's also suspicion the MC has to keep track of, it acts as a difficulty level that would increase or decrease depending on her actions. High suspicion would increase difficulty in the investigation and assessment sections. Investigation is a section where you persuade certain NPCs to tell you key information or to convince them to do something. Meanwhile assessment is a section where the government does mandatory test for current and ex-government workers each month, it's advertised as a psychological health check ups but in actuality it's done to assess how much of a risk each person is.
I wanted to commission more shikishi from two other local artists but unfortunately their slots had already been filled up. Next time, next time for sure!!
My headcanon is Kylar got held back for a year after his parents turned into vampires because he was struggling to deal with everything on top of school. That's why he's a year older despite being in the same year as Misha and he's pretty small because besides some genetics playing a part, he doesn't eat well at all, only instant food. Misha has been teaching him how to cook and helping him meal prep for each week though
He came from old money and was used to being taken care of, the changes and him not having access to his parents' wealth forced him to learn how to survive on his own. He has managed to earn a good amount of money online but he's so shit at managing it, his priorities are whack, the manor ends up so dilapidated because of it
I printed them as button pins for my itabag too ehe~ I love how the brush textures look on the print 💕
A yandere who falls in love with a grim reaper after seeing glimpses of them in a near death accident. After recovering they kill people to meet the grim reaper again and again and again. The grim reaper ends up getting sick of the yandere's bullshit because the kills increase their overtime hours
