twisted petals.

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⠀ ⠀sometimes I have to stop thinking so much, and just go where my heart take me.

[mechafallen-blog]

22. Leaning their head on mine’s shoulder tiredly

PLATONIC TOUCH. accepting ! 

            Weekends where her parents and sister are out of town allow her to forget that he isn’t really hers. His presence replaces theirs within an hour of their departure, car parked a block away as an insisted precaution. She greets him at the front door with a grin, with reassurance, with touches she has to suppress at any other moment. Their relationship usually manifests itself in deleted texts, stolen glances across school hallways, hushed phone conversations; the seventy-two hours they’re allowed to have together makes it feel real.      

            The night winds down to an all-too-familiar scene: they sit perched on the roof outside of Felicity’s window, hips and arms pressed together. A joint makes its way between their fingers, smoke escaping with each breath, lingering with unfiltered conversation. Words don’t bother to come up to more than a mumble. Lips lazily place themselves on temples, on cheeks, in the crooks of necks.  

            Felicity is mentally locating her keys ( for the inevitable midnight run to the gas station for frozen cokes and Flamin’ Hot Cheetos ) when she feels his head suddenly settle on her shoulder. She turns to peak at him, smile slowly tugging at full lips as eyes soften. She buries her nose in his hair, places a kiss at the top of his head. ❛ Somebody’s sleepy. ❜ 

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[begavet]

[cursorium]

three word starters.

❛ please don’t go. ❜ ❛ don’t turn around. ❜ ❛ eat my dust. ❜ ❛ suck my ass. ❜ ❛ what’s for dinner? ❜ ❛ drunk i’m not. ❜ ❛ where’s your coat? ❜ ❛ bring some beers. ❜ ❛ are you home? ❜ ❛ say my name. ❜ ❛ i can’t go.❜ ❛ i’d like none. ❜ ❛ well fuck me. ❜ ❛ are you sick? ❜ ❛ i’m freezing cold. ❜ ❛ you’re all wet. ❜ ❛ are you drunk? ❜ ❛ don’t look back. ❜ ❛ it says ‘positive’.❜ ❛ run far away.❜ ❛ you are screwed. ❜ ❛ damn it’s hot. ❜ ❛ get here easily? ❜ ❛ don’t touch me. ❜ ❛ it’s cold out. ❜ ❛ just leave me. ❜ ❛ i like you. ❜ ❛ talk to me. ❜

[suckrpnch]

sorry if it seems like i want attention i just want attention

[cemeterey]

[olympusfalling]

Still (2014)

[mechafallen-blog]

❀┊enduringwill.

             ❝ normally i get through a sentence before disappointing. ❞

            ❛ yes, well, there’s a difference between disappointment and frustration, murphy. ❜ a familiar bitterness that she tastes only with him finds its way to the back of her throat, rolls off of her tongue with each word. arms tightly fold across her chest to keep fidgeting hands from fixing her newly-assigned skirt.    

[inkskinned]

i’m just saying that i love him more than i should and it makes me queasy but it makes me happy like one of those carnival rides you tried when you were seven and whenever you think about you get this weird sad punch of nostalgia about spinning lights and a warm night where everything actually felt good. i’m just saying that a lot of people have said they love me and i’ve said the same but it wasn’t until he drove three hours out of his way just to bring me chicken noodle soup that i realized love is less about the words and more about the actions of three a.m. when you’re both drunk and honest. what i’m saying is that love looks different from the inside. like i had no idea how to read and he showed up with an entire story.

[fignwtn]

lil fluffy wildflowers

[victoriawildflower]

Soft pink journal, banana smoothie and bananas and peanut butter 🍌🌼 ig: @victoriabridgland

[tillimfree-a-blog]

dodie clark originals | sentence meme.

6/10.

❛ i feel like a six out of ten. ❜

❛ i gotta get up early tomorrow again. ❜

❛ what goes on behind the words? ❜

❛ can you see the panic inside? ❜

❛ i’m making you uneasy, aren’t i? ❜

❛ i’ll close my mouth, i won’t say a word. ❜

❛ i know that you don’t want me here. ❜

a non love song from nashville.

❛ it’s time to go back to you know where. ❜

❛ stop, no, you’re not allowed to think that. ❜

❛ don’t imagine what could have been. ❜

❛ just a memory now. ❜

❛ you fool, how dare you trust fate! she’s not that kind. ❜

❛ you stepped off the edge but you didn’t check where you’d fall. ❜

❛ and now look at what you’ve done. ❜

❛ this will all just end in flames. ❜

❛ where’s that self control that you preach? ❜

dear happy.

❛ i missed you dearly. ❜

❛ is our time fleeting? ❜

❛ is even meeting a healthy idea, or am i getting too near? ❜

❛ don’t try to fight it. i’m here for tonight. ❜

❛ and i’ll be waiting for you until we meet again. ❜

❛ i know it’s scary, but don’t be wary. ❜

❛ if we don’t have that long, let’s not waste it feeling wrong. ❜

❛ this isn’t the end, i’m your lifelong friend. ❜

❛ sure, it’s been a while, but i’ll be here when you smile. ❜

❛ would you mind staying? ❜

❛ it’s getting late, but i will visit you soon. ❜

❛ so just try to get through. ❜

human.

❛ i wanna pick you up and scoop you out. ❜

❛ i want the secrets your secrets haven’t found. ❜

❛ paint me in trust, i’ll be your best friend. ❜

❛ call me the one, this night just can’t end. ❜

❛ will you share your soul with me? ❜

❛ unzip your skin and let me have a see. ❜

❛ oh, i’m so human. we’re just human. ❜

❛ lean for me, and i’ll fall back. ❜

❛ you’ll fit so nicely, you’ll keep me intact. ❜

❛ i want to give you your grin. ❜

❛ so tell me you can’t bear a room that i’m not in. ❜

intertwined.

❛ you and i, safe from the world. though the world will try. ❜

❛ oh, i’m afraid of the things in my brain. ❜

❛ but we can stay here and laugh away the fear. ❜

❛ you create a rarity of my genuine smiles. ❜

❛ can you drink all my thoughts? cause i can’t stand them. ❜

❛ i’ve pinned each and every hope on you. ❜

❛ i hope that you don’t bleed with me. ❜

one for the road.

❛ well, you moved on ridiculously quick. ❜

❛ so much for hopeless romantic. ❜

❛ don’t get me wrong, i’m happy you found someone else to screw around. ❜

❛ just goes to show, i’m better off without you. ❜

❛ leave me alone, but i’m not alone. ❜

❛ i got friends to help me through. i’d rather be with them than you! ❜

❛ how weird to see your true colors show. ❜

❛ i didn’t think you’d go so low. ❜

❛ don’t you dare think you cause me stress. ❜

❛ i’ll rip our letters, you rip her dress. ❜

❛ remember when we kissed that night, remember when you held me tight. ❜

❛ remember you and me, oh wow. that’s all out the window now. ❜

sick of losing soulmates.

❛ god knows where i would be if you hadn’t found me sitting all alone in the dark. ❜

❛ watch how a cold broken teen will desperately lean on a super glued human of proof. ❜

❛ brave face talk so lightly, hide the truth. ❜

❛ cause i’m sick of losing soulmates, so where do we begin? ❜

❛ cause i’m sick of losing soulmates, won’t be alone again. ❜

❛ i can finally see, you’re as fucked up as me. so how do we win? ❜

❛ we will grow old as friends. i’ve promised that before. ❜

❛ time and hearts will wear us thin, so which path will you take? ❜

❛ cause we both know a break does exactly what it says on the tin. ❜

❛ i won’t take no for an answer. ❜

[mechafallen-blog]

somebody: hey are you okay?

me, beating my repressed memories back with a stick: fine, why do you ask?

[heartsinkingsuggestions]

you are not coming back and nothing is okay

[mechafallen-blog]

@enduringwill​. ❀

            ❛ .. don’t. ❜