someone please tell me whyĀ āI swear to God that all Iāve ever wanted was/a little bit of everything all of the time/a bit of everything all of the time/apathyās a tragedy and boredom is a crime/Iām finished playing and Iām staying insideā hits so fucking hard time after time. I think itās the inflection itās delivered with and how it connects Look Whoās Inside Again and Welcome to the Internet, because Bo is flat out saying that he was a kid who was stuck in his room that turned to the internet as a way to get out, a decision that changed the course of his life forever for both better and worse. even though most of us havenāt achieved any kind of fame from the internet like Bo has, I think the desire for more, all the timeĀ having unintended consequences is universal.Ā like, yes, all I ever wanted was a little bit of everything all of time!! and that desire has hurt me before and been thrown in my face and been my very undoing at times. itās easy to look at every situation where Iāve ever been beaten down and say that I didnāt deserve it because āall Iāve ever wanted was a little bit of everything all of the timeā even if being greedy and wanting a little bit of everything was what landed me there. then, thereās the second half of the passage: Iāve been stuck in my room and the internet was often my only way out but thatās more depressing than it is comforting and thatās the reality for so many people. BUT on the flip side, many of us have been deeply traumatized by the outside world, so staying inside seems like the safest option. so, when put all together, the passage is expressing the paradox of wanting everything, but wanting to have it without subjecting ourselves to the danger of being hurt by the world. and isnāt that exactly what the internet is striving to do; give us everything all of the time without forcing us to take risks to get it? did I just answer my own question from the beginning of the post? does this even make sense? and must a post make sense in order to make it on my blog? if I publish this, the answer is no.