"私の夢

Je vais tout vous raconter 

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Entah, bagaimana bisa seseorang ini membuat kamu merasa terjungkal balik tanpa kesakitan ketika mendengar suaranya meski jauh dan tanpa melihat wajahnya.

Bagaimana bisa, engkau menjadi terlonjak-lonjak kegirangan setelah selesai berceloteh dengannya

Ah rindu, menjadi lagi

Meski berkali-kali telah bertekad untuk tidak terus mengingatnya. Berat tapi bahagia.

Cukup, tidak perlu berharap lagi.

Tidak.

Atau akan kelelahan sendiri bertanya-tanya dalam hati dan hanya berarti bagi dirimu sendiri.

Memastikan dan membohongi diri untuk berpikir bahwa semuanya adalah kenyataan, namun ia hanya datang saat mencari.

Mencari apa yang hanya diinginkannya.

Tapi, tidak peduli bagaimana dirimu.

Huft...

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Tidak ada yang pernah menyangka, sapaan pertamamu di suatu hari penghujung bulan Oktober, mampu menghangatkan hati seseorang yang asing. Tidak ada yang pernah menyangka, sapaan pertamamu itu membuatmu mengenali seseorang dengan cukup dalam. Tidak ada yang pernah menyangka, sapaan pertamamu mampu mengubah segala ceritamu dengan penuh keajaiban.

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Dan pada akhirnya tibalah saat sebuah pertanyaan besar dalam hidupmu merupakan pilihan yang berat, "Dicintai" atau "Mencintai"?

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The time is closer. I don't know how to let you go. Cause what is the most thing I want is to talk. I never been being like this, except towards you. In one day. Can I?

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Probably, You're just sitting there and staring at You're just standing there and think Innocently. Probably, You don't know these 2 years or more You sacrificed so many hearts And just let them fall down into pieces and you only put what and when you need.l Innocently. Probably, You're too afraid You've already felt that you're always be alone Have nobody to talk with and share what truly happen to you But, you keep running and being like this Innocently. Probably, You didn't know and don't know There's somebody reading your story Innocently.

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And why... This story has to be linked in to many people This story sacrifices a new somebody This story sacrifices some good listeners This story has been passed for 2 years Will it in shigatsu again or when? What I want to do is just simply talking with you from the first page of preface of the story. Before you go. I think about the month when you suddenly will go and I haven't been ready yet for that. My heart yields. Could all sinceres come in this year please? And please God let me talk and share my story. It's the hardest part of my life I've ever known and felt. After it, I'll accept the consequence. The future awaits me.

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I count the days, day by the days you'll go somewhere, and what? What I ought to do? Which one I have to trust? It's never been as complicated as this recent moment.

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What I was curios of, it appears one by one. And me. I always be the person who exactly know the story. What will the future be and how does this story end?

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Hi again

Hi the left page, actually you're just frozen. I'm wrong. I have another continued story to write. The plot may be new, but the story still the same.

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Little thing called Long-Distance-Souvenirs from Thailand.

A high appreciation for her ability in drawing. She always send me some pics of her drawings and I’m amazed of it. I can’t be like her whom she is very-well-talented in an art. She is also good in playing music with the guitar. I recognize her for so many times, she is talented! God, please convinced me that someday we would meet again. Talking about wanderlust? Thailand now is always on my 1st wishlist ASEAN countries to trip in.

Original drawings by : Vieshia (commonly called as Will) Thanks buddy! ^^

#wanderlust #travel #trip #passionpassport #buraritabi #livefolk #besttravelplaces

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Cukuplah bila memang asa semakin terasa, ijinkanku untuk menyerah saja. Menyerah dengan keadaan sekarang. Meskipun aku anti-menyerah, tiada hal lain yang sangat membuatku sangat sangat merasa lelah, sedemikian ini.

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Hanya rasa, hanya prasangka. Yang terdengar di dalam dialog hujan. -----Senar Senja #wanderlust #wanderlustever #mywanderlustory #travel #trip #passionpassport #buraritabi #livefolk (à Rizal Park, Manila, Philippines)

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The book drags me to my very passion. WANDERLUST! For you, the honorable reader who love traveling, you may read this book. When I uploaded this to my instagram, I was so surprised that TRINITY (the author) commented on my post **trembling, my eagerness of being a travel writer is bigger 😁 Some reasons why South America is on my dream-list of the "Round-the-world-trip" : 1. My friend named Axelle Aquila were in some places like Lima, Quito and Rio de Janeiro, it sounds good. She said "being a Latina" tho😜 2. Reading the book of "Catatan Perjalanan Pasifik-Australia-Amerika Latin" by Prof. DR. Hok Tanzil, recommended by my friend, Rahayu Devita. In this book, Mr.Tanzil had a great travel story with her wife, they're old tho. PS : wishing I could have a future husband who love wandering Indonesia and the world like me, I passionate this vision 😝 4. Knowing the author's story there by her experience. After reading this book and Trinity's amazing experience, Latin America more flirts me. 5. Some Latin American countries are "free-entry-visa" for Indonesian (Columbia, Chile, Ecuador, Guyana [Eng]). It's a good relation between Indonesia and those countries. PS : I may thank to our government for this blessing cooperation 💖 #wanderlust #wanderlustever #mywanderlustory #passionpassport #buraritabi #travel #trip #thenakedtraveler #trinitytraveler #VWanderluSTory

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Travel to France. But, when? 😌 "Follow your wanderlust, follow your dreams" #wanderlust #travel #trip #buraritabi #passionpassport #passiononbook #travelguidebook #mywanderlustory #soontobeinFrance

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"Basilika ng Nazareno" Dedicating this photo to : @jchutama and @sheryasha who accompanied my friends and I to be here. #Quiapo #QuiapoMarket #wanderlust #wanderlustever #travel #trip #passionpassport #buraritabi #VWanderluSTory (à Quiapo Church)

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Is it the truth? Is it? Is it? Is it?

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A same place. An enough same position. A different time. A different thing happens. Time flies so fast~