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“I want you to go on remembering that you turned me into this again.”

So yeah, I’m feeling pretty concussed from all those damn bricks thrown my way.

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#something something ‘when does a man become a monster’ something something #bannerfall spoilers #nominalgravy fanart #4cvit fanart #nominalgravy #4cvit #bannerfall smp #bfsmp #bfsmp fanart #pow creations #bannerfall 4cvit #bannerfall nom #my art #doomed siblings series

Bug when you pick up its rock…

#I ADORE bug-coded characters #The Flight #shubble fanart #my art #the flight smp #the flight smp fanart #shubble

I support her rights and wrongs.

#I love her design so much #the flight #the flight smp fanart #my art #maddy millkberry #millkberry fanart #mcyt fanart

Actually the sweetest ever.

#head over heels in love with them #the flight #the flight smp #my art #heygraecie #heygraecie fanart #mcyt fanart #the flight smp fanart

And if I said I was already obsessed, what then?

#I love me an ambitious character #my art #the flight smp #the flight smp fanart #pyroscythe #pyrosythe fanart

Knew I had to draw him the second I saw the character art.

#ignore the lower quality pls the file corrupted and I’ve been sobbing since #cambam #cambam fanart #the flight smp #mcyt fanart #my art

"you were never a coward…

and you became the bravest of all of us”

HUZZAH!!!

Thanks for the memories Bannerfall <3

Come as you are, not what you’re expected to be.

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(Link for my twitter here, my art hasn’t been showing up on the feed so if you’re so inclined, I’d appreciate if you could give it some love over there)

FUN AND JOY!!!

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(Link to my twitter post here, if you are interested in supporting me over there, I’ll love you forever- the platform hates me and won’t show my posts in the main feed. Sigh.)

#paused my Bannerfall Mae comic for this #freeMIMI!!!#speedpaint #my art #katiegobrr fanart #bannerfall smp #bfsmp #bfsmp fanart #katiegobrr #bannerfall katie #bannerfall mimi #pow creations #april fools #bannerfall smp fanart

Heavy is the crown.

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Doomed siblings, I fear.

They make me ill.

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Doomed siblings continued.

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The series continues.

#doomed siblings series #bannerfall smp #bfsmp #bfsmp fanart #nominalgravy #katiegobrr #bannerfall nom #bannerfall katie #my art

//vague bannerfall spoilers (Nom and Katie pov)

How the hell am I going to be able to condense today’s doomed siblings lore into anything less than a ten page comic?! I don’t have that kind of time in my hands, please stop throwing bricks I cannot draw fast enough!!!

#bannerfall spoilers #meeka yaps #bannerfall katie #bannerfall nom #I’m going to have to cut so much of this conversation and I’m already devastated about it

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Doomed siblings, I fear.

They make me ill.

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Doomed siblings continued.

#doomed siblings series #turning this into a series as I will be drawing more of them #katiegobrr fanart #nominalgravy fanart #4cvit fanart #bannerfall katie #bannerfall nom #bannerfall 4cvit #bannerfall fanart #bannerfall spoilers #my art #(yes I did post this with a different colour way seperately)

“I’m just worried that I’ll lose him…I think it might already be too late.”

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the more 4C talks about his relationship with Nom the more I want to eat my hands. just. the interlocking layers of love and loyalty and dependency and guilt between them. 4c loves nom. he also feels indebted to nom for sacrificing his life as he knew it to save him, and guilty that that sacrifice weighs so heavily on him. and on top of that he feels a real tangible dependency on nom continuing to value him so highly!

as far as he's concerned, blue kingdom randomly and arbitrarily decided he needed to die, and the only reason he didn't is nom; he didnt do anything to provoke it the first time, so how can he keep it from happening again, except by keeping nom close? no matter how many times katie tells him to stop putting noms feelings over his own, she won't get through to him, bc she doesn't realize that in 4c's mind, his physical safety is dependent on noms feelings.

and the interplay of not wanting to confess to him for nom's sake - im scared that he'll hurt himself - and not wanting to confess for his own sake - what happens if nom doesnt want to protect me anymore? - is SO TASTY. i dont want to lose him is double-edged, fear for his friend and fear for his life. and his little comment about trying so hard to "keep nom stable" is crazy. no wonder hes spiraling to the point of building an enormous network of escape tunnels. he thinks his life hinges on the good will and affections of the most unstable self-destructive motherfucker in bannerfall. nom holds an immense amount of power over him without even realizing it - of course 4c is afraid to tell him and endanger their relationship more. because hes not even wrong that nom will take it really badly! and the longer he goes without telling him the worse it gets!

and under it all they still love each so much. even the way 4c frames nom's view of his "betrayal" - he's not losing me, but if he thinks he is - emphasizes how much the root of the problem is how much they love and rely on each other, and the fear both of them have of losing that relationship is whats threatening it in the first place.

theyre so fucked up and messy and they love each other so much but theyre so bad at doing it. im going insane.

“It’ll be okay. Somehow it will be.”

They’ll be okay, right? …right?!

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#bannerfall smp #hellfire duo #cherrifire #apokuna #bf!cherri #bf!apo #cherrifire fanart #apokuna fanart #pow creations #bannerfall smp fanart #bfsmp fanart #bfsmp #my art

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