DJ Cuda

Cuda | They/Them | Pan & Supportive

[meevanescet]

I gotta go to school so take this ig

[meevanescet]

tmw you have school and your PE class can literally push you into a panic attack at any time because kids are yelling and things are whizzing past your face

and then you just zone out

and dont know what to do because youre literally unable to concentrate or focus on anything

hi, im cuda and i have whips and nae naes a n x i e t y

[pez-uzi-deactivated20160424]

Places where reality is a bit altered:

• any target • churches in texas • abandoned 7/11’s • your bedroom at 5 am • hospitals at midnight • warehouses that smell like dust • lighthouses with lights that don’t work anymore • empty parking lots • ponds and lakes in suburban neighborhoods • rooftops in the early morning • inside a dark cabinet

[solareveille]

playgrounds at night

rest stops on highways

deep in the mountains

[ghostfiish]

early in the morning wherever it’s just snowed

trails by the highway just out of earshot of traffic

schools during breaks

those little beaches right next to ferry docks

bowling alleys

[genesisdoes-moved]

unfamiliar mcdonalds on long roadtrips

your friends living room once everybody but you is asleep

laundromats at midnight

[coolpepcat-deactivated20190924]

what the fuck

[ringingofraevolution]

galeries in art museums that are empty except for you 

the lighting section of home depot

stairwells

[doomgeneration1995]

•hospital waiting rooms •airports from midnight to 7am • bathrooms in small concert venues

[midtownsparker]

I just got the weirdest feeling I swear

[the-crepes-of-wrath]

OK LISTEN THERE ARE REASONS FOR THIS!!!

A lot of these places are called liminal spaces - which means they are throughways from one space to the next. Places like rest stops, stairwells, trains, parking lots, waiting rooms, airports feel weird when you’re in them because their existence is not about themselves, but the things before and after them. They have no definitive place outside of their relationship to the spaces you are coming from and going to. Reality feels altered here because we’re not really supposed to be in them for a long time for think about them as their own entities, and when we do they seem odd and out of place.

The other spaces feel weird because our brains are hard-wired for context - we like things to belong to a certain place and time and when we experience those things outside of the context our brains have developed for them, our brains are like NOPE SHIT THIS ISN’T RIGHT GET OUT ABORT ABORT. Schools not in session, empty museums, being awake when other people are asleep - all these things and spaces feel weird because our brain is like “I already have a context for this space and this is not it so it must be dangerous.” Our rational understanding can sometimes override that immediate “danger” impulse but we’re still left with a feeling of wariness and unease. 

Listen I am very passionate about liminal spaces they are fascinating stuff or perhaps I am merely a nerd. 

[sp1ne-sh0t]

I, for one, appreciate your passion for liminal spaces and thank you for explaining it to the rest of us.

[perksofbeingmais]

Reblogging this bcs i love it

[valtsv]

wearing a necklace is like: *moves clasp to the back* *moves clasp to the back* *moves clasp to the back* *moves clasp to the back* *m

[meevanescet]

i feel it so hard,,

[meevanescet]

So what'd you think of tilarids?

“I really genuinely enjoy the dramatic feeling their music gives off! It’s like a whole end game theme! Or something that reminds me of Plague Inc!” He’s jamming, lightly moving his hands every once in a while.

[lllavenderbaby]

[joi-in-the-tardis]

[meevanescet]

^^^^^

[just-asks-and-answers]

It’s cannon!! Bandanna is a trans supporter!! 

[meevanescet]

TRANS RIGHTS ARE HUMAN RIGHTS!!!! <333

[meevanescet]

I recently purchased chewlery to stim on and it came today! I’ve been chewing almost non-stop and it’s holding up sooo well! I’m a moderate chewer, and this really just gets out the itch that popsicle sticks can’t. Thank you to @stimtastic for making such wonderful products. I can’t wait to purchase again <3 In case you guys are curious or want to buy one of the cool things I like chewing on, here’s my current nommy! https://www.stimtastic.co/stim-jewelry/chewable-cookie-sandwich-pendant <3 It’s very durable, and the silicon is nice and thick. The texture on the ‘cookie’ part is lovely to rub your teeth or mouth on (if that’s something that helps you) and helps me grip it better in my mouth! Overall, this is a lovely design! It’s easy to fit in my mouth and it’s nice and chewable without being too soft or easy to chew through! Thank you so much Stimtastic <3

[meevanescet]

Just gonna add! I got a cool black bracelet with my order that says ‘Respect the Stim!’ Love you stimtastic SSSSSSS <3333333!!!!

[meevanescet]

i'm already confused

[meevanescet]

I'm sorry about the all of sudden and hug I like the baby snakes to they're adorable and you're cute so that makes you absolutely adorable with the baby snakes

[meevanescet]

I recently purchased chewlery to stim on and it came today! I’ve been chewing almost non-stop and it’s holding up sooo well! I’m a moderate chewer, and this really just gets out the itch that popsicle sticks can’t. Thank you to @stimtastic for making such wonderful products. I can’t wait to purchase again <3 In case you guys are curious or want to buy one of the cool things I like chewing on, here’s my current nommy! https://www.stimtastic.co/stim-jewelry/chewable-cookie-sandwich-pendant <3 It’s very durable, and the silicon is nice and thick. The texture on the ‘cookie’ part is lovely to rub your teeth or mouth on (if that’s something that helps you) and helps me grip it better in my mouth! Overall, this is a lovely design! It’s easy to fit in my mouth and it’s nice and chewable without being too soft or easy to chew through! Thank you so much Stimtastic <3

[meevanescet]

(now if only the mun could sleeb too)

(mun’s on their way to sleep shhhh, let them get to beb -Mun Cuda)

[meevanescet]

(yes, go sleeb)

[meevanescet]

I'm just a bit concerned that some of Tilarids's work will mess with your sensitivity for sound as (pronoun) is very creative when it comes to music.

“I’m sure I’ll pull through fine! It’s really the sounds that I don’t y’know.. Condone? If I’m not the one allowing the sound to happen, I get really irritated. Is that something understandable?” “Lemme rephrase. If it’s a sound I’m not making or aware of a sound that’s about to happen, it usually sets my anxiety or irritation off is all! I’ll probably enjoy the music!” He seems to be tired. Hmm, maybe it’s night night time for our lovely triangle.. Let’s tuck him in <3

[meevanescet]

oh uh, red dots is from tilarids, i usually listen to (insert pronoun here) on soundcloud.

A quick clothes change has happened- He’s in his jammies now uwu

[meevanescet]

Though I suggest you stay away from red dots.

“I wanna know about those too! Those sound interesting!”