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#fuckedupinthehead

Life makes no sense at all. I'm lonely and would love to have a relationship. I know a ton of guys and the ones that I want, don't want me or don't want a relationship. And the ones that want me.... I push away and keep pushing them away. Why the fuck do I do that?? Im so afraid of commitment and I don't know why... Wish my brain would just shut off!!!