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careless person

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2022 shits and gifts

i just randomly open tumblr again. how time goes flies. i hadnt open it since when? 2020 is the last time i write. i feel like forever, even tho its just 2 years hahaha. i amazed when read my old post in 2020, like in the beginning of the text, my englist i think its not that bad, but at the end is so bad hahaha but i think im still bad, but i want to write this on english. its just me who read so who cares?

sooo, here some update of my life since my last post:

- after graduated and quit from that 10 days job, its so hard to find another job that fit my expectation (which is back desk job and near my house) i was jobless for like feb until sep 2020. covid was also hit on march in Indo so i cant go anywhere freely, my life so repetitive yet i was so stupid to didnt draw or write, just layin around my bed and pity myself hahaha

-after that, on nov 2020 i got internship job at some bowl resto as finance intern, it was nice and near my house, wfo and wfh, so many new experience but on feb 2021 i got tested positve covid and had graduate ceremony online hahaha. but i becoming army because of that. believe me or not xD

- on may 2021 i moved to another job on some small chemical trading company, which is much nearer to my house, but i didnt feel so confortable with the salary and job i think. so again, next year, im out and had another new job, wish me much luck guys.

- im doing so much fine with my bf, he got accepted on big company, got to some chuch community, many ups and down but i think we got calmer. you can say out relationship is jalan ditempat.

- i went to jkt aquarium also seaworld, museum macan, and more and more go alone, i dont know is it good, is it bad. i watch a lot of series, drama, and wasted my time watchs all the time

- my communication skill is still shit

to you who read this, even tho its silly, i want you to know that you are doing fine. even tho you are so slowww, its still great.

hug to ourselves! and i hope you already fine what you really passionate about and do it.

with luv,

pia

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2020 shit and gift

i read back my post when i just enter the university life back in 2016, and here i am now. survive. hahahaha. here some update of me to myself in the future:

- uni lyfe is so hard in the beginning every semester. but thank God i survived.

- i join some organization also at the same time, dating. and i know from this situation. my time management is very bad, also my ability to adaptation in new environment very bad that makes me complain complain and complain.

- i finished my bachelor degree in 3.5 years. wow. what an achivement. my final GPA is 3.40. not bad and not great also. enough i think. im actually not feeling proud about my final task. but i just thankful. looking back in end 2019, i feeling so much pressure: my dad sick, i still have courses to finish, internship, and yea final task to finish. my supervisor on final task, i think sensitive on me because i didnt come in 1 appointment, so yea. but in the end she help me a lot.

-  and i worked at some service consultant company, the environment are so great and welcoming, but you have to okey with the mobality of work that so fast and go there go there. it didnt fit my expectation, so i quit after 10 days.

- i after that, until now (feb-nov 20) still... looking for job... it so hard. seeing your friend had already almost have 1 year experience working.. my bf is also struggling. we both are, and its just hard. you both have a difficulity. i have a feeling that i make my parents and sister worried sick of me because im just laying around and doing nothing.  and for my future self. you doing great. thank you for survive this far. dont forget to love yourself more. luv, yourself.

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University Life

So here we are. Sitting and thinking about the old times in high school..

Oh you guys not? But that was I.

Many of my friend had been so busy with their new universitythings and I just sitting and dont really care about whats going on in my university.

really

That sometimes frustread me cause I dont want to be careless, but that was i.

/rolls

I sometimes of course, meet my old friends. Just  couple of them, cause u know.. i dont have many close friends back then, but i was happy.

and them.. now, while im too lazy too go to university, they just looked like grown up. my friends became so PROUD with their new identity. tryin so hard.

me, hearing them mouting about their facility of university.. blablablabla..

im just sick of that.

really.

maybe im weird.

i dont know

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Hiragana

Jadi, saya akhirnya memulai untuk belajar Hiragana di liburan lebaran ini. Setelah saya pelajari, ada 3 macam huruf yang dipakai di Jepang sana: Hiragana, Katakana, dan satu lagi Kanji. Tidak ada alasan khusus sih, untuk saya mempelajari Hiragana, hanya saja, banyak yang menganjurkan untuk mempelajari Hiragana dan Katakana terlebih dahulu karena HANYA ada 46 huruf yang harus dihafal, berbeda dengan Kanji yang ada puluhan ribu untuk dihafal. Saya lalu mulai search huruf-huruf yang ada di Hiragana. Berikut beberapa gambar yang saya search lalu save dan print.

Yang colorful..

Selain itu saya juga cari langkah-langkah untuk menulis hiragana, yang ternyata ada di http://nihongoonline.wordpress.com/hiragana/penulisan/

Sampai saat ini saya baru hafal huruf a-ko. Lain kali kalau sempat akan saya update fotonya :p

Saya juga ketemu video ini: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OL7Y0DNplYk

Sangat berguna buat kamu yang belajar lho!

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Update!

(22/7/14) Jokowi-JK jadi Presiden terpilih Indonesia 2014-2019. Salah ding. Saya memulai belajar Hiragana.