Fighting For Me

Its not really about a guy Its about me

[megliz817]

Toxic

Toxic is the idea that there has or ever will be a single text that can tells us the secrets to no more suffering

But suffering i have seen

I see it in my dreams

I hear it in my prayers

It is everywhere

This idea and this cloud

Like one was ever the greatest number you heard outloud

But one is the loneliest number of all

1+1 it equals 2

2 is a couple and never quit enough

So 2 became 3

Dont you see its not about all or nothing

Its not black or white

Its not wrong or right

Its not red or blue

Its not either/or

We dont need your division sign anymore

Then there's four

Four is a friend to me

Cause in four you begin to see a difference

We call it a pattern

I call it resistance

There are no evens and odds

Dont bring up your Gods

Because 5

5 is half way

Half of everything

It is the perfect number to help anything go from 0-100

6 is the sounds of bullets cause you refused to help yet another kid

They say they LOVE their second amendment right?

But you can't have black OR white

Shouldnt have to worry about my neighbors at night

Cause I see color everywhere

One is never enough

That's why they call it tough love

7

Mmm 7th heaven

7 is home

7 is divine

But then tell me why 7 8 9?

Oh shit its back ya see back to being lonely

We are not 1 and 0

We are 0-100

We are the numbers in between

Our voices are louder than they seem

If its either/or

I'll take my chances for a bigger score

[gaywomen]

Kristen Stewart as Sabina Wilson in the Charlie’s Angels Official Trailer

[megliz817]

My kind of woman 😍😘😍😘

[micdotcom]

Watch: Lillian is a burlesque dancer and her TEDx talk nails the key to positive body image

[thatsthat24]

Yesss!!!! Frickin gorgeous!!!

[megliz817]

Tornado

I wonder what he's doing that man of mine

While another man lays on the couch

He makes his lips touch my mouth

And i dont dare to tell him the truth

That he is not mine and I am not his

He is the tornado that grows inside

Destroying me

The wind knocks you down

Then sucks you so far up your choking from too much air

He demands my lips press his

He even calls it payment

"You have to pay me"

I look at him blankly

"In kissies"

He's all over me and I want him to stop

I want to punch him

With all my strength

With all my rage

With all my fear

Its not that he is a bad man, no

But that doesnt mean he's a good one either

He makes caring for me seem like a chore

I swear I cant take this much more

I'm scared of what will happen

When i cant keep the tornado inside

Which of my loved ones should I tell to hide

Who might meet your wraith

Because your mom made it clear I am your path

She doesn't want to see him in you

Fact is its the last thing she'll do

But you are Chuck's son

Unfortunately for us all

"I used to think you were 10 feet tall and now your this big"

Centimeters between the pointer and thumb

Why did you have to make me feel so dumb

I drink to go numb

To not feel your lips when you come home

At least if I taste like booze you leave me alone

I didnt want this

[megliz817]

The Storm

Hello intuition Are you there to guide me well? I am so afraid of being wrong i kno sometimes i silence you. I tell you you are wrong. He couldn’t really love me. He loves me too much Too much attention Oh no not enough Today the sky opened up It began to rain Burn by Usher was the first song As I began to listen to it the storm got louder and stronger I felt the anger and the sadness rush down the drain Rain washes it all away As the sky opened up i heard voice that said be still As it poured down i felt it there in the storm Like Jesus said to stop being angry and sad I have taken it all from you and put it in the sky tonight It’s okay to have a bad good day Today i felt my most confident and my most happy Today i broke my own heart and said see ya later to the man i love It was a good bad day I am so afraid but I dont want to be I dont want to be sad I dont want to be angry I just want the light to touch and heal my soul Can i be whole again? And where Oh where Does this man fit in?

[the-faculty]

Hey there! I'm new to kink and I've noticed something things that I find off putting about the community.. specifically the notion that you aren't a "real sub" if you won't let your dom engage in ass-play / anal sex. I've also seen posts from Doms often taking pleasure in "making her go from hating it to craving it".. what the fuck is up with that? Seriously? Some of us don't want anything to do with ass play and that should be fine. Why do Doms feel entitled to every square inch ?

You will see a lot of stereotypes about what Dominants do and how submissives are ‘supposed to be’. If a Dominant is only interested in one thing - like anal sex - well it’s easy to say he isn’t the Dom for you and you aren’t the sub for him.

The whole point of hard limits is to define what activities/experiences are not what you want to do. That’s the ‘no go zone’. It doesn’t matter what is on that list, its yours to make. If a Dominant loves bondage, and you don’t like being physically restrained, then you’re not likely to match well, and same with anal sex. Not every Dominant has that as a ‘must have’ for their submissive/s. If you come across a wannadom that says you’re not a submissive because you have a hard limit…. well that’s just saved you the bother of screening them. With that sort of answer they should automatically make the rubbish pile.

Heels 👠👠

[him3-ros-deactivated20260220]

I heard BDSM compared to a coloring book once and I think it’s an excellent analogy.  She provides the page and the outline (boundaries).  As long as her Dominant colors within those lines, he can make it look any way he wants - from classic blue skies and green grass to purple skies and golden grass.  Each page (person) has different boundaries and every time, their Dominant must remain inside those lines. 

Those boundaries have nothing to do with defining you as submissive (or non-submissive).  Your choice to allow someone else to color your page is what makes you submissive.  

Don’t forget, Dominants have boundaries too.  They just color their own page.

[savage-gentleman-wolf]

👆👆👍😉

[megliz817]

Three down

And its still you somehow...

[megliz817]

Tired

I'm tired ya see? Tired of fighting tired of fussing tired of wondering tired of changing my lock screen tired of feeling empty and alone even when he's on the bed next to me I'm tired ya see? Tired of begging to be understood tired of trying so hard tired of doing everything tired just tired I'm tired and I'm done and i cant hold hands with a grown ass man to get him where he needs to be cause at some point the training wheels come off and you do it on your own but I cant be doing it alone I'm tired ya see? And you cant even try for me....

[rubber-scum]

Updated my collection with some pink toys to make you feel like a Princess or a Brat it’s your choice.

[megliz817]

💦💦💦

[xclosedx]

[twcgentleman13]

“This is how we heal. I will kiss you like forgiveness. You will hold me like I’m hope. Our arms will bandage and we will press promises between us like flowers in a book. I will write sonnets to the salt of sweat on your skin. I will write novels to the scar of your nose. I will write a dictionary of all the words I have used trying to describe the way it feels to have finally, finally found you. And I will not be afraid of your scars. I know sometimes it’s still hard to let me see you in all your cracked perfection, but please know: whether it’s the days you burn more brilliant than the sun or the nights you collapse into my lap your body broken into a thousand questions, you are the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen. I will love you when you are a still day. I will love you when you are a hurricane.”

— Clementine von Radics

[megliz817]

The problem is I feel this with more than just one man ...but idk if both men would be okay with it so here I lay 1am awake and scared feel like I'm being torn into but who oh who will I choose? Do I even have a choice now? Gonna figure this out somehow! Is it too much to ask for both? Could we please make it work? Can it be okay?

[megliz817]

Oceans

Its like a sea has taken over me

I'm drowning

Pulled under by waves so fierce and strong

Prayin

Hopin

Waitin

For the break to leap out

"just one breath. I just need one"

Just a break in the waves to collect my thoughts

No one ever taught me to be an adult

No one ever taught him neither

We're just two people

Struggling

Fighting

Feels like I'm dying

Nothing is the same

But yet nothing has changed

I still feel the same as i did last year

But there is no little Angel here

This has a name that stupid fucking name

I kno these waters

I kno this ocean

Fuck you depression

Quit pulling me in and pulling me under

I will not slumber

I will not sleep

I am stronger than your waves

Your waves of infatuation

Your waves of no motivation

Your waves of sadness

Your waves of anger

I will become my own ocean

I will build waves of rebellion

Waves of joy

Waves of love

I will build waves to conquer yours

I will become my own ocean and watch my tsunami's rebuild an island

Watch my hurricanes bring back rain to a dessert

Watch me depression cause you haven't won yet

🖕 (its the middle finger)

[lovemakesyouwonder]

[domesticated-wife]

After his busy day, my husband deserves the sweetest welcome…

Después de su ajetreado día, mi esposo merece la más dulce bienvenida…

[bitesizedgigglemuffin]

Not Easy

I am not easy to love I am not easy to get I am not easy to understand I am a mess I am a fool I am complicated and confused I have a war raging inside my head the kind of war that leaves the nastiest scars I have fire inside my heart roaring and pulsing keeping me fired up I have darkness in my soul like black ink on fresh white paper And then He came The battles stopped The fire calmed The darkness became shadows He listened He heard me He lifted me back up In my worst He saw my best Put that man thru a test of power and will Will he stay Will he leave I gave up sitting with thieves I shed them like tree sheds their leaves When I bloomed again Wild flowers blossomed It feels so awesome To finally be at peace within myself And getting to share my peace with someone else

[megliz817]

So i love tumblr posts on Facebook but i never used tumblr before and i havent blogged in a very long time if you can call Buzznet a blog lol

[vegen1590]

is this your first time?

[megliz817]

Ive been doing this for quite awhile now but it was my first time

[megliz817]

I love this

[vegen1590]

this is horrible!

[megliz817]

@vegen1590 some of us like the gore

[megliz817]

I quit

[vegen1590]

i meant quit what?

[megliz817]

I was being an over dramatic baby @vegen1590

[alitankh-b]

[megliz817]

Pick me up lets go to look out moutain, toke up, and listen to music in your car. Maybe look up at the stars. Just show me who you are. Give me the moments after love making. Hold me close and let me hear about your troubles. Tell me about your dreams. I wanna kno everything thats in between. 💜