[megxmonster]

Every star, every 11:11, every eyelash. I always wish for you. For your love. For your attention. For your time. For your loyalty. For your forever.

[megxmonster]

Always a placeholder, never the one worth waiting for. Had your heart long before you even got a glimpse. Such a fool to believe there was ever a real chance.

[megxmonster]

Not sure what else I could possibly do to show my love for you. I just wish you put in just an ounce of my effort to show me the same and calm this uneasy mind.

[megxmonster]

Time to reel in the crazy before I, yet again, ruin something beautiful by overthinking and over analyzing every conversation and action. Its times like these that I wish my mind were a little more rational. If only I could get it through my skull that I’m simply projecting my cheating past and new trust issues onto an innocent. But even though I know what the problem is, I can’t seem to rewire my brain into thinking straight again.

[megxmonster]

my brain: did you know everyone hates you and thinks youre ugly and disgusting?

me: that cant possibly be true

my brain: ok hear me out tho, what if it is?

me: you got me there

[selectables]

I only write when I am falling in love, or falling apart.

e.s. (via selectables)

[cilly-murphy]

[sacred-portal]

[megxmonster]

me: *is left alone with my thoughts for more than two seconds*

me: the suffering begins

[best-of-memes]

[smitethestate]

Okay but is there an image that explains why cats must step directly on the boob and/or crotch of any person they climb on.

[disneymagicman]

One of my favorite things about working at Disney is seeing giant manly men, that look like they’d never be caught dead at a park, wearing Mickey ears and having just as much fun as their children.

[starladysith]

My favorites are the big, burly bald guys with the Oswald ears. They make me smile.

[sweet-bitsy]

I JUST WANTED TO SEE WHAT MAY WOULD DO BUT THE BABIES CAME IN

[icantmovethesemountainsforyou]

[aabbiidd]

[bother]

One day you’re going to wake up and realize that you should have tried.

[megxmonster]

Maybe they’re right. Maybe its too soon. Maybe I’m throwing my heart into something that is bound to never give me anything in return. The constant struggle of a hopeless romantic, constantly falling too hard too soon for someone who is too likely to merely rip your heart into a million shreds. I understand the worry. I understand that they don’t want to help pick up the pieces yet again. I think I’ve had enough practice though to do so myself this time around, for its usually my own hand jabbing the knife through my most sensitive organ.

I told myself I’d spend some time to myself. I’d do some soul searching, remind myself of who I am and what I like. Give myself time to heal from the last reconstructive surgery that I’ve had to perform on myself over the last three months after losing a part of myself. But as they say, it happens when you least expect it.

But maybe they’re wrong. These butterflies can’t be wrong. The high I get from staring into your eyes at two am can’t be wrong. The smiles you can produce by a mere “good morning, beautiful” can’t be wrong. The electricity that runs through my veins when you put your hands on my waist can’t be wrong.

Who cares what the world thinks? There is no right or wrong. Right now its just pure joy and ecstasy. No amount of potential future heartbreak will ever make me regret making out in your hospital bed in the middle of the night when your heart tried to give out on you or the panic when a nurse came in to check your vitals. I won’t regret running around our favorite kingdom together hand in hand and kissing under fireworks. I won’t regret acting like we barely know each other at work and then having you push me up against the wall of the elevator in passion the second we’re finally alone.

I don’t think I’ve ever had such instant passion for someone and for once, I’m out of my head. Cupid isn’t sitting on my shoulder this time telling me he has to be the one. Maybe he isn’t the one. But hes the one right now. And finally thats enough for me.

[tinarannosaurus]