Invisible, forgotten person. People see what they want when it comes to you unless you actively fight against it.
But sometimes, you are the one who sees what you want. Rose-coloured glasses, bride wearing a veil, walking but looking down. Drifting/floating through important life stages. Giving up easily or simply going with the flow.
Difficulty grounding. Artists, poets, dreamers. Fears of commitment to a strict path. Fleeting presence in people’s lives. Ethereal energy or appearance. But sometimes, you appear a slob or sad - people may pity you. People may try to “save” you. But “saving” you, usually means trying to mold you into someone else.
Either deeply sensitive or other people’s projections and words slide right off. You are barely here, in the present. Sometimes, you miss what is in front of you. Lack of interest in the present.
This quote: “Marianne had the sense that her real life was happening somewhere very far away, happening without her, and she didn't know if she would ever find out where it was or become part of it.” (Normal People, Sally Rooney).
Lacking awareness of your impact. Wandering, yearning, in your own head. Sometimes, you can’t feel the love until it’s gone.
chiron 1st house: insecure about your weight, the structure of your body, certain features on your face. can have a lot social anxiety, fear of being perceived, struggle to introduce urself to others and genuinely feel disliked even if ur not.
chiron in 2nd house: low self-esteem/low self-worth, a constant feeling that stability is not REAL, even when money is there, scared of going broke, hoarding onto money, being stingy, frugal, cheap. always looking for a sale, coupons, a deal. feeling bad for spending on things U WANT.
chiron in 3rd house: speech impediment, mumbling when talking, dyslexia, or an intellectual disability. this creates a feeling that ur not smart enough or doubting the knowledge u have attained. judging urself too harshly for how you process information. being afraid to express yourself or share idea’s, social anxiety, being very reserved and feeling like ur words won’t really mean anything if u do talk, so u stay quiet. being the child who didn’t do as well as ur siblings or was highly scrutinized academically.
chiron in the 4th house: grew up experiencing a lot of trauma and pain from family, to close relatives. the feeling of being unloved by one’s primary caregivers/parents and not receiving the emotional connection in their formative years. growing up feeling lonely and like no one could understand u. struggling with self-love, self-care and afraid to be vulnerable and express ur own needs.
chiron in the 5th house: feeling unable to experience true joy, a rough childhood with parents who may have experienced their own set of trauma and challenges which was passed down to u. having a distorted relationship with pleasure as pain seems to be more of a common theme so may deny urself of pleasure and stay to urself, very shy, scared to put yourself out there, feels like dating is hard and u face a lot of rejection or failed relationships, may feel unloveable, struggle with ur sexuality, and feel constant creative blocks.
chiron in the 6th house: life can feel like a drag and constant self-criticism holds u back from feeling confident in ur life. may self-isolate, smoke, drink, or do something to distract oneself form their own life. can have actual health issues: chronic pain, allergies, unable to walk, disabled. can struggle with low energy and not feeling like they have their life together. struggles, with consistency, discipline, and follow through.
chiron in the 7th house: feeling like you’re undeserving of true partnership, a lot of failed relationships, getting rejected by people ur interested in, a lot of unreciprocated relationships, heartbreak feels persistent in ur life, marriage gets delayed or called off, feeling like u can’t find ur soulmate or u get the short end of the stick in relationships. feeling insecure when u meet new people, expecting people to hurt u, afraid of choosing the wrong partner.
chiron in the 8th house: feeling like you give more than u receive, ending up in a lot of debt, struggle to enjoy s*x, can be asexual or not enjoy touch. can feel powerless and as if everyone else has control and leverage over their lives, but you. experiencing loss early on in life: heartbreak, d*ath, may have experienced financial loss early on ( been scammed, robbed, or taken advantage of financially), can struggle with very dark feelings that u keep to urself, feeling of shame, and struggling to move on and heal.
chiron in the 9th house: growing up in a strict religion, religious trauma, not truly understanding urself without ur parents trying control ur entire identity. going through identity crisis, not knowing where u belong in the world, fear of living life, keeping urself stuck out of fear of what u do not know, struggling academically, finding college stressful and thinking of dropping out ( taking longer to finish school, struggles with finding out what u want to do), can feel life is too harsh.
chiron in the 10th house: people gossiping about u/wanting to expose u, getting harassed and bullied, constant comparing urself to other people doing better, feeling like ur not good enough, having imposter syndrome, worried about what people think of u and how they’re judging u, feeling incapable and unskilled and as if ur career is not easy to handle. can feel like people misunderstand u, don’t see u clearly or misinterpret how u act. can feel overly perceived and as if ur flaws are easily seen. never truly feeling like u get privacy, being afraid of things being revealed about u or people find out things that u don’t want them find out.
chiron in the 11th house: being bullied, left out of social groups, being a loner, or outcast, black sheep of ur family. can struggle to make friendships or to feel truly liked for ur authentic self. can struggle to keep friends and feel as if u haven’t found ur friend group or tribe yet. can be anxious and fearful of the future. may minimize ur true dreams out of fear u cant manifest it or give up on goals prematurely as u feel u wont get it. can feel disconnected from others, misunderstood, or hopeless a lot.
chiron in the 12th house: intrusive thoughts, struggles with mental health, overthinking, nightmares, feeling a lot of fear over the unknown, a feeling that healing is hard, facing ur true self may require active work as u can be avoidant. not feeling like you matter, feeling invisible, struggle to integrate into day to day life and routine, feeling numb and detached or overly emotional and chaotic, swinging between them. struggling to connect to others or to feel apart of peoples lives.
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