MELANOIDE

✵ dis/utopian ✵

[melanoide]

Art by JayMckoy

[etchingwithaquatint]

Yozo Hamaguchi. Ladybird and the Leaf (1984)

[xultraviolentlightx]

If you were my girl, you’d be getting your pussy eaten rn.

[melanoide]

need.

[haverst]

Artwork by Studio Airport

source / Haverst

[melanoide]

The movie ‘Obsession’ is reminding me of the essay I wrote about noticing that people sometimes interact with what I call a strange collectively imagined, shape-shifting, shadow version of me that is comprised of external projections and fantasies. The real me is undiscovered, at large.

Basically people just making up bullshit in their heads and interacting with their delusions, not me, the real person standing in front of them.

It's titled 'Kiss me, not the shadow.’

[thunderstruck9]

Nick Goss (British, 1981), Melinda, 2015. Oil and screenprint on linen, 210 x 137 cm.

[melanoide]

oh yes I’m a natural redhead

[thunderstruck9]

Dieter Appelt (German, 1935), Untitled, 1999. Ink and wax on cardboard, sheet: 29.5 x 41.2 cm.

[nemfrog]

Astronomical phenomena. Werner encyclopaedia. vol. 11. 1909. Frontispiece.

Internet Archive

[melanoide]

bear kisses

[caribbeanangel]

[nemfrog]

“Keep the bedroom windows open wide while sleeping.” Health habits, physiology and hygiene. 1925. 

[mewnbuns]

i love men who just Mount you, all that weight pressing over you my god

[bowsersthotsv3]

Gotta make sure you can’t get away.

[nemfrog]

Auricula or mountain cowslip. Temple of Flora. 1812. Robert John Thornton.

Internet Archive

[melanoide]

stare at me I’ll stare at you

[melanoide]

back on this account and it feels good to be home 🫂 this is where it all began for me on the internet

[melanoide]

in the upside down