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.......redwine

Rush, is not the thing we want. But, its happening.

Every little thing, we celebrate it with laugh and hug.

Dont be scared. Dont worry, my darling.

With you, I dont need the world.

Is you. The world.

Now is only matter.

Enough, your warmness is more than enough.

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I think it's illegal to steal my attention just like that.

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Nothing is sexier than effort. Nothing.

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When he is waking up the monster in you, that is the truly red flags. Stay away, dear. Step back, self.

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Papa Poetry

As I remember, I never have a chance to thank you properly

Thank you for being exist and showed up to my life

What are you to me?

You are like the food to my soul You are like the very good damn distraction that I will always want and need You are like the warmness for my sleepless nights

You are like the fuel of my cruel and crazy imagination

You are like the breath of my insane poetic mind You are like the papa of more than 12000 poetry on my page That eventually leads me to who I am now That eventually create me who write for a living

Thank you

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I hate when I have to question whether you love me or not.

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People: Are you single?

Me: 7 years in an on-off relationship that so open that I and him can be with someone else but still jealous of each other and be the hottest and so passionate couple when together. I don't know.

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“Silahkan mendekati lelakiku, silahkan menggodanya. Aku tak akan tiba-tiba menghina atau mendadak menjambakmu. Ambillah jika memang dia tergoda. Dan malulah lalu berhenti jika dia tak menganggapmu ada.”

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[melisalalalaa]

“Habis sudah hasrat untuk tetap jatuh cinta. Habis sudah gairah juang untuk tetap jadi sepasang.”

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[melisalalalaa]

Bangun terlalu pagi membawaku pada suara-suara Elsa Syefira membacakan puisi-puisi magisnya. Dan ini, patah hati terdalamku, yang tentu saja adalah kamu. 

Damn. Damn. Damn.

[melisalalalaa]

Saat tiba masa untuk pisah, tidak ada kata yang lebih mewah dari ‘pernah’.

[odelih]

Yang dipendam-pendam, sebentar lagi lebam-lebam…

LIH (via odelih)

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But, how many times you tried to say good bye but still end up with the same person?

Me, talking to the mirror.

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If you create lies about me, just make sure that fake stories never shows up to my face.

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Perlu sekuat tenaga aku untuk menyayangimu.

Tapi hanya perlu sedikit warasku untuk sadar, itu tak perlu.

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It's cute when someone makes sure about your mood and condition before dropping the bad news about himself.

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Vocal is good. Speaking up is good. But the best is knowing when to open your mouth.