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dear isak, i’m now sitting in the place we met for the first time thinking about you. soon the time will be 21:21. i want to tell you a thousand things. i’m sorry for scaring you. i’m sorry for hurting you. i’m sorry for not telling you that i’m bipolar. i was scared of losing you. i forgot it’s not possible to lose someone, every human’s alone anyway. another place in the universe we’re together for eternity, remember that. i love you. even.

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“When you’ve found the man of your dreams and it turns out he likes Gabrielle“

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Troye Sivan - Suburbia Tour

Date: November 12, 2016

Venue: Agganis Arena

Number of posts I got through on this blog before I undermined the entire premise: three (oopth). The tickets to this show were a birthday present & thus, I wasn’t flying solo this time

Number of pride flags I counted: 7 full-sized ones, a handful of mini flags, and a wide selection of rainbow t-shirts

Number of parents of the performer present, singing their hearts out in the middle of the floor: two

Most 2016 moment: we collectively, as an arena, did the Mannequin Challenge, which was super goofy & dumb & lovely

Songs that tested the waterproof strength of my mascara: I managed to get through Heaven & Talk Me Down with some waterworks, but minimal streaks…and then for him. came along and had me wiping away blackened tears

Number of fake out beat drops: three, with each becoming more frustrating than the last

Number of times Troye swore after telling the crowd he didn’t really like swearing on stage and only did it “when he had to”: at the very least 15

Best moment: my mid-encore realization that I was in an arena surrounded by strangers, where it seemed like each & every person was having the same transcendent experience that I was

In the moment feels: indescribable

Overall rating: ❤️💛💚💙💜/5, if for nothing but the steel drum remix of Fools, but also for the fact that I hurt from dancing in leg muscles I didn’t know I had

Gasoline Demo (Lyrics)

I smell heartbreak on my hands

I feel sick to my stomach as I begin to stand

I see your outline in my bed

In the same spot I watched him rest his head

I’ve done you wrong, I regret it I write this song, try to forget it I feel this emptiness in my chest I feel surreal, but I’m feeling stressed

Now I need to do something I fucked up for just something And now I gotta just tell someone, Tell someone what I’ve done

(what I’ve done, what I’ve done)

Please bathe me now, wash me clean Just set my heart on fire, like gasoline Bathe me now, wash me clean Just set my heart on fire, like gasoline Oh, no, like gasoline Yeah, Yeah, Yeah

Wake up the morning after You call but I don’t answer And I can’t look you in the eye, No matter how hard I try

You deserve a forever, not a boy looking for better But as long as you’re still here, Imma try to keep you near

Please bathe me now, wash me clean Just set my heart on fire, like gasoline Bathe me now, yeah, wash me clean Just set my heart on fire, like gasoline (like gasoline)

Like Gasoline

All that I did, All that you said, All of these thoughts run around my head All that I did, All that you said, All of these thoughts run around my head gasoline

Please bathe me now, wash me clean Just set my heart on fire, like gasoline Bathe me now, yeah, wash me clean Just set my heart on fire, like gasoline

Oh, Bathe me now, wash me clean Just set my heart on fire, just like gasoline

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