KALAMARIE @melodytoninn2004 - Tumblr Blog

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melodytoninn2004

oonion rijg

i have a new art thingy coming up….. wip

#marie draws #i actually love drawing bushes and nature lol

this is a trigger for @ambiguousamnesty

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dona again

#psychonauts #razputin aquato #donatella aquato #primadonna!!!!

homba

#homba #homba pink elephant #I love this thing

razputin get off the brain tumbler and riding it like a horse

#psychonauts #razputin aquato #sasha nein #raz

#no context

its really hard to be in a fandom when its your main fandom because like. when your introduced to somethong and really like it but then try to stop is hard. i dont know if you guys have seen my shift in fandoms over time (objectified - smilibg friends - psychonauts)

psychonauts has been engraved in my brain

and also whenever i see a really talented persons art i start screaming at myself cause ALL OF MY FOLLOWERS AND EVERY IDOL I HAVE ARE SO COOL YES and i feel like im a stupid. idiot little kid. its not their faults of course its just really hard

another thing is. i push myself really hard just to make other people happy and i dont really focus on myself and personally i think thats well deserved because i dont need any attention because as i said im a stupid naive ugly little kid

im still really only alive because of my girlfriend and my friends and my best friends and my moots

its a struggle to be honest and happy when lying and sadness is an option. one that really yells at you

love yall ❤️ im not taking a break this is just stuff thats been builiding up like plaque growing on teeth

p.s. im not that mentally great so expect me to be more active because whenever that happens i bedrot