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~stats post~

(redoing bc i dont like how i formatted the last one!!)

height: 5”5

hw:147 lbs

lw: 124 lbs

sw: 145

gw1:142 lbs<

gw2: 140 lbs

gw3: 137 lbs

gw4: 134 lbs

gw5: 130 lbs

gw6: 127 lbs

gw7: 125 lbs

UGW: 115 🎀

ill update this post to show where i am rn!!!

CURRENT WEIGHT (updated): 141.6

bea7tyscent

Oh to be able to just fold myself into a tiny ball like this.

starvingforasilverlining

Coquette doll diet

starvingforasilverlining

Ana rules for April

Diet:

Start weight mar, 31st: 56.2 kg

Start Measurements: Waist: 70cm Lower belly: 84cm Mid thigh: 46 Upper Arm: 26

Goal weight Apr 30st: 52kg

Goal measurements: waist: 65cm Lower belly: 80 mid thigh: 43 Upper arm: 23

Rewards

Below 52kg = weekly weight&Measure ins

Flat stomach = new bikini

60cm waist = adjusted clothing

Calories

• Keep a deficit of 1000kcal or more

• Don’t track in advance

• Only eat when actually hungry

Macros & micros

• Min 40% protein

• X2 Iron supplements

• Multivitamin with breakfast

Exercise

• Pilates whenever I want

• 8K steps min

• Start going to the Gym 4 days a week min

Accountability & motivations

• Brandy Melville store 🤩

• Clothing order (all S, XS, or XXS)

• Take b0dy C#€k$ every Monday

• Don’t weight or measure until April 30st

Portion Control & Ana-fication

• Recreate Pinterest mealspo or make it look Pinterest worthy

• Eat boring meals/Only eat if I’m hungry enough for something boring

• Tall glass of water before/while eating

• Finish 1.2 L water bottle

• buy mini pot, cooking spoon and whisk ✔️

• Buy mini forks and spoons (or take from grandma) ✔️

• Only eat from following cutlery (unless it’s water/tea)

Categorization

• Calories

0-5 meal: 🪽snack: 🪽Omad 🪽

5-75 meal: 🤍 snack: 💚 Omad 🪽

75-150 meal: 💚 snack: 🧡 Omad 🤍

150-200 meal: 💛 snack: 💔 Omad 🤍

200-300 meal: 🧡 snack: 🚨 Omad 💚

300-400 meal: 💔 snack: 🚨 Omad 💛

400+ meal: 🚨 snack: 🚨 Omad 🧡

[🪽Doesn’t count] [🤍So Light] [💚Chic]

[💛On Plan] [🧡Manageable]

[💔Mistake] [🚨Wtf]

Safe foods/Should Always be available

• Lean protein (Magerquark✔️, Shrimp✔️, Whey✔️, Protein milk✔️, Egg whites✔️, Chicken breast❗️,)

• Protein+Fat (eggs✔️, Salmon✔️,)

• Fiber, (Frozen Berrie mix✔️, Frozen veg mix✔️, Kohlrabi❗️, Cauliflower✔️, Broccoli✔️, Mushrooms✔️,Chia seeds✔️, Flaxseeds✔️,Fiber bars❗️)

vmpsin

“why are u so obsessed with calories” god forbid a woman has hobbies

i’m dead this is lowk giving us as men

lately i’ve been like scared of weighing myself?? i finally did today and im actually so fat i want to cry. but honestly losing the first 10 should be easy bc my maintenance is like 1800 so ill be in an insane defecit. kms!

#@n@ tips #tw thinspi #@na motivation #@na buddy #@na rules #thinspø #thinspp #tw ana bløg #th1gh g@p #@n@ buddy #light as a 🪶#light as a feather #light as a leaf #i wanna be sk1nn1 #sk1nn1

guys. i feel like i am going insane. so if you would like to read what i am about to write (it’s interesting i promise) and give me your opinion it would be greatly appreciated !! 💝💝

So basically I have a fat fucking crush on my best friends brother. It’s been almost a year now and i NEED him. It’s the weirdest thing i have ever experienced and is honestly unexplainable. this will propably sound weird but i feel it in my bones that he is my soulmate and we will end up together.

I promise I’m not totally batshit. There have been moments where he has shown that he likes me (i think??) but i honestly think he might be bipolar w how up and down he is.

here are a few things that have happened:

he asked my best friend (his sister) how many people i’ve kissed (at the time it was 0) and he said and i quote “well i meannn if she ever wants her first lmk”

I CANT BE CRAZY.

i was putting a bandaid on my finger and for some reason my friend had to leave the room. he then offered to put it on for me and i said it’s okay. and he said, “no really you look like you need help” and he like spoke to me so gently and like idk there was sm tension idrk how to explain without being in the moment.

his family also sometimes teases him about liking me and he doesn’t deny it he’s kinda just like yeah.

for this next part to make sense you have to understand that i am not a person who is often talking to or dating a guy and am not very romantically experienced. every single time me and a guy are brought up (even something super slight and meaningless) he gets visibly upset and starts trying to talk to me more again.

And it’s all just like… i want you so bad but you need to be the one to make a move. like to be honest i think it’s clear (im delusional) that u want me so just PLEASEEEE be with me.

I’ve never had a crush like this. Please make it go away. i don’t know what to do with myself the next step for me is inside of an asylum. my every waking thought is consumed with him and i can’t control it.

PLEASE COMMENT ANY ADVICE IN THE COMMENT I NEED IT