How am I Still Here?

32|Leave Me Aone|MDNI

[coffee-n-kush]

Do u wanna smoke too much and go nonverbal together

[shisasan]

April 20, 1923 Journals of Anais Nin 1923-1927 [volume 3]

[imp-deactivated20171219-deactiv]

when people say my name im like.   cant believe i exist

[gothredy]

[shisasan]

April 20, 1923 Journals of Anais Nin 1923-1927 [volume 3]

[mementocarpemoridiem]

Me deleting conversations when you can't unsend because it's embarrassing to see myself beg for attention like that. Pathetic.

[mementocarpemoridiem]

My partner's away tonight, time for a round of don't kill yourself;alone edition. Hopefully I'll be so tired from work it won't cross my mind???

[gigi-b]

List of things I am currently handling well

1.

[greyscale-hands]

redhaired saddness. by BlackDennie

(Edit by me)

[s1ck-pup]

[pup-purgatory]

[mementocarpemoridiem]

It's crazy how quiet a cry for help can actually be, collapsing into yourself is a quiet death after all.

[mementocarpemoridiem]

Do you think perhaps that the sting of the water will be enough to dissuade me from making the same mistake? No, I fear it shall only exacerbate the issue

[lvgvcy-deactivated20260523]

worrying is like worshipping the problem

[otabekisautistic]

and brother i’m on my knees

[anxietyproblem]

[gothredy]

[mementocarpemoridiem]

I'm beginning to think maybe I deserve a little better than not being able to share my pain with my partner