MMD

My mental diary. I'm just going to post shit on here just to vent. This is for my sake. When everyone is busy. I want to get into writing as well so I may post some ideas on here too.

[mentalanguish2019]

Does anyone wanna talk?

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It's is too fucking hot in house no cap.

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I'M BACK BABYYYYYYYYYY

[mentalanguish2019]

Day 55

too tired stretch drew study for 10 mins gn

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Day 49 of my Regimen

I idint stretch drae right wak OR study or even brush I was sick I woke up to an inspection then I had to make  a call and during that tuime I felt so sick I didnt even wanna do anything the entire day not even user the computer I just wanted lie on the sofa and watch YT all day.

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Day 54 of my Regimen

I went to library but I left too late so I was only able to study for 30 mins I was having stomach problems I just found out something strange too apparently I was supposed to be going into class in person I just assumed that things weren’t normal because of Covid but apparently my counselor was really surprised to find out also I was getting way less financial support than she thought anyway I haven’t written anything in days and now I’m sort of lost lol. I only got to draw and study yesterday I really need to get my shit together and stat waking up earlier.

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Day 53 of my Regimen

I was gonna write, but I procrastinated and got lazy, now I’m too tired. Oh well, I studied at least. It wasn’t long, but I’m happy with my progress. I stretched, drew and studied and tomorrow, I walk again. Or at least, I attempt to. Lol.

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Day 52 of my Regimen

Stretched, drew, studied. Couldn't do 2 hours stuck with one and multiple breaks.

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Day 51 of my Regimen

Didn’t do shit.

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Day 49 & 50 of my Regimen

I’m so fucking lazy Im not in the damn mood, also kinda fucking pissed cause I lost 27.

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Day 48 of my Regimen

I just realized, like just now, that I forgot to draw today. I’m not gonna do it now though, I’m way too tired. I guess I made it up by finally walking today. I think I figured out the perfect walking regimen for tomorrow too. I stretched, walked, and studied, so strange lol. Tomorrow, I have to copy notes, and study. Hopefully, I’ll wake up early enough to go to the library. If not whatever...

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Day 47 of my Regimen

I have to finish studying tomorrow. I stretched, and copied notes in pen, but I didn't study enough. I only studied for less than half the time I intended, I think I might need a printer too, I can't do this thing on Kurzweil alone. I'm gonna draw now I don’t wanna miss a day.Walks start tomorrow, too.

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Day 46 of my Regimen

Did a lot today! Woke up SUUUUUPER early today too (PROUD OF MAHSELF)!!! Still didn’t take a walk though, procrastinated a bunch by playing skull girls. By the time I was done and stretching, I was so afraid my dumbass, annoying ass family member would get on the computer that I decided not to take a walk all together. So fucking annoying. Things would be much easier if I had a proper laptop. Anyways I stretched, drew, wrote and finally finished rewriting the notes. I have to do it over in pen, but I’m so close to being done with it. I have decided to start my school regimen and my regular regimen every other day, interchanging, since there seems to not be enough time in the day for me to do both since I keep on procrastinating. I will start the school schedule tomorrow 2 hrs of re-writing and 2 hrs of reading the PDF since I got the email from my prof. a few days ago.  Oh! Also, MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

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Day 45 of my Regimen

Did nothing. Only stretched and drew. Gn Merry Christmas Eve!

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Day 44 of my Regimen

Didn't stretch write or draw or study cause I woke up late and forgot it was Thursday ummm I'm just gonna try to go to sleep early today.

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Day 43 of my Regimen

Didn't right for that day umm i did a lot did a stretch didn't walk drew and copied some notes and that was it pretty much it. I didn't write or walk.

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Day 42 of my Regimen

Got my NEW sketchbook today and I didn't walk much cause I felt that I didn't have the time but I did stretch and draw. Didn't get to write though cause I dedicated my whole time working on my school notes.