idk

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i still cry over u

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You made me feel human again. Thank you

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I loved you. I just hated myself more

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Been crying a lot lately. Whend I turn into such a crybaby

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I miss my Suki so much

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all these deaths’

are getting so hard to digest

but i digress

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Id cry oceans

That I refuse to drown in

I’ve gained motions

In exchange for sin

[mentallittlestar]

Of course I still love you. But you’re doing better and look much happier

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It’s okay to have these little boxes of memories. They’re not to be opened all the time, and it can hurt a lot. But the joy of remembering you supersedes all.

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im just scared of losing myself in someone

[mentallittlestar]

You have place in memories you don’t exist

Why do these thoughts persist?

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As much as I’ve enjoyed traveling and exploring life. It really is lacking you. I just feel like a piece of me is missing

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Hope you’re doing well. But if you’re with someone, you shouldn’t be checking this.

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At least you have your person. He has money and will listen to you

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I hate that I had to lose you to change myself. But it had to be done, and you did it for me. In return, all I can do is do better. So I will

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I still hav depression, but it’s not so bad lately. I don’t know how to manage that and another persons emotions at the same time

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I wanna send u texts n instagram reels n talk to u again n ask about ur day n hear u yap n give u kisses n travel with u n cuddle u n feed u n give u all my love