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mental health blog of kingof-rapture 🌸💖

[thatthursdaygirl]

why pick one when you can have both💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

[kaerlighedsbrev-deactivated2020]

[crybaby-nymph]

[merkabix]

me hitting rock bottom for the 754th time: maybe it's time I visited a therapist and got help!!i can't be doing this to myself!

me 5 mins later when happy:lmao bitch a therapist??sadness?depression?whats that??i love my life,i'm the best and I love myself!!

me hitting rock bottom for the 755th time: maybe it's time I visited a therapist and

[actuallyronanlynch]

I saw a post where someone without bpd told a borderline “I would love to be your FP” LIKE NO. STOP ROMANTICISING FPS. IT ISN’T CUTE OR ROMANTIC. I hate hate hate the fact that I have an FP and would do anything to NOT have one. Being so completely dependent on someone that you feel like you would DIE if they left you ISN’T sweet or cute.

[cptsdead]

[desnos]

[hhyena]

[dissociart]

[bpd-hellfire]

me? splitting on close friends? yes absolutely

[bpdhoneyviews]

*nothing happens*

me: i cant cope with this

[bpdvoid]

me: (wakes up) brain: k̗̣̳̝͓͝ ͈̱̤̳͓͎̪͜i̕ ͚̹͍l̟̭̰̱ ̳̪̫͍̠l̖̖ ͇̹͇̩ͅy͏̬̣̯̠̤ ͉͜o͚͈̯̫ͅ u͘ ̫̞̲̣͞ͅr̭̜̗͈̫̠ ̫̗͎͙͚̜ş̝̱͎̝̳͙ͅ ̤͙̺̯e̱͈ ̷l̴ ͖̭͈f̠̺̩͙͓ me: alright edgelord chill the fuck out

[mentally-ill-google-searches]

how to assure other people that it’s not for attention when i can’t assure myself that it’s not for attention

[alwaysbpd]

current lvl. of mental illness: people dont even pretend to care about me anymore

[merkabix]

ngl but i've said i'm gonna kill myself on two different platforms now an i'm still not gettin attention an that's incentive enough tbh

[icedcoffeebee]

me: nobody likes me!! :(( i’m always the one to initiate conversation!!!! from here on out, i’m going to not talk to anyone unless they talk to me first!!!!!! 

me, texting them fifteen minutes later: omg ok so look at this picture im SCREAMING

[zoruaptsd]

“why can’t you remember anything?” i’m sorry i dissociate 80% of the fucking time and my memory is awful lol