#edgy @merlinthemalevolent - Tumblr Blog

hello ssri withdrawal, been awhile

#didn’t miss you didn’t want to see you again!#next time stay gone!

i am once again saying that if there’s a god(s) out there and they made the choice for menstruation to be a thing, i have such a major bone to pick regarding that whole situation

#hey @ god. i got beef #explain yourself right tf now #i smell. like blood. do not enjoy do not recommend 0/10 #this is only one item off of my extensive list of grievances on this topic

hoar knee

what if. instead of being a person. I died. to death.

I thought I was in a bad place mentally in February, but look at me now !

#its all falling apart!!

It’s not that I think one bad interaction will make my loved ones suddenly drop me out of nowhere. It’s that I think each one may be the straw that breaks the camels back. What if they’ve just been putting up with me and this is the think that makes me just not worth it anymore?

sometimes self care is realizing that you can’t do the things you want to and accepting that and having a good long cry and moving on

I only have 2 days left until spring break but I feel like I’m dying right now so. help

#im not gonna make it #also im out of absences for my math class. fml

what if I self sabotage though

someone make me stop being so chicken shit and anxious and just ask my therapist about how to get too surgery bc I really need it

#having boobs makes me dysphoric #BUT acknowledging them out loud to other people makes it even worse! so! whatthe fuck right!#but i need to just. suck it the fuck up for the big picture bc i cant keep living like this

mioxenoblade

National Suicide Prevention Hotline: 1-800-273-8255

Trans Lifeline USA: 1-877-565-8860

Trans Lifeline Canada: 1-877-330-6366

The Trevor Project Hotline: 1-866-488-7386

The Trevor Project also offers texting and chat

You are an amazing person. Don’t give up on yourself.

ashbur-deactivated20250915

DON’T USE TRANS LIFELINE. USE TREVOR PROJECT INSTEAD.

mioxenoblade

Trans Lifeline is fine, the Trevor Project is just for youth and not an option for everyone because of. There’s nothing wrong with Trans Lifeline and the stuff going around that it is is a bunch or horseshit started up by a nazi-infested transphobic hate site.

I’m a disgusting suck up, I need validation 24/7, and if authority figures don’t like me I’ll cry, so today I made chocolate chip cookies for all of my professors

#they all liked them a lot #so my plan has worked so far #its brownie points. but theyre cookie points actually

I am fine. But I am also an apple that has been rolling around the floorboards of a car for a week.

#bruised and easy to smush #but like. emotionally. u know.

you know the depression has you fucked up when you want to lay down so bad, but you can’t, because you’re already laying down

I just feel so weak and tired

#like physically weak #i havent slept well in weeks (months?)#im nauseous and achey and my headache hasnt let up in days #and thats not even getting into my mental health #im stressed and deeply sad and i cant shake this profound sense of hopelessness

I’ve never seen the film Groundhog Day but I assume that the reason te man gets stuck in the time loop is because the titular groundhog cursed him

#if this is not the case i do not want to know

fluoresensitivearchive-deactiva

Everyone’s such a punk pussy bitch like! Grow up, put some hatred in your heart for rapists and pedophiles and abusers. Turn your back on people who have committed grand acts of violence. Stop being such lil’ fake and gutless people that you’d spend more time defending sadists than their victims.

Trending Blogs

Recently Viewed Blogs

#edgy