evie

ignore me i'm talking to myself!! sideblog

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Literally me ⤴︎

Miss 08' ೨౿ My mind is a total mess !!

Avid supernatural and girls next door watcher, lover of old romantic music. Thrives in winter. Believer of #DARKWOKE!!! Libra moon. Queen of disaster reincarnated. autism.

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group job interview today kill me now

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i forget i have a face

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no matter how hard i try i can't seem to un-alanachampionify myself. she's been embedded into my soul since i was thirteen. i can't stop the pout.

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yea

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worst, ugliest, fattest, most annoying person in the world attack currently

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bitch how you look anorexic and fat all at once? #weird

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worst, ugliest, fattest, most annoying person in the world attack currently

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every year i have a gut feeling that i'll die so i just pick a month as like target to live to. then i spend every night telling myself i'm gonna die tonight, i delete some things too just incase someone goes through my phone once i'm dead and thinks i'm insane. it never happens though. so rewarding when i make it past it, genuinely baffles me though. makes me feel like i'll never die... like what was i even worrying about!!! can't believe i will actually be dead one day... like my mind will just stop and i won't even know????

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wait jinx knock on wood

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i'm actually gonna die one day

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every year i have a gut feeling that i'll die so i just pick a month as like target to live to. then i spend every night telling myself i'm gonna die tonight, i delete some things too just incase someone goes through my phone once i'm dead and thinks i'm insane. it never happens though. so rewarding when i make it past it, genuinely baffles me though. makes me feel like i'll never die... like what was i even worrying about!!! can't believe i will actually be dead one day... like my mind will just stop and i won't even know????

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wait jinx knock on wood

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every year i have a gut feeling that i'll die so i just pick a month as like target to live to. then i spend every night telling myself i'm gonna die tonight, i delete some things too just incase someone goes through my phone once i'm dead and thinks i'm insane. it never happens though. so rewarding when i make it past it, genuinely baffles me though. makes me feel like i'll never die... like what was i even worrying about!!! can't believe i will actually be dead one day... like my mind will just stop and i won't even know????

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i actually love this i'm talking to myself

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i was meant to put my lashes on before bed. now get up earlier to put them on. rather kill myself tbh

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am i stupid??? can you not follow people on sideblogs... this shit is confusing me.

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giggling i've accidentally rebloggef this twice now i look so stupid. yknow what else is stupid is how you can only follow from your main blog.

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am i stupid??? can you not follow people on sideblogs... this shit is confusing me.

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i genuinely feel like i'm going insane... my mind is constantly in groundhog day. like i think the same thoughts everyday , everything i think of is recycled. it pains me to think of new thoughts. like wtf i don't even know if i can think brand new thoughts. even now as i'm writing this... i've had this thought a million times already!!!!

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i don't like the gap between the text and the tags ew