♥ sugar sugar sweet ♥

hi im lanthe and im as sweet as candy ♥

[merryengland]

hello

this blog is needded to go private for a long while

and i don't know when i will be back

but i love you all uwu

and a merry christmas to you.

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i maed guide

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babies ♥

[merryengland]

ui jsuit want things to go back to how they w ere

[merryengland]

Hey there, just wanted to say that you are amazing and a cutie. Stay strong!

;;w;;

[merryengland]

if this new router dad got wasnt a piece of shit the intenret would work in my room and none of this hell wouldve happened

[merryengland]

I love you you're a fantastic person and all you deserve is happiness <3

 than ks

[merryengland]

i j ust want to be able to talk to amy again but the intenret to my room wont wo rk 

[merryengland]

i just want to run away

[merryengland]

i sai d i want ed to die and my dad didndt e ev  v en c a re

[merryengland]

my eyes hurt from al the crying

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hello!!! if you are friends with lanthe (alfredfkirkland/merryengland) she may not be on tumblr for at least a week!!!! her parents suck and have banned her from talking to me and matthewkirkland, which has likely resulted in a complete internet ban!!!

[merryengland]

unfortunately the ban is true however i will try to sneak on the computer whenver i can or at least get on tumblr and hopefully this dumb fucking ban will be lifted soon enough

[merryengland]

ii cant sleep either and i dont want to eat im ju st i want this to stop

[merryengland]

status update

hey so its lanthe

i dont know how often ill be able to get to the computer for now

as ive been banned for talking to my two best friends and i had to bargain with my parents to even call my boyfriend

apparently im 'addicted' to amy and i have an 'obsession' and shes apparenly a 'bad influence' because i vented to her when i was being yelled at and i was having a panic attack

my dad doesnt bleieve me when im crying nad hhe thinks im just faking it and he just woont let me talk to amy at all and i ju , ST i ju s t he threatens to make this 'ban' even longer if i cut again because he knows i do and im j u  j jh u sut i ij u ust

im tre eatid liked a prisone r in my onwn home and i   w as ev en feeling to the point suicidal an d  i j ust yell ed out i want to die a nd he didnt e ven CAR E  i i ii j ust 

i ondtkn o w if ill be able to get on the tinernte again or even face school

my family say we have to do miore things asa family and my dads making us eat dinner at the table and stuff and im just,, p l ease i dont want to im just ji imm just

my parents are thinking that i have depression as it seems to run in the family an d they want to take me to a doct o r and i really dont want to go ;; and on top o o ff that i really think they caused the anxiety im pretett y  ydamn sure i have 

hhhhghhghhghghgh

an ndnn dim ju u ust i  cant stop c ryi ng and there are bags under my eyes and im jtu so streesssed and i want to wake up and this all to be just a short-lived nightmare and im ,  s o s c ar ed

nd  i n ee da may nad tox theyre all th at get me through the day im j u st 

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DS-Eevee’s

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They’re all so cute

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since tomorrow is the anniversary of when rise of the guardians was released i believe i am 318% justified in bringing this back

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“so what are you learning in math at the moment?”

that’s a good question