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who's your friend? (・¡ ㎠¡・) (trafalgar law x reader) SMAU masterlist
y/n and Law run into each otherâliterallyâand think nothing of it. they don't expect to keep running into each other, and end up navigating the trials of undergrad, friends, and love together.
status: ongoing, new chapter every friday 9:00am PST!
tags: fem!reader, modern!au, university!au, nerd!law, slow burn, mutual pining, crude language, bestfriend!zoro, eventual zosan, established namivivi, cliche tropes incoming, miscommunication, fluff, happy ending
i do NOT own any of the photos used in this series. photos sourced from pinterest and google, unless otherwise stated.
masterlist °.âšđ.Ëâ§
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Âť ch. 0.5 - student roster ch. 1 - i'm just a girl ch. 2 - sweet treat ch. 3 - mort dying in a glue trap Âť ch. 3.5 - motorcycle man ch. 4 - loser roommate ch. 5 - keg stands and darts đŤ ch. 6 - prospects ch. 7 - act natural! ch. 8 - be my wingman ch. 9 - get your man ch. 10 - not sulking đŤ ch. 11 - is it actually working? ch. 12 - not so secret crush Âť ch. 12.5 - cute ch. 13 - freakin weekend đŤ ch. 14 - campus crush ch. 15 - 7/11 đŤ Âť ch. 15.5 - tall and brooding ch. 16 - tattooed glory (outtake đŤ) ch. 17 - don't joke about that ch. 18 - the void ch. 19 - bravest girl ever ch. 20 - be normal đŤ ch. 21 - congratulate meee ch. 22 - very veryyy good ch. 23 - chritmas ch. 24 - romantic? ch. 25 - coming soon...
and more on the way!
God Spelled Backwards is D-O-C-T-O-R (Trafalgar Law x Reader, Chapter XV)
Synopsis: Dr. Trafalgar Law is the brilliant, cold, new electrophysiologist fresh out of residency with something to prove. He wasted no time in singling you out as you battle his unyielding demands and an overbooked schedule with non-existent back up. Your dynamic goes beyond professional tension, and in a hospital where boundaries are protocol, and protocol is gold, itâs an all out fight for power and control.
Word Count: 8.5k
Tags/Warnings: Minors DNI, CardiacElectrophysiologist!Law, EchoTech!Reader, AFABFEM!Reader, Modern Hospital AU, Language, Enemies to Lovers, Victim-Blaming, Assault Investigation
Glossary for Nerds
Chapter I Chapter II Chapter III Chapter IV Chapter V Chapter VI Chapter VII Chapter VIII Chapter IX Chapter X Chapter XI Chapter XII Chapter XIII Chapter XIV
You were beginning to get somewhat used to Syrup. Kaya always kept the breakrooms stocked with specialty coffee flavors. The waiting areas were spacious (though it would have been a bigger plus at a busier location), and there were always fun mints at the checkout desk. But damn, Syrup was freezing.Â
Your fingers clung to your probe, trying to squeeze out any sort of heat you could leech out of the little device. The air in the room almost felt as though someone had turned on the air conditioning, and you couldnât imagine being bare-chested.
You offered the patient extra praise, trying to move as efficiently as possible.Â
âAnother breath for me. Hold⌠and exhale.âÂ
You adjusted the probe. You pressed the foot pedal to capture, then clicked to freeze the frame. Measured.Â
You paused, staring at the image, which, by all means, was passable. But the longer you lingered on the frame, the more something seemed⌠off. Your eyes were glued to the screen as you moved your probe back into place.Â
âDeep breath,â you instructed, pressing the foot pedal again.Â
You adjusted your angle, then your depth. You went down the abstract list of techniques in your head, eliminating possibilities one by one, like checking off boxes.Â
Artifact? No, the shadow moved with the structure. Rib dropout? You reangled again, and it was still there. Gain too high? You turned it down. Still there.Â
You unconsciously moved closer to the screen, your eyes narrowed, and your lips pursed.
âBreathe in again,â you breathed, your eyes not leaving the monitor.Â
The patient complied, and you froze the frame mid-cycle and advanced frame by frame.Â
There it is.Â
It was a flicker along the wall, a shape that looked too rigid to be normal muscle, yet too subtle to notice unless you were looking for it. You switched to apical, then subcostal, instinct taking over. Your foot waved the pedal like a pianist, moving in sync with the quick motions of your fingers.Â
You cycled through your Rolodex of knowledge, cycling through diagnoses as you took in information. For a moment, something inside you sparked to life for the first time in a long while.Â
You stilled your probe, hitting the exact angle with barely a twitch of your fingers. You stared at the screen, a hint of a self-satisfied smirk tugging at the corners of your lips. Because there it was. The septum was just slightly asymmetric. Subclinical.Â
You saved the frame and then saved it again for good measure.Â
You didnât need a nameplate on your door or letters after your name.Â
You didnât need HR's permission to be good at this.
***
âGot a live one for ya in three,â Shachi called as soon as Franky stepped out of a room.Â
Frankyâs eyes fluttered closed, his lips pursing.Â
âFuck,â he cursed to himself. He shook his head and blinked as he began pushing his cart to the next room. âHow the hell does she do this every day?â Â
Heâd tried to keep things relatively optimistic, taking as much control of his schedule as he could. The change in staffing had come with a departmental meeting in place of the monthly QC meeting, where Franky had the opportunity to spitball a new way of doing things. Combined with his own research into how affairs had been operating so far and some suggestions from Hogback, Franky thought heâd have things under control.
âUp until recently,â Hogback had said in the meeting, âI understand that our imaging department was making personal trips to specific pods rather than using the imaging exam rooms. I believe this would be more streamlined.âÂ
That idea lasted for a full half day. The teams were less than thrilled at the prospect of taking additional time out of their day to cart patients down to imaging. Franky soon got overrun, juggling rooming by himself while popping back into the office to update statuses. Patients were less than enthusiastic about the wait times. It had all become one long process that landed Franky exactly where leadership was trying to keep him out of: individual doctorsâ pods, somehow closer to one another than to imaging.Â
Just as Franky was about to move on to the next room, he heard his name, âMr. Cutty!âÂ
He turned instinctively to see Hogback hurrying down the hall. Hogback moved in a frantic shuffle that might have resembled a slow jog if he had ever been one to enjoy a brisk walk now and then. He waved a hand toward Franky, and by the time he finally stopped in front of him, Hogback was already out of breath.
The skin of his face had turned red as he huffed and puffed, heaving as he dug a finger into the collar of his shirt.Â
âI hate to interrupt, but your skills are needed elsewhere,â Hogback huffed.Â
Frankyâs forehead scrunched. âUh, is it urgent, Hog Doc? Because Iâm making my way down the schedule as fast as I canââ
A nearby door swung open, and Law morphed into the doorwayâever one to sniff out bullshit, especially when it happened in his hall. Lawâs narrowed gaze found Hogback immediately, and a deep scowl settled on his lips.Â
âWhatâs going on?â Law simmered.Â
âI need to borrow Mr. Cutty.âÂ
By this point, Hogback had already regained his breath and straightened himself as he placed a clammy palm on the edge of Frankyâs cart.Â
Law let the patientâs door shut behind him, his frown deepening. His typically arrogant exterior had long since melted into barely contained anger, a feeling shared by all the personnel on the floor.Â
âNo,â Law said curtly. âYouâve been âborrowingâ him ever since he was transferred. Heâs needed here.â
âItâs urgent,â Hogback hummed, a polite smile on his lips.
Lawâs eyes darkened as he studied Hogbackâs forced pleasantries. His lips parted in consideration. âHow urgent?â he gritted.Â
âThe rest of us have research to do, too, not just you, Dr. Trafalgar.â Hogback let out an all-too-boisterous laugh, one that made the heads of passing patients and techs turn at the sound. âAlthough I do know youâre still new around here.â He continued to grin with a sickly sweetness.Â
âYouâre pulling him for research?â Lawâs jaw tightened, his eye twitching. âI canât allow you to pull my technician away from patientsââ
âAh, ah, ah,â Hogback tsked, shaking his head slowly, as if heâd already achieved some sort of victory. âMr. Cutty isnât your tech, Doctor, but a resource for the entire department.â
And before Law could argueâand, God, was he ready to argueâ
âIâve blocked off the rest of the day for my projects, you know, as a senior physician and all. The annual conference is just around the corner, you know.â Hogback boasted. âIt was on the shared calendar in the new physicians' folder. I figured your clinic would be fine, considering you have two staff members who Iâm sure can perform imaging to your⌠standards.âÂ
Franky parted his lips to speak, but Law was too quick.
âMy staff arenât dedicated imaging technicians and their skills are needed elsewhere,â he simmered, âYou canâtââ
âThis was approved by Dr. Saturn. If you have an issue with the way he runs his department, take it up with him,â Hogback snapped, letting the slightest crack in his cordial demeanor show through. But as quickly as he pulled rank, he reeled himself back, shoulders squared and hands clasped in front of him. âNow thenâŚâÂ
Hogback turned toward Franky, whoâd been fascinated with the tile floor since the argument began. Hogback urged Franky to follow, and with an apologetic glance toward Law, Franky complied.Â
Law was left to watch as they disappeared down the hall.Â
T-minus 35 days until the conference.Â
***
Staffing changes or not, Lawâs clinic continued on. From first thing in the morning to the evening, Dr. Trafalgar Law saw patients like a revolving door. OnlyâŚ
âCapân?â Shachi chimed from somewhere behind him. âThe patient in Room 206 is getting a little⌠restless. Her appointment was at noon, and itâs almost four.âÂ
Law continued two paces down the hall, then stopped before turning around with a shake of his head. His hand threaded through his dark hair.Â
âI knowâI know. Tell her Iâll be there in ten,â he muttered with another head shake.Â
It wouldnât be ten. Heâd forget and it would be an hour.Â
Law braced his laptop in the crook of his elbow, knocking on a different exam room door before letting himself in. But the exam chair was empty. Law scowled, backing up a step to glance at the doorframe, only to find a lack of magnets and papers.Â
âThatâs a workup room, Cap,â Penguin said warily, as if he was almost afraid to point it out. âYour next patient is in 209.âÂ
âWould you like me to reschedule some of your afternoon?â Bepo poked his head out from the pod. âYouâre not gonna make it.âÂ
Heat rose under Lawâs collar, making his already fitted button-up feel clammy. He tried to breathe slowly and steadily, clawing for any ounce of composure he could muster. His head was nearly spinning as he crunched the array of moving parts on his plate. Images. Charts. Diagnosis.Â
âDonât move anyone,â Law commanded. âWeâre going to make it.âÂ
Heâd left your text on read. Heâd left your text on read for a while. In a moment of distraction from his work, the little bubble waved at him.
How are things at main?
Heâd read it shortly after heâd received it. In fact, Law read it a few times.Â
How are things at main?
How are things at main?
The text crossed his mind multiple times a day. Between his meetings with half the administrative team. During his time in clinic.Â
He wanted to respond, but every time his fingers sat poised above the keyboard, he ended up pocketing his phone again before moving on to the next fire that needed to be put out. Because for once, ever-collected Trafalgar Law was the slightest bit frazzled.Â
Very few things had the potential to whip him up into such a frenzy. His journey through med school, fellowship, and residency hadnât made him to sweat. But it was something about an institution where corruption was happening over his head that made him restless. If he were being honest, it wasnât even the corruption part that got to him. No, it was the over his head that made his eye twitch.Â
Law was worse without you around. Perhaps the rounds of verbal fisticuffs he had with you in the halls served as a buffer of sorts, saving everyone else from the pressure that seemed to mount the longer the clinic ran.Â
âWhen I place an order, I expect it to be carried out as specified,â Law snapped. He didnât even know the tech's name. Some new personnel or a float. âI shouldnât have to double-check basic tasks. Fix it.â
Law revolved in and out of doors, working his way down the schedule. Thoughts about the investigation and office politics swirled in his head, no matter how hard he struggled to tamp them down. Law wouldnât pretend he couldnât feel the mounting pressure that came with the upcoming conference. And then, there was you, stranded in Syrup.Â
Perhaps you were the embodiment of it all. You were the key to his research case. Almost all of his patients had passed through your hands. And then there was the investigation.Â
He didnât know what the chances were that HR would ask for your phone logs and messages. He could imagine the texts laid out on some conference room table while Rob Fucking Lucci asked him to âgive the context some more detail.â
But that couldnât have been the real reason. No, when Law thought about it, the caution about keeping your communication limited and private rang hollow.Â
Keeping his distance felt safer. Whether it was supposed to feel safer for him or for you, he wasnât quite sure. Youâd been cut off from the rest of the North. You had no idea what was happening at the main campus, and after all youâd been through, maybe you deserved to finally rest from what everyone else was saying.Â
It was a fleeting thought he had, one wrapped up in guilt. It was the same attitude that kept him passive. He should have done more. He should have stepped in sooner. He should have said something before any of this happened instead of passively standing by.
But even if he could find it in him to type backâeven if he kept everything that was happening away from youâwhat would he even say?
The situation I got you into is unpleasant. Iâm so sorry. I donât know whatâs wrong with me.Â
Sorry, Iâve been fighting so hard for you to make up for all the times I didnât?
He wouldnât put that on you. Not when he couldnât put it into words without sounding self-serving. Not when you were already carrying the weight of something that wasnât yours to bear.Â
It didnât seem fair, but then again, keeping you in the dark again didnât seem fair either.Â
And then, a notification.
The referral caught his eye as he was skimming his in-basket.Â
A referral from Syrup. From Kaya.Â
Out of all the doctors and all the locations that have ever referred patients for electrophysiology, Kaya was a name heâd never expected to see.Â
âPt: [Redacted] â new-onset wall thickening on echo. Referred to EP per imaging recs.â
That was all Law needed to see. Law set aside his current task to review every recent file related to this patient. His eyes darted across your scans. Prestine. Your name looked so familiar next to the examiner's label.
âNoted concentric wall thickening,â was all your note said.Â
Thatâs all it could say.
But thatâs all it needed to say.Â
It was something about those four words that drew the breath from Lawâs lungs, a breath he hadnât even realized he was holding. His hands rubbed the side of his nose, roughly massaging the muscles under his eye. He took another breath in and out, with a light chuckle. Law shook his head to himself. Here he was slowly losing his cool while you were excelling in a way he knew only you could, given the circumstances.Â
Another breath in, then out.Â
Law scooped up his laptop and exited his office for the pod. He swiped a few words on his phoneâs keyboard.Â
âAlright, everyone,â he called, snapping a few heads to attention. Law stood at the entrance to the pod, eyes flickering over the gathered staff as he shook his head a few times. âWeâre going to try something a little different.â
Lawâs phone sat in the pocket of his coat. Just behind the black screen were the words.
âBusy. Howâs Syrup?â
***
Clinic went long, but what else was new? The team managed to recover from the morning by the time the afternoon began to trickle in. And while they experienced their fair share of complications and patients piled up waiting for one thing or another, Dr. Trafalgarâs team managed not to be the last to leave the building that day.Â
They had just a handful left on the schedule, each patient simply waiting to see Law in their respective rooms, and Law was knocking the appointments out one by one with record efficiency. Five became four, and then four became twoâŚ
âDr. Trafalgar.â
Law almost did a double-take as he turned. Sanji stood at the end of the hall, a laptop and a bundle of files tucked under his arm. He jabbed a thumb in the general direction of Lawâs office.Â
âGot a second?â he asked.Â
Law glanced at his team, each of whom was waiting for his word. They had a rough start, and with the game of catch-up theyâd all been playing, he was sure they were just as exhausted as he was.Â
âIâll be back in less than a minute,â he asserted, briskly walking toward Sanji like some sort of force of nature in a white coat.Â
Sanji kept a neutral expression, frowning slightly as he watched Law approach.Â
âYou have a hell of a sense of timing,â Law gritted.Â
Sanji frowned. âOh, Iâm sorry. Do you want my help or not?â he snarked, shoving the bundle against Lawâs chest. âYouâre welcome.â
Law glanced down wordlessly, schlepping the ensemble onto his laptop, his fingers tabbing through it all. The bundle comprised neatly arranged papers in folders, along with a few envelopes. It was a thick collection, but nowhere near as much as Law had hoped for. A few drives were taped to discrete pockets.Â
Lawâs gaze shot up. âIs this really everything?â he asked.Â
Sanji scoffed, his brows bouncing in acute disbelief. His mouth fell open for a moment as he glanced away, almost as if he were looking for someone to confirm the sheer audacity heâd just been subjected to.Â
âNo, itâs not,â he huffed incredulously, âIâll have you know that these things take time.âÂ
âWell, we donât have a lot of that,â Law snapped.Â
For a moment, Sanji didnât say a word. He let Lawâs harshness hang in the air. Sanjiâs chest rose and fell quietly. Silent, but his frown didnât dissipate.Â
âI hate them too,â he finally said. âAnd I hate what they did to your friend. To her.â
Sanji watched as Lawâs gaze seemed to darken at the mere mention of what happened. He seemed to lose track for a split second. Then, a breath.Â
âI wish I hit them harder,â Law hissed out, his jaw tightening at the thought.Â
âI wish I were there to hit them, period,â Sanji affirmed, taking a step forward. He leaned close, jabbing a finger at Lawâs chest. âBut I wasnât. And I want to make one thing incredibly clear: Iâm not here to help you. And Iâm sure as hell not here so you can act like youâre the only one whoâs pissed.âÂ
Sanji took another step back to regain his composure. He jerked his shoulders to adjust his coat.Â
âTake a look at those.â Sanji pointed at the bundle, the edge of his voice melting away. âThereâs a lot more where that came from, but youâll have to wait while I collect it all. Someone has to sort through the camera footage from that nightâŚâÂ
Sanji didnât say another word as he departed, wanting nothing more than to get out of Lawâs hall.
âIt better be airtight,â Law called after him.
Sanji didnât answer. Law didnât wait for him to answer.
He walked briskly to his office, fishing his keys out of his pocket to lock the documents he had just received in the bottom-left drawer of his desk. The papers slid over one another, revealing a handwritten label.Â
Hogback: Echo Imaging Trials â Vinsmoke Metropolitan Academic Diagnostic Sector (V-MADS).
***
âGood morning, Dr. Trafalgar!â Law held the phone a bit farther from his ear at the sound of Kayaâs all-too-chipper voice. âI donât think Iâve had the pleasure of speaking to you in person before.â
âIâm sure you know Iâm calling about the patient you referred to me yesterday,â Law said, wasting no time on pleasantries. âI read your report, but I wanted to get some more information from you before we proceed.â
Kayaâs voice faltered before she exclaimed, âOf course! What questions did you have?â Despite her enthusiasm, her voice carried a slightly forced edge.Â
Lawâs general intensity was somewhat of an acquired taste, after all.
âDid you notice asymmetric trabeculation or anything suggesting noncompaction?â he asked, pinning the phone between his ear and his shoulder. Law already had an extensive private note in the patientâs chart.Â
âOh, umâŚâ Kaya stammered. Kaya was a great doctor, but her patient population consisted mostly of stable cases, including annuals and screening exams. She didnât even make inpatient rounds. Even if Kaya had an answer right away, Law was too focused to allow her the time to answer.Â
âIf you had to pick, did it read more like focal hypertrophy or an unusual trabecular pattern â anything that made you question classic HCM versus a structural variant?âÂ
Law could almost hear Kaya gape from the other line. She cleared her throat a few times, though the politeness of the noise made it sound more like flustered humming.Â
âIâm worried about this patientâs condition. Heâs already been through so much,â she trailed off tentatively. âThat said, itâs beyond my usual scope, and I really think you should consult with the technician who caught the thickening in the first place. She had a lot to say about it.âÂ
Lawâs brows immediately perked up. He sat up, promptly ignoring his digital sticky note to lean back in his chair. He reached up to grip the back of the phone as he took a moment to register what Kaya was saying.Â
âYou would recommend that I talk to imaging,â he said.
âWell, she has such a great rapport with patients. The extent of my recommendations is in the report, but if you wanted a closer, more comprehensive assessment outside of that and the imaging notes, I would recommend you talk to the technician.â Law could practically hear her nodding. The new information made him pause, and for just a moment, he went quiet. âIâm sorry I couldnât be more help.â
âWould youâŚâ Law started, almost trailing off into his thoughts. âBe willing to put that in writing?âÂ
âPut it in writing?â Kaya repeated, confused. âUm, yeah, I can put that in writing for you.âÂ
Law grinned, leaning forward on his desk.Â
âThatâs absolutely perfect. Thank you for all your help, Dr. Sirop,â he said, unable to keep his victorious smile from seeping into his voice.Â
Kaya giggled back nervously. âYouâre welcomeââ
Law hung up before she could finish, because he was already arranging a meeting with Dr. Jaygarcia.Â
Pinning Saturn down for a meeting was a challenge in and of itself, but perhaps it was Lawâs sheer audacity that caused the stars to align and the moon phase to be just right for him to schedule a meeting just after Kaya left her recommendation in Lawâs inbox. Whatever it was only served to fuel Lawâs arrogance enough to fully reignite the overconfident spark in his eye, one he carried straight to Saturn.Â
Saturn took one look at the printed correspondence and slowly lowered it to study Law, who sat in the chair across from his desk, one ankle slung over his knee.Â
âKaya asked for her. She flagged asymmetric trabeculation; thereâs a family history of sudden deaths, and itâs beyond what sheâs comfortable with,â Law said, his voice level.Â
âDr. Trafalgar,â Saturn began. He parted his lips, pausing as if mid-thought, inhaling slightly longer than usual. âI would imagine your advocacy, though perhaps well-intentioned, has been causing disruptions. Iâve heard the same in the feedback Iâve received, and yet youâre prioritizing a single referral despite your present circumstances. You must know that this risks making the situation more complicated.âÂ
âThen it should reflect positively on me since Iâm so dedicated to a patientâs needs despite the optics,â Law countered, much to Saturnâs lack of amusement.Â
Saturn shook his head, wiping his palms on the legs of his slacks. âAnd this canât be an email? Dr. Siropâs report wasnât detailed enough for you?â
Law frowned. âI need her eyes on the images in person. I donât want anything lost in translation in an email. I want to see it myself.âÂ
Saturn let out another sigh, taking a shallow sip of water before setting the glass down with a slightly trembling hand. âDo you often find yourself this⌠particular when it comes to your patients?âÂ
Law didnât hesitate. In fact, the word escaped his lips before Saturn even finished.Â
âYes.âÂ
Saturn regarded him, his eyes narrowed and intense beneath his thick, drooping brows. He picked up the printed message from his desk, skimming it once more before setting it back on the flat surface.Â
âYour reputation precedes you, Dr. Trafalgar,â he said, âalthough Iâm sure youâre well aware that more than a few people on this floor might consider you demanding.âÂ
âIf I have a reputation for fighting for my patients, Iâll take it,â Law asserted with a curt nod. âIâve been called worse.âÂ
Law paused, eyes fixed on the spot where Saturnâs neck seemed to almost overflow from his collar, noting the dampness on the fabric. âAre you feeling alright?â he asked.Â
Saturn nodded a few times, his fingers at his sternum as if to reassure Law. âI havenât been tolerating coffee well lately,â Saturn muttered. âThe perils of growing old.âÂ
Lawâs eyes flickered, not fully convinced. He sat up a little straighter in his chair.
Saturn continued, âAllow me some time to see what I can do.â
âThank you, Dr. Jaygarcia.â
âButââ Saturn pressed on, tilting his chin downward. âI would not feel comfortable with you going to Syrup Village, nor do I believe HR would consent to such a thing. Have your discussion here with a third party present and be done with it.â
Lawâs jaw set as he skillfully repressed his victory smirk, replacing it with a far more professional expression. Law nodded.Â
âThank you,â he said again, standing from his chair.Â
Saturn slapped his hands on the desk as he rose, and the dull sound marked the end of the conversation. âDonât make me regret this, Dr. Trafalgar.âÂ
***
âBusy. Howâs Syrup?â
âThe exact opposite. I donât think anyone would notice if I didnât show up.âÂ
For a while, thatâs how your conversation sat. You wish you could say you hadnât been tempted to text him again. There was something about spending most of your waking hours tending to his patients before suddenly being reduced to two texts over the span of your exile that left you a bit restless. You wanted to blame the lack of things to do at Syrup for that, because never in a million years did you think youâd be anticipating a test from Trafalgar Law.Â
But when he finally called near the end of the clinic day, you were almost embarrassed by how quickly you lunged for your phone. You probably picked up before he heard a single dial tone, and your greeting flew from your lips as if youâd been waiting for his call.Â
And when you heard his deep, familiar voice say, âGot a second?â, your cheeks burned as your chest fluttered.Â
âYeah,â you breathed.Â
You meandered through the administrative room youâd been working in. With no patients on your schedule, youâd resorted to reorganizing Syrup room by room, and youâd made it all the way from imaging to the room just before Hirilukâs old office. You were all too eager to take a break from the documents crammed onto an excessive number of wobbly shelves and cabinets that lined the room. Youâd barely made a dent.Â
âI have a second.âÂ
Law paused on the other end of the line, letting the static fill your ear for a moment.Â
âI know I havenât been very responsive, butâŚâ You didnât even realize you were holding your breath. âItâs good to hear your voice.âÂ
You draped yourself across a nearby chair, unable to suppress the grin that crept onto your lips.Â
âYeah, you, uhâŚâ You hummed, âYou kinda disappeared there for a bit.â You slung your legs over the side of the armchair, cradling yourself in the quiet of the office. âI donât think Iâve seen you since you came over.âÂ
You heard another beat of silence. âSorry about that,â he muttered. âI meant toâI mean, things have been hectic around here.â
You almost laughed. You couldâve guessed as much.Â
âI figured.â You smiled. âThatâs why I was giving you some space. You have a lot on your plate⌠I wouldâve already shown up at your place unannounced if I knew where it was. Thatâs apparently the thing to doââ
âCome over after work. Iâll send you the address.âÂ
You blinked a few times, the words not yet registering with you. âWhat, what?â
âIâll make dinner,â Law said with a certainty that made you think he was already putting it on his calendar. âI want to see you.â
You hated how giddy that made you. That the arrogant, demanding baby doc youâd hated since you met him was now making you feel like a love-struck high schooler with five simple words. You played with the handle of a nearby cabinet with your shoe.Â
I want to see you.Â
No frills. No flirting.Â
JustâŚ
I want to see you.
You were pretty sure you agreed, because Law promptly said, âAlright. Iâll see you soon.âÂ
He didnât even wait for an answer before hanging up.
That dick.Â
You were smiling cheekily as you swung your legs from the arm of the chair, but your grin vanished the moment your shoe got caught. The drawer youâd been messing with swung open, and the cabinet tipped forward. You let out a startled yelp, stumbling back as each shelf lining the room tumbled down like dominoes.Â
You heard hurried footsteps from down the hall and the dainty clicking of heels. Kaya appeared in the doorway, swinging it open in a panic. She could only open it so far before it was stopped by a fallen cabinet.Â
âAre you alright?â She gasped.
âYeah, Iâm fine,â you answered somewhat sheepishly. You glanced around at the documents and files scattered around you. âSorry, Iâll get these cleaned up, uh⌠I donât know how organized everything will be today, butâŚâÂ
You glanced at the clock. You definitely didnât have time to get everything where it needed to go.Â
Kaya slid into the room. She bent down to clear the shelf blocking the door from fully opening, and you scurried over to help. You pushed it back into place together. A few papers crumpled underfoot.
âIâm sorry,â you apologized again, not quite sure why you were apologizing to Kaya in particular.Â
But Kaya didnât say anything, simply standing with her fists on her hips as she regarded the old amalgamation of shelves in front of her. Then she turned to take in the rest of the room, glancing from the fallen cabinets to the mess scattered across the floor.Â
âYou knowââ She smacked the side of her fist into her open palm before turning to you. ââI think that if we just leave a sign on the door for maintenance, no one will notice.â Kaya nodded decisively.Â
You let out a breathy laugh. âThink so?â
She nodded again, a slight frown on her lips. âI just wish Ussop was around. Heâd be able to secure all of these to the wall.â Kaya walked farther into the room, studying the back of one of the cabinets.Â
âIâll handle it the next time Iâm in,â you offered. âI think I saw a toolbox in the office.â You gestured vaguely toward the imaging office.Â
An eager grin spread across Kayaâs lips at the mere mention of an exciting new project.Â
âIâll help you when I can! This seems like fun!âÂ
Her enthusiasm pulled an amused huff from you. At the very least, you had help.Â
***
After righting as many cabinets as you could and pushing the fallen documents into a haphazard pile in the center of the small room, you quietly departed from Syrup. Kaya wrote a note telling maintenance not to enter, and you left the building together.
Getting to Lawâs place wasnât easy during rush-hour traffic. He lived more centrally in the city, and if the congestion in and out of the city wasnât enough, the weaving grid of streets made you wonder if youâd ever make it to his place. Cutting over four lanes in bumper-to-bumper traffic, only to have to do it again, wasnât for the faint of heart, but you finally made it to the parking garage.Â
Perhaps you should have known that Lawâs apartment would be vastly different from your own. The security guard at the gate couldâve told you as much, or perhaps the collection of expensive cars lining your way to guest parking.Â
You found a spot close to the elevator. When you closed the door to your car, you glanced at your reflection in the window. You couldnât help but wonder whether you should have gone home to change. The time you spent alone in the parking garage only deepened the pit in your stomach.
He said he was cooking, but it wasnât going to be fancy⌠right?
You hadnât thought much about Lawâs invitation to dinner. Well, you had, but none of your fluttering musings had anything to do with your attire, let alone Lawâs snazzy city apartment.Â
When you finally found Lawâs apartment, you werenât any more comforted. The hallway was nicer than your place. You werenât one to feel self-conscious about your own home, but in comparison, Law mustâve thought you lived in a dumpster.Â
You didnât even have to knock. The moment your hand poised in front of the door, it swung open. Law appeared in the doorway, one hand in the pocket of his leisure pants and the other still on the handle.Â
âGlad you found your way,â he said curtly, inviting you in with a nonchalant nod of his head.Â
But frankly, you were paying less attention to Law. No, you were more focused on his massive apartment. You stepped into the entryway, which featured a generous tile alcove a half step below the rest of the floor. Lawâs expensive shoes were neatly lined up under a sleek wooden table. You caught your reflection in the oval mirror that hung just above it, all too aware of the scrubs youâd been wearing all day.Â
An open-concept kitchen sat to the left of the entryway. Modern lamps hung over the island in the center, and there were enough stools to seat six guests. All the appliances were the latest stainless-steel models. You even thought you'd seen the oven had Wi-Fi.Â
The restroom was located to the right of the entryway, next to what you assumed was a coat closet. But the entrance itself was nothing compared to the rest of his apartment.Â
There was no separation between the kitchen and the living area. The ceiling height appeared to more than double only a few steps beyond the entryway, and the windows stretched from floor to ceiling. To the right, just around the corner from the restroom, sat a leather C-shaped sectional. The largest flatscreen TV youâd ever seen was mounted on the wall adjacent to the windows.Â
The opposite wall, just by the kitchen, boasted a set of stairs. They flowed toward the windows before meeting a landing that redirected the steps upward, forming a narrow angle that led to what you could only assume was Lawâs bedroom. What looked like an office sat under the stairs, with a doorway near where the steps began.Â
You couldnât help but gape as Law stepped back into the kitchen.Â
âIâIâŚâ You were still hypnotized by the view out the window. You stepped farther into the apartment, past the kitchen. âI feel like I should have brought champagneâŚâ you joked.Â
Law eyed you as he continued his kitchen task, his gaze flickering across the open-concept space.Â
âItâs a two-bedroom,â he said. âYou have one of those.â
You immediately spun around. âI most certainly do not have one of these.â You gestured wildly, your voice rising a pitch. âThis cannot possibly be considered a two-bedroom.âÂ
âI hate to break it to yaââ Law turned to arrange dinner on two white plates. ââBut there are indeed two bedrooms, and so, I believe that would make this a two-bedroom apartment.â Law pivoted again, walking past you to place the plates on a small table by the windows.
You made your way over, finally noticing the candle heâd lit between your two plates and the neatly arranged placemats cradling your utensils. Law sat down at the table, and you sat across from him. Law wordlessly began to eat, glancing out the window.Â
For someone whoâd managed to put together a romantic table setting right after getting off work, he appeared to want to act nonchalant about it all.Â
âWell, thank you for cooking. It looks great,â you said, picking up your fork and knife.Â
Law let out little more than a hum, still refusing to look at you as he ate. He rested his elbows on the table, leaning forward in a way that made him hunch. Your fork touched your food before you let out a huff and planted your hands back on the table.
âWhat is it with you and trying to hide that youâre kind?â You frowned, setting your utensils on the table. You crossed your ankles under your chair, leaning forward as you stared at Lawâs blank expression.Â
âWhat do you mean?â He grunted, taking another bite of food onto his fork.Â
You reached across the table to grab the utensil from him, spilling rice across his plate and onto the table. Law blinked in confusion, and you watched as his forehead scrunched as he processed what had just happened. His lips parted in what was undoubtedly a scolding.Â
âYou said you wanted to see me, and now youâre being cryptic again. And you know whatâs not going to happen?âÂ
Lawâs posture didnât change. He continued to lean forward, an amused glint in his eyes. âWhat?â he asked.Â
âYou are not going to shut me out again,â you huffed. You moved the candle aside to slam his fork between your plates. âWeâve been through too much for that. The hell you put me through during clinicââ
Law spoke your name.
ââThis fuck-ass investigationââ
He said your name again.
âLaw, youâve seen me naked and youâve seen me cry. I canât in good conscience let you roam around with that information.â At that point, youâd begun to furiously cut up your meal. âDonât get me started on the conference.â
Law reached a hand across the table, a dangerous move to touch someone who had a knife in their hand. His fingers brushed the back of your hand as he spoke your name for the third time.Â
âWhat?â You snapped.
âThank you for coming over,â he said, his voice low and soft. His thumb brushed the back of your hand.Â
You stopped your crazed sawing to narrow your eyes. âOh, so youâre allowed to thank me for coming over, but I canât thank you for cooking,â you muttered, your tone halfway between mocking and deadly serious.
Law chuckled softly, pulling his hand away from you to pick up his fork. âWow,â he said thoughtfully. âSyrup mustâve done a number on you. Youâre more difficult than usual.â
âSpeak for yourself,â you scoffed.Â
âGlad to see your time there hasn't dampened your attitudeââ
âI remember why I hate you now.â
ââNeed me to fuck it out of you?âÂ
You almost choked. Your brain short-circuited for a moment, and your most basic memories of how to chew, swallow, and breathe were suddenly gone. You turned as you held back a cough. You couldnât even speak.Â
Law, of course, went back to his meal, unfazed.Â
It took you a moment to collect yourself and a beat longer to wave your proverbial white flag. âPoint taken.â
Law was a surprisingly good cook. Although perhaps you shouldnât have been surprised, considering the man was good at just about everything.Â
You stared out at the city line, watching as the last remnants of sunlight slowly faded into the distance, casting a sunset hue over the world and signaling that night was coming soon. The flame of the candle flickered in the window. You met Lawâs eyes in the reflection.Â
âIâm not very good with emotions, if you couldnât already tell,â he said, continuing to eat as usual.Â
You nodded a few times. âYou might have told me something like that in the pastâŚâÂ
âI donât like being recognized for things.âÂ
You rolled your eyes at him. âOh, please. If I walk into your office, how many framed ego trophies am I going to have to pretend not to notice?âYou pointed to the open door a short distance behind his shoulder.Â
Lawâs brows bounced in acute thought. âThatâs different.â
âItâs⌠different,â you repeated, corralling some rice that had been pushed to the edge of your plate.Â
âThose are benchmarks,â he said, as if stating the obvious. âItâs not an accomplishment if itâs an expectation.âÂ
You blinked at him a few times. âThatâs a terrible rule to go by.â
Law shrugged, mid-chew. âWorked so far,â he mumbled, glancing back out the window.Â
âAnd the free clinic, and all those patients you no charge, and the boxes of donuts that show up at the pod every Tuesday⌠Those are just⌠expectations?â You poked, eyeing him from the corner of your peripheral.Â
âIâm just doing my job.âÂ
You almost rolled your eyes again.
âA psychosomatic allergy to being a good person, then?â
Law was quiet for a moment. Heâd finished his plate quickly, leaving him with little to play with. His finger toyed with the rim of his half-empty glass of water.Â
The sun slipped quietly behind the skyline, and suddenly the soft lights of Lawâs apartment shone a little brighter. Offices, apartments, and street lamps glinted outside, glimmering in the darkness.Â
âIâm not a good person,â Law said. âI donât pretend to be.â
Lawâs eyes dipped toward the window. You followed his gaze toward the nothingness that seemed to occupy his attention, weighing his words.Â
âLaw,â you spoke softly. âFrankly, I donât actually think thereâs such a thing as a good person. Just good actions.âÂ
You turned your head to find Lawâs attention already on you. His posture was as intense as usual. He leaned forward, arms crossed, as he regarded you with an unreadable expression. Law took a breath.
âI should probably tell you whatâs been happening at Main.âÂ
You faltered for a second, your lips parting and closing as you considered the thought.Â
âDo I even want to know?â you asked.
Lawâs answer was swift. âNo,â he said. âBut I didnât want you to be the only one out of the loop.âÂ
He dipped his head, and when he looked back at you, his expression had sobered. He looked exhausted, his eyes tired and his energy spent far beyond what he had in him. You could see it in his cold, collected demeanor.
âWhat happened?â you asked.Â
Law blinked a few times as he gathered his thoughts, shifting in his seat with a full chronological rundown on the tip of his tongue. âI talked to Ju Peter and Saturnââ
âActually,â you interrupted. Law paused, watching as you took a deep breath in and let out a shaky one. âIâm not sure how much I want to know,â you said quickly.Â
You shook your head, covering your mouth and nose with your hands, as if physically recoiling from the very topic of whatâs been happening at the hospital.Â
You shook your head again. âI know everyone hates me, but I donât know if I can actually handle hearing about it. Maybe Shachi and Penguin were right about me getting upsetââ
âNot everyone hates you, so I want to stop that thought right there,â Law interjected sternly. He left no room to argue with his low, stoic tone. In that moment, you wondered whether he was always meant to be a doctor, talking in a way that made it sound like he knew everything. You couldâve believed it. Law certainly did. âI know it feels like everyone hates you, but if you keep saying that to yourself, youâre going to fuck up your mental state.â
âMy mental state is already fucked up,â you whispered with a partial laugh.Â
âYeah, I know, but letâs not add to that.â Law frowned, serious as a heart attack. âIâll tell you what wonât make you implode. Do you want to hear good news?â
âThereâs good news?â you huffed a chuckle.Â
âSaturn is letting us collaborate on a caseââ
âWHAT?â You didnât mean to yell, but the word tore from your chest like a hurricane. âHow?â you exclaimed, apparently reduced to one-word sentences.
âKaya recommended I consult you about that patient who was referred from Syrup,â he explained, leaning back in his chair. He slung one ankle over his opposite knee. âI spoke to Saturn, and as long as we talk at Main with someone playing chaporone, we can talk about it. Iâm sure youâll be receiving communication about it soon.â
You also slouched back in your seat, your mouth agape in surprise. Then your forehead scrunched as you shook your head.Â
âWait, theyâre letting us talk about that but not your research study?âÂ
Law grunted out a noise halfway between a bitter chuckle and a sigh.
âDonât even get me started,â he muttered. âIt probably has to do with the fact that weâd have to be actively working together on research. For this one, I just need to talk a few things over.âÂ
You huffed, âSure, alright. I guess.â You trailed off, the gears turning in your head. âWait⌠Isnât the conference, like, a month out? How have things been going with Franky?â
âWellâŚâ Lawâs brows bounced at the thought. He sucked in the side of his cheek in acute thought. âThe patient has canceled our last two follow-ups, and Hogback has been pulling rank to steal Franky to his pod for his research.â Law made a few curt gestures for emphasis before crossing his arms again.
âWait, hold on, Hogback is preparing a presentation?â You leaned forward, eyes wide and brows raised in disbelief. Your eyes fluttered, as if you could blink the information into sense.Â
Law tapped his fingers against his arm. âApparently,â he muttered.Â
You looked away, lips pressed together. âI meanâŚâ you started, the corner of your mouth dipping. âNot to sound like a conspiracy theoristâŚâ
âTrust me, I thought about it.â Law cleared his throat. âBut whatever Hogbackâs been doing isnât my main concern right now. Iâm hoping we can use this asymmetric septum case toââ
You interrupted, âTo get me back on your research, right?â
Lawâs tongue poised to answer. âWith our current timeline, I donât know if thatâs even possible.â He ran a hand through his hair, stopping at the back of his neck. âMy intention was to get things closer to normal for you.â
You tilted your head slightly. âWhat do you mean?âÂ
Law stretched his legs out, sinking a fraction deeper into his chair. âYou didnât think Iâd let you waste away in Syrup, did you?âÂ
There was something about his upturned chin and the stern yet cocky expression that triggered the loudest, ugliest laugh from your chest. Lawâs lips formed a tight, closed-lipped smile, and as his chest puffed with quiet chuckles, you wondered whether he was laughing at you.Â
âYou arenât going to let me wither up at Syrup Village?â You brought the back of your hand to your forehead, mocking a swoon. âMy hero.â
Law shook his head, reaching for his plate and yours.Â
âAre you done?â He murmured.Â
You raised an eyebrow, the corner of your mouth twitching. âDone marveling at your rescue mission? For me? The technician you once called a mouthy imaging rat?â you teased as Law carried your plates into the kitchen.Â
âI forgot about that one,â he mused, letting out a soft, amused snort. âBlow out the candle, Ratoutille.âÂ
You did as you were told, snatching up any leftover utensils and meeting him at the island sink. âWait, you donât actually think the ratâs name is Ratoutille, right?â You slipped the stray forks into the sink, bumping Law out of the way with your hip as you reached for the sponge.Â
âIâm not sure I care about the rat enough to remember,â Law scoffed, beginning to clear the counters.Â
âAu contraire.â You lifted a soapy hand. âYou care enough about the rat to save her from Syrup Village.â You went back to scrubbing, working through the dishes at a rate youâd never match at home.Â
Law placed a hand on the small of your back, keeping you in place as he reached for something just beyond you.Â
âI think you might be the only person alive whoâd take being called a rat as a compliment,â he muttered. He took a towel in both hands, reaching for one of your newly washed dishes.Â
The two of you worked in tandem for a moment, you washing dishes while Law dried them. The sound of running water and the clattering of plates filled the kitchen.Â
You didnât realize how much you missed working with him until that moment, when you wordlessly communicated as you worked toward a common goal. It felt like you were always meant to be like this, your bodies already having memorized each other from clinic alone.Â
You basked in the feeling, letting an intimate mindlessness take you until all the dishes in the sink were done. You wiped down the sink's interior with the sponge before pumping soap into your hands to wash them.Â
The little smile you didnât realize you were wearing faded as you turned off the water, taking a moment to linger in front of the sink.Â
Lawâs eyes flickered toward you.Â
âWhatâs wrong?â he asked, never taking his eyes off you.Â
You turned, leaning your side against the counter, a breath poised in your chest.Â
âNo matter what happens⌠Iâd like to keep seeing you,â you said, exhaling gently as if it was a confession had been lifted from your chest. âNorth or not.âÂ
Your gaze met Lawâs uncomfortably, the silence charged with words you already knew. It was his turn to pause and choose his words.
âAs long as you want to stay,â he said slowly, âI will keep fighting for you.â Law nodded curtly, crossing his arms over his chest.Â
You leaned farther against the counter, there in Lawâs kitchen after cleaning up from dinner.Â
You smiled.Â
âThatâs why Iâd like to keep seeing you,â you whispered.Â
Lawâs golden irises settled on yours, a soft worry floating in them. He stepped closer, his hand sliding over the one you braced against the counter.Â
âIâd like to keep seeing you, too,â he said.
Your worries about the hospital fell away, unable to creep in under the glow of the kitchen lights. At the very least, for the time being, all the insanity going on at the North Blue could wait.
At least, until later.
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God Spelled Backwards is D-O-C-T-O-R (Trafalgar Law x Reader, Chapter XIV)
Synopsis: Dr. Trafalgar Law is the brilliant, cold, new electrophysiologist fresh out of residency with something to prove. He wasted no time in singling you out as you battle his unyielding demands and an overbooked schedule with non-existent back up. Your dynamic goes beyond professional tension, and in a hospital where boundaries are protocol, and protocol is gold, itâs an all out fight for power and control.
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Syrup Village was a lovely fifteen-minute commute. It was a quiet part of the city, mostly inhabited by retirees. Known for its beautiful community gardens and parks, the village itself was otherwise rather barren, with barely a single fast-food chain or community center in sight. But while it wasnât a hub of activity, it was close enough to just about everything to hold its own as a quiet oasis.Â
The North boasted an ambulatory clinic at this site, converted from an old office building. Only two stories tall, Dr. Hiriluk himself paid for the Northâs expansion from one section of the second floor to the entire building. Even after retirement, he still had an office in a far-off section of the clinic, which sat uselessly empty. Although he never frequented that office much while practicing. Â
Nowadays, the Syrup Village office is staffed by a single cardiologist, who began approximately three years ago.Â
âSheâs basically a Disney princess,â Ussop once claimed, and you had to admit, he wasnât wrong. She was soft spoken and introduced herself by her first name. Anyone who happened to cycle through Syrup was likely to say that Dr. Kaya was their favorite doctor.
âOh!â Kaya exclaimed as she opened the door to your small office, or more appropriately, Ussopâs office. She swiveled her head, glancing toward the empty adjacent desk and back to you. âJust you today?â she smiled.Â
âYeah,â you said, trying to return her polite smile. âDid Ussop not tell you?â
Kayaâs brows rose. âTell me what?â she whispered hastily, quickly slipping in the door before closing it.Â
âOh, no, itâs not a secret,â you spoke quickly, turning in your chair to face her fully, hands in the air in some sort of hurried defense. âItâs just that Ussop is going to be working Water Seven from now on.âÂ
Kayaâs face fell instantly. âWhat? OhâŚâ She glanced back toward the empty desk. âIs he transferred permanently?â she asked, reinforcing her smile.Â
âItâsâŚÂ indefinite at this point,â you explained softly.
Kaya uttered another quiet, âOh.â She nodded a few times in contemplation. Youâd hardly met her more than a handful of times, but you considered you probably could have transcribed her thoughts straight off her face.Â
âWellââ She clapped once, seeming to have decided to snap herself back to reality. âIâm glad to have you! Things are a little⌠slow around here compared to Main, but thatâs not always a bad thing.â
Patients werenât expected to arrive for another hour or more, and it would be even longer before they reached you⌠if you were seeing anyone at all today. So, Kaya invited you for a hot drink and a snack.Â
The two of you walked down the hallways, all painted a light, muted beige. The building itself felt almost uncanny. Since it was converted from offices, the layout wasnât typical for a clinic like Kayaâs. It was easy to see which areas had been cubicles and break rooms. The fluorescent lights shone harshly on the waxed tile below, creating a glare.Â
Kayaâs office was in the corner of the floor near the stairs, just a zigzag away from the imaging office. A stylish, modern emeralite lamp lit up the space from her desk. An instant coffee maker sat on a tidy cart in the corner, with drink pods organized in a metal holder. A soft, abstractly shaped rug stretched from the two chairs in front of her desk to just behind Kayaâs own office chair.Â
âIâve got quite the collection,â Kaya said, gesturing to the cart and tugging open the top drawer. âFeel free to help yourself.â
You crouched down to survey the selection. Kaya hadnât been exaggerating when she said she had a variety. You only saw the same flavors repeated over and over, with most pods featuring specialty editions youâd never seen before.Â
Kaya leaned back against the edge of her desk, feet still planted against the floor as she rolled her empty, reusable coffee cup between her palms.Â
âWe donât get many patients for echoes around here. Maybe one or two a day?â She pursed her lips in thought. âOn really light weeks, I might not send anyone your way at all. I know it might be a big change coming fromâŚâ
âMain,â you finished her sentence softly.
You quietly plucked a pod from the collection and popped it into the machine. Kaya watched you take a thick paper cup from the cart and place it on the collection station, pressing buttons before the machine whirred.Â
âRight,â Kaya hummed, âThe Main office.âÂ
You heard her breathe in, only to pause, as if she wanted to say something but decided against it.Â
âItâll be different around here,â you admitted.
âWeâre a lot slower!â Kaya offered hopefully. âNo rush. No pressure. I like to think of Syrup as the place patients know they can take their time and be treated with care.â
âSure,â you replied, taking your brewed beverage off the collection plate and popping the empty pod into the trash. You and Kaya quietly switched places as she swiftly plucked some sort of tea into the machine and placed her cup down. âSounds like a good goal for a medical office.â
You hadnât meant for your answer to sound as sarcastic as it did. The truth was simple: hospitals could feel like factoriesâpatients were a revolving door; you couldnât keep track of how many times youâd introduced yourself. However, with your experience, you believed you could move fast and well; efficiency didnât require cutting corners. Kayaâs wordsâ âno rush, no pressureââshould have been kind. It was a reassurance that Syrup wouldnât beat you into the ground and leave you exhausted at the end of every day.Â
Instead, in Kayaâs small, polite voice, it felt like a sentence.Â
Your tone had somewhat of an edge to it, a reaction to the grander situation, and one that Kaya didnât deserve to be on the receiving end of. But if she noticed your acute irritation, she didnât show it.Â
***
Your first patient came in that afternoon, and given how hands-on Kaya was throughout the process, you wondered whether she had any staff helping her. She pushed the patientâs wheelchair herself and helped him into the exam chair. But for how involved as she appeared to be, Kayaâs involvement seemed to stop the moment the actual scanning was going to begin.Â
âI wonât hover over you,â she excused herself, promptly exiting the room.Â
She didnât seem to consider staying to watch the imaging for a second, which was more than normal, considering how unremarkable the case was. It was a routine visit. Nothing was of noteâwhich was a good thingâand the patient didnât require any complicated techniques. Just a straightforward transthoracic echo: parasternal long, parasternal short, apical views, color sweets, and IVC check⌠You even threw in a few extra frames just because you could.Â
The equipment in your single imaging room was a few models behind. The images on the screen flickered every now and then, likely due to the acutely defective monitor and a need for replacement probes. The gel warmer didnât appear as though it had been touched in quite some time, and the exam chair was slow to recline.Â
When you brought the patient back to Kaya, she blinked from over the rim of her coffee mug.Â
âWow, you sure are fast,â she remarked, immediately taking over for you. âYou didnât have to rush, you know.â
And that was it. That was your day.Â
No one else came through as you watched the clock tick on, counting down the hours until the workday was through. You could check your email only so many times before you resorted to rotting in the dark, the white glow of the schedule cast over you. One by one, Kayaâs patients checked out with the front desk until every single patient had left.Â
You were still staring at the column of long-gone patients when Kaya came knocking at your door. She opened it carefully, her eyes flickering in confusion for a moment as she took in the dimness of the office. You sat up, meeting her soft smile.Â
âWeâre all done here,â she said, âGreat work today.â
It was still daylight out.
Youâd never gotten out of work this early, and you knew anyone else would have been thrilled.Â
You nodded, offering her a quiet thank you and a promise to see her tomorrow. Kaya didnât linger as you took extra time in packing up your things. You took the long way to grab your uneaten food from the barren work fridge before finally clocking out and making for the parking lot.Â
The moment you stepped out of the building, you stopped, letting the door swing shut behind you. Yes, the world was still lit by the sun, and it wasnât even sunset. You glanced at the time on your phone, wondering what you were going to do with yourself. Youâd beat traffic by at least an hour or two. Perhaps you could find a few errands to keep you busy before you had to face your empty apartment.Â
And thenâŚÂ bzzt.
You clicked on the notification.Â
âOne day down,â the text from Law read, âYou survived.âÂ
***
âDr. Trafalgar, this is not worth risking your reputation over.âÂ
âMy reputation? My reputation is at risk because the integrity of my work is.âÂ
Perona leaned against the doorway of the breakroom, which was conveniently located on the corner slightly adjacent to the COOâs office. She sipped her evening coffee, staring blankly toward the door.Â
Pudding passed, barely paying Perona any mind as she retrieved her near-empty lunchbox from the work fridge. But just when Pudding passed to step back into the hallway, she stopped, doing a double take as she stepped back.Â
âPerona?â she called, waving a hand in front of Peronaâs face. âDidnât your shift already endâ?â
âShh!â Perona swiftly hushed, cocking her head downward to catch more of the commotion.Â
âYouâre a junior staff physician. This is not the hill you want to die on.âÂ
âIâm not dying on anything. Iâm correcting a decision that was never grounded in facts.â
Perona took a long, savoring sip of her coffee at the exact same pace as someone watching a movie.Â
âTrafalgar is pissed because the echo girl was transferred to Syrup,â she whispered with exhilaration, âHeâs been raking Shephard over the coals for the past twenty minutes.âÂ
Neither of them blinked an eye as Penguin slid between them, making for the fridge.Â
Their conversation resumed like they hadnât been interrupted at all.Â
Pudding scoffed, rolling her eyes, a disgusted scoff splitting from her lips. âEw,â she spat. âI hope that bitch gets whatâs coming to her.â
Perona elbowed her hard in the ribs.
âOW!â
âShh!â Perona hissed, louder this time. âYouâre talking too much. I canât hear.âÂ
âYouâre taking this far too personallyââ Ju Peterâs voice was muffled from behind the door.
Pudding gritted her teeth, looking at Perona incredulously. She clutched the strap of her lunch box. âYouâre just hit me!âÂ
âIâm trying to listen, so shut up,â Perona dismissed. âYouâre, like, being really embarrassing right now.âÂ
âShe said yes to one date, and now everyone acts like sheâs untouchable,â Pudding fumed, âThatâs whatâs embarrassing.â
Puddingâs jaw clenched as she grabbed Perona by the shoulder, yanking her closer. But her grip fell as Perona smacked her open palm against Puddingâs forehead. It wasnât a slap as much as it was a warning, much like the swipe of a cat, and it was enough for Pudding to stumble back in shock.Â
âOh my god, Pudding, if youâre still this pressed about their, like, two total dates, then maybe he didnât pick you for a reason.â Perona leaned back against the doorframe, absentmindedly examining her cuticles. She hardly noticed the sharp rattle of the COOâs door.
âDrop it, Trafalgar.â
âNo.â
The look in Puddingâs eyes turned feral. She wasnât paying attention, too focused and smug to hear the door swing open. Peronaâs brows raised as she peered just around Puddingâs ear at Law, who stepped out into the hall, stiff-backed and furious.Â
âPudding,â Perona breathed, never taking her eyes off Law.Â
Pudding squared her shoulders and jabbed a finger toward Peronaâs chest.
âHe picked that echo bitch because sheâs easy. Everyone knows thatââÂ
âMs. Charlotte.â
Pudding spun around. Law was still standing just outside the door, cold and composed, his thumbs tucked into the pockets of his coat. Pudding gaped, her lips opened and closed as she sputtered around her words.Â
âDr. Trafalgar,â she stammered. âIââ
âPenguin,â he called, never taking his gaze off Puddingâs widened eyes. âYouâll be reporting that. In writing. Before you leave today.â
Penguin slipped back through the doorway, his lunchbox in hand and a deep frown on his lips. âWas already on it, Capân.âÂ
Pudding lost Lawâs stare as Penguin passed, stumbling back a step. Penguin walked briskly down the hall.Â
âAnd you.â Law scowled at Pudding. âYou should remember where you're standing when you say things like that. While you still work here.â
He didnât wait for a response or a reaction. Law continued down the hall, following closely after Penguin.Â
***
The team left after an exhausting clinic. Law was already planning to buy lunch the next day, or a box of breakfast pastries to keep morale up. But for now, Law kept holed up in his office, the heat from his conversation with Ju Peter slowly drifting off him.
A firm knock sounded at Lawâs office door.
âCome in,â Law called, not even looking up from the research materials pulled up on his computer.Â
The handle twisted, and Shakaâs tall figure filled the entrance to Lawâs office.
âDr. Trafalgar,â he greeted in his typical, low stoicism. âHave a moment?â he asked, already closing the door.Â
âOf course,â Law replied, quietly registering the click of the door.Â
âI thought you might want an update on our mutual friend from Rosinanteâs clinic.â Shaka didnât sit, preferring to stand with his hands in his coat just a short distance away from Lawâs desk. âCavernoma looks consistent on the follow-up MRI. No new hemorrhage, and heâs reported stable symptoms. We get to do what doctors do best: monitor and wait, with a plan in place in case things worsen. Youâll get my full documentation in your in-basket soon enough, but I figured you would want an update as soon as possible.âÂ
The news was enough to dispel the slightest bit of tension from Lawâs shoulders. He heaved in a sigh and released it, nodding a few times.Â
âThatâs good,â he said, leaning forward on his desk. âHeâs had enough bad news.â
âAgreed.â
âBut you didnât come all the way from the top to update me about a patient.â Law planted his elbows on the surface in front of him as he clasped his hands together. He stared at Shaka for a moment, studying him in silence.Â
âYouâre a thorough man. I thought youâd want to have the information before the day ended,â Shaka said, his tone even as he stepped to the side to eye a few of Lawâs shelved books, âBesides, I hear youâve had quite the busy week.âÂ
Law frowned, his sharp eyes watching Shaka closely. âBusy is one way to put it.â
âDense, then,â Shaka corrected, running his finger over one of the book spines as he tilted the title out toward himself. âYou look tired.â
âAnd you look like youâre stalling bad news,â Law said, unclasping his hands as he leaned back in his chair. He slung an ankle over his opposite knee. âIf Iâd been given the choice, I wouldâve preferred the bad news before the good.âÂ
That earned the faintest amused puff from Shaka, but the acute smile on his lips quickly faded.Â
âNoted,â he hummed. And then, a breath. âThe conference isnât too far out, you know. My father and I are interested in seeing your work move forward. Iâm sure I donât have to tell you that the case youâre building doesnât just have my eyes on it.âÂ
âIâm aware.â Law nodded curtly. âIâve already talked to him at length about it.âÂ
âThen you understand the situation youâre in.â Shaka didnât even blink. âIf you insist on dragging yourself through the mud in the meantime, then perhaps a gentle intervention is called for.â
âIs this what this is?â Law raised a brow. âA gentle intervention?â
âIâm afraid the board is only interested in two things,â Shaka continued as if Law hadnât spoken. âAnd that would be the outcome of this case and your image, both of which I hear have been shrouded inâŚÂ suboptimal lighting as of late.â
âIâm sure you know better than anyone that there are only so many things I can control.â Law watched as Shaka pulled the book from the shelf, flipping through it absentmindedly.Â
âWhat I see from where Iâm standing right now is a rare talent, robust data, and a very compelling story if you let it stay about medicine.âÂ
âI am keeping it about medicine,â Law gritted, his voice holding an edge he didnât intend for it to. âA doctor is only as good as his support staff.âÂ
And for a moment, Lawâs office was quiet. Shaka quietly turned his attention to the shelves on the opposite side of the office, standing with stoic resolve as he waited for Law to speak. He continued to hold the book in his hand.
âSheâs been pulled off my case,â Law finally spoke, his voice firm and decisive. The words settled into the silence. âSheâs imaged ninety-nine percent of my patient population. We built the dataset together. No one understands my protocol or this patient as well as she does. Losing her would mean ruining this case, and that is unacceptable.âÂ
Lawâs eyes cast absentmindedly toward the papers heâd swept away earlier.
âIf you want this study to look the way you think it will? My patient cancelled his last two follow-ups, and thatâs not even considering the last round of imaging we need to schedule. Thatâs not even to mention that my only imaging tech has been continuously pulled to Hogbackâs wing,â Law muttered. Another beat of silence. Another breath. âI need her.âÂ
Shaka was quiet for a moment. Heâd seen your work many times before. On Lawâs patients. On the patients of every other doctor who visited Main. On the patient who heâd come to Law about just now. The precision. The angles. The way the anatomy seemed to skate exactly where you need it was nothing short of genius.Â
âClearly,â Shaka mused, flipping a page. âThat much was evident by how you rearranged the entire departmentâs imaging schedule around her injury.â He turned another page, not even sparing a glance at Law. âHow many favors did that take?â
Law scowled inwardly. âIâll be buying Hancockâs team lunch for the foreseeable future.â
Shaka exchanged the book in his hands for another, keeping the shelves' organization intact.Â
âYouâre angry,â Shaka noted, splaying the cover over his hand. âYou have good reason to be. I donât blame you for still being in that stairwell, and I could make a few guesses as to why.âÂ
Lawâs jaw tightened. Of course, Shaka, of all people, would know all the details. Law shook his head, moving to stand. âI never took you as the sort for speculation.â
âIâm not.â Shakaâs voice remained level even as he finally snapped the book closed, letting a crisp pop ring out over Lawâs office before he filed the title back where it was. He turned toward the desk. âBut you canât be there. You need to be here. Angry people in institutions like this tend to be categorized as liabilities, and liabilities are kept on a short leash. I can only advise that you pick your battles.â
Law sank back into his chair, although his posture was far from relaxed. He kept a hand on the desk, another one on his knee. âAnd what do you think of liabilities?â he asked, his voice low and pensive.Â
Shaka heaved out another deep sigh. His hands returned to his coat pockets.Â
âI think⌠that the people who make the most change are the ones with the drive. The passion. The standards.â Shaka met Lawâs steady gaze. âBut they must survive long enough to see that happen. If I were speaking purely as a neurologist, Iâd tell you to focus on the case. Get your ducks in a row. Present it clean. Let HR handle HR. A month and a half flies fast, you know.â
A month and a half? Was that really how close the conference was?
âYou want me quiet,â Law said bluntly, his jaw tightening. âIf you were in my position and theyâd done to yourâŚÂ colleague⌠what they did to mine, would you drop it? Just because of a few baseless rumors?âÂ
âI never said to drop it. I want you strategic,â Shaka corrected. âThereâs a difference.âÂ
And weâre back to the control issue.
âYou can definitely choose which battles to pick and where. I think a closed-door HR interview is not the place where you win.â Shakaâs expression was straightforward as he stood in the middle of the office, his hands shoved back in his pockets. And for a moment, his eyes flickered down to the blank binder on Lawâs desk. âAnd if youâre going to start pulling on loose threads, do it knowing exactly how big a mess youâre about to make.â
âShaka,â Law said, and Shakaâs eyes shifted to Lawâs. âWill you advocate for her?âÂ
âIâll say what I can when I can.â Shakaâs lip dipped slightly down. âBut I canât make this disappear for you.â
âI know.â Law nodded.Â
âAs a neurologist, I canât make any promises to you, nor can I be a reliable source of guidance. Donât expect another lecture.â Shaka returned Lawâs curt nod before turning to the office door.Â
Law spoke the moment Shaka placed his hand on the handle.Â
âAnd as a Vegapunk,â Law pressed, leaning over his desk again. His eyes narrowed. âWhat would you say?â
Shakaâs shoulders jerked, a sound like an amused scoff escaping his tongue. For a moment, he stood straight, his gaze on the ceiling. He didnât turn when he said, âThe family has a weakness when it comes to rarities.â Shaka shook his head. âRare talent like yours takes time and money to cultivate⌠Especially when it comes with that audacity.âÂ
Shaka turned the handle, quietly exiting into the hall.Â
***
The days slipped by, each hour painfully passing from the moment you opened your eyes in the morning to the final minutes of your clinic shift. It was a frustrating cycle, one you only seemed to recognize when you were halfway through lunchâor worse, during a patientâs imaging. The cold, sobering feeling washed over you instantly, and it took a few hours of mindless drift to forget how hyperaware you had been of your surroundings.Â
In a burst of restless energy, you dove into anything that might need your attention, and for a while, things seemed not too bad. Youâd never been so productive as you were this morning, tackling bills, running small errands, and finally having a chance to look at all those little tasks you always put off. But there were only so many times you could reorganize the downloads folder on your laptop.Â
And so, you sat on the ground with the gel warmer in your lap. Youâd splayed open a pair of scissors to dig at the screws on the back of the device, twisting away to open the back panel. The warmer looked fine. All the lights blipped when they were supposed to, and it seemed to turn on, but, to the misfortune of your patients, the gel didnât even seem to be at room temperature; it came out even cooler than when you put it in.Â
Appearing to have all the time in the world, you tinkered away. Your phone sat face up next to you, your text conversation with Law pulled up, and it looked the same as it did last night.Â
âHow are things at main?â the text read to no reply.Â
You didnât want to push things. You were certain Law was having a tough time adjusting just as much as you were. While Franky was a skilled technician, he didnât know Lawâs patients as well as you did. A steep learning curve was the least of your concerns. You were sure no one was happy with this arrangement.Â
The last screw finally popped loose, allowing you to remove the back panel. You tried to keep your mind busy by glancing over the components inside to see what might be caused your cold gel issue. Maybe the internal thermometer was damaged, or a battery was knocked out of place. You leaned back against the cabinet behind you, pulling your legs closer to your chest to bring the device closer to your face as you hunched over.Â
You poked around with your finger until you finally found itâthe sensor wire. It had slipped from the connector, just a thread away from disconnecting completely. You stared at the wire for a moment, holding it up with the pad of your finger. It was barely hanging on, just one breath from breaking.Â
You carefully slid the wire back into place, secured it with a bit of wound tape, closed the back panel, and screwed it in. You set it on the counter, plugged it in, and waited.Â
A light knock came from the door. Kaya poked her head in.
âI have one coming your way in just a minute,â she warned, whispering even though she didnât need to.Â
You offered her a friendly nod and a slight smile.Â
âOn it,â you said, and she disappeared back into the hall.Â
You plucked a packet from the warmer and squirted a dollop on your wrist. It was warm.Â
***
Penguin was waiting for you when you got home that night. You noticed the deadbolt wasnât locked, and then you saw his old black-and-white jacket hanging by the front door. You put your things down, returning your keys and badge to the little cup on your counter, then kicked off your shoes.
âGet anything good?â You called. You could see the tip of Penguinâs socked toe from where he kicked his feet up on the armrest of your couch.Â
âBrought you a combination plate,â he answered, barely making a gesture toward the counter.
The large paper bag heâd already torn open sat in a plastic skirt. You unearthed your take-out container from a jumble of utensils and sauces. You probably had fifty containers like it in the biggest drawer your kitchen had, and yet, you already knew youâd be adding this one and Penguinâs to your collection. Save a turtle, or something like that.Â
You wandered over to the couch. Penguin was occupying almost all of it, curled on his side as he watched something on your TV. You nestled into the curve of his body, resting an elbow on his stacked knees and leaning back slightly against his stomach.Â
âSo,â you started, kicking your feet up on the coffee table, balancing your container on your slightly bent knees. You shifted, making yourself comfortable against Penguin. âWhat happened?â
âHm? Nothing,â Penguin said, and perhaps if he were speaking to anyone else, it wouldâve sounded convincing.
âIâm sure things over there arenât the best,â you mused in between bites. âIâm sure Law is going on a rampage about his research. The entire department must be in complete chaos, with everything happening and the staffing swap. I should call Franky. Iâm sure heâs as pissed as anyone.âÂ
Penguin remained silent, letting the voices on the television fill the space where he should have been talking. He was barely paying attention to the screen, his eyes glazed over as he zoned out into the flickering images. The hand that wasnât propping his cheek brushed absentminded circles over your spine.Â
That was his response for a few moments. You ate, watching whatever slop he had on as you waited. The two of you sat in relative silence in the comfortable isolation. Penguin played with the material of your scrubs.
âIs this okay?â He asked, his voice barely audible over the speakers.Â
You poked around your dish, the after-work fatigue seeming to affect your concentration as well. Youâd scarfed down a decent portion of your food, as if the nothingness you did all day had stimulated your appetite as much as a full day of clinic.Â
âPenguin, I wouldnât have given you a key if it wasnât okayââ
âNo, thatâs not what I meant,â Penguin cut in quickly.Â
His voice lacked a snap, but the abruptness of his words made your fork pause. And for a moment longer, his hand rested at your sideâneither caressing nor savoring, just there. Both of you kept watching the television, neither paying attention.Â
âIs it okay for me to be touching you like this?â he questioned. A fragile tenderness softened his voice, turning his words into a whisper. You felt him seem to freeze against you.
You lowered your container, seemingly forgetting your food in that moment. You tilted your head slightly, your lips ready to respond. You leaned forward to set your dinner down.Â
âI know we never really talked about what happenedââ
âIâm⌠not worried about that.âÂ
By the time your dinner touched the coffee table, Penguin was already sitting up behind you, shifting his weight and drawing one knee to his chest. You sat side-saddle on the couch cushion. Penguinâs eyes were cast downward in thought.
He shook his head. âIâm not 'worried' worriedâyou know what I mean.â
You cracked a slight smile, placing a hand on his knee. âI think you might have to give me a little more information here,â you spoke softly, leaning a bit closer to study the troubled look on his face.Â
You only pulled back slightly when Penguinâs head rolled upright, guilt flickering in his fleeting glance. You watched him breathe, and he only met your eye for a second, just long enough to say, âYouâve started calling him Law.âÂ
The words hit like a ping-pong ball in your chest, bouncing off your walls as you quickly tried to figure out what he was saying. You mustâve made a face, because Penguin sat up straighter, shaking his head again.Â
âThat came out wrong,â he groaned, burying his head in his hands.
You let out a nervous chuckle, eyes widening the slightest bit. âYouâre makinâ me a little nervous.â
âI know, I know.â Penguin shook his head again, as if his thoughts would reset manually like his brain was an Etch-A-Sketch. He took another deep breath, his hands sliding from his face to clasp together in front of his chest. âWhen I say it, I donât mean it in a jealous way or to guilt you.â He exhaled steadily. âIt was... always going to be the two of you from the very beginning. The moment you started fighting... I think most of us knew it. I certainly did.âÂ
He lifted his head again, his eyes slightly drooping and haunted. He shook his head once more. He rubbed his eyes again.Â
"And I like him for you... more than I did, anyway," he trailed off. "I bring it up becauseâand look, I donât want it to sound like Iâm trying to intrude on anything because Iâm not, but... I just didnât know if you were still holding onto your time at the North because of him,â Penguin finally admitted.Â
âNo,â you said quickly, perhaps too quickly. Your gaze flickered downward. âNot just him. I like being able to see you and Shachi. I donât see Nami as often, but Iâd miss her. And...â you trailed off, almost ashamed of the words about to come out. âI love what I do. I know people think thatâs dumbââ
âItâs not dumb,â Penguin swiftly corrected you. You glanced up, still finding his gaze turned away. âYouâre good, and not just good. Youâreâyouâreââ Penguinâs voice stalled in his throat as he searched for words. âYouâre brilliant, and the patients you take are better off having seen you.âÂ
You couldnât help the smile that grew on your lips. It had been a long time since youâd heard genuine praise for your work. But Penguin left no room for thanks, denials, or teasing. He continued, âWhich is why Iâve never known why youâve stayed all this time.âÂ
The television took up the room again, playing the credits to something neither of you had been watching anyway. You turned in your seat to fumble for the remote, swiftly switching the power off. The pixels collapsed into blackness, leaving the dark reflective screen behind. The vague reflections of you and Penguin remained behind.Â
âYeah,â you breathed, âI get that a lotâŚâ
âLook, you know I love being able to see you most days. Iâm sure Shachi would agree, but..." Penguin paused. âWe were kinda surprised you stayed on when... You know, Eustass walked out.âÂ
He let the name sit in the stagnant air between you, as if Kidâs name on its own was a ticking time bomb that would explode any moment. But no explosion came. You werenât sensitive to his name anymore, and it had happened so long ago that youâd come to terms with it a long time ago.Â
âThereâs no other place that offers what I want,â you said evenly, keeping your exterior level, if not resigned.Â
Penguin watched you carefully, speaking your name exactly once. âThey treat you like shit.â
You nodded. âI donât disagree.â
âThere are other places that do echoes,â Penguin debated, his tone picking up heat. âSmaller practices.â
âThose practices donât have the volumeââ
âBut at least youâll be recognized somewhere else.â Penguin didnât yell, but his words cut through the room. âAt least another practice would appreciate and recognize you, even if itâs not as many patients orâor complicated enoughcases.â
Youâd heard the same words from a different man before, just in a slightly different form. But Penguin wasnât anywhere near as angry as Kid was. Rather, he didnât appear to be angry at all. His forehead scrunched in the way he usually appeared when he was overwhelmed, clutching his own hair at the root without noticing.Â
Something happened today.
And he just wasnât telling you.Â
âPenguin.â
âI just donât want you to stay because of Dr. T., which, I donât know if itâs fair of me to say, but Iâm saying it,â he confessed, sitting up straight for the first time since youâd started talking. Penguinâs legs shifted closer to his body to cross over one another. He squared his shoulders back, his hands landing in his lap.Â
âI know he cares about you. Heâs been fighting for you. Heâs been doing more for you thanâŚÂ than I ever did, you know, about handing all this bullshit.â A breath in. A breath out. Penguinâs voice gained momentum like a snowball rolling down a hill. âAnd I know you care a lot about him, too, and his research, and I want you to be happy whether thatâs with him or notââ
Heâd begun to ramble at this point. âYou, you could burn down the entire hospital, and if that would make you happy forever, Iâll bring the gasoline in a heartbeat, butââ
That was about the point where Penguin choked on his own air, stalling for just a moment to clear his throat. You passed him the water on the coffee table; he took it and brought it to his lips. He took a ship, and perhaps it was the water that extinguished the franticness in Penguinâs voice.Â
âI donât like whatâs been happening to you,â he said, his voice calm. âI want you to resign.â
You didnât have a response for him. Even if you did have easy words on the tip of your tongue, you wouldnât have been able to say how much good theyâd do. Your body went rigid as thoughts of the past swirled in your head.Â
Penguin sighed. âI told you⌠It might not be fair for me to say, but I wanted to tell you what I thought⌠Iâll be with you no matter what. No matter what you choose.âÂ
You couldnât even muster an acknowledgment. You didnât know whether to be upsetâwhether to probe him further or just thank him for sharing with you in the first place. Penguin mustâve seen the hesitation on your face.
âYeah,â he said, casting his gaze down as he moved to stand. âI thought I mightâve said too much. I should go.âÂ
You grabbed his sleeve as soon as he stood, holding him tightly where he was. âPut your show back on,â you told him softly, holding the remote out to him.Â
You didnât look at him. You likely wouldnât for a long time, even as his eyes flickered from you to the remote and back.Â
You could hear the parting of his lips and the subtle breath he took to speak.Â
âDonât,â you warned, tugging him back to the couch.Â
Penguin slowly lowered himself, and as soon as you were sure that heâd comply with your silent request, you reached for your dinner again. You could sense Penguinâs confusion in the stiffness of his body alone, but you said nothing to reassure him. Rather, you slung a leg over one of his and resumed your now slightly colder meal.Â
âDonât say a word.â
To his credit, Penguin didnât say a thing. He pressed the power button, and all was quiet.
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y/n and law run into each otherâliterallyâand think nothing of it. they don't expect to keep running into each other, and end up navigating the trials of undergrad, friends, and love together.
status: ongoing
tags: fem!reader, modern!au, university!au, nerd!law, pining, slow burn, mutual pining, crude language, bestfriend!zoro, eventual zosan, established namivivi, cliche tropes incoming, miscommunication, fluff, happy ending
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Âť ch 0.5 - student roster ch. 1 - i'm just a girl ch. 2 - sweet treat ch. 3 - mort dying in a glue trap Âť ch 3.5 - motorcycle man ch. 4 - tbd ch. 5 - tbd
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communal bathroom
This is what marines have nightmares about
⥠minors dni âĄ
friends with benefits! zoro who swore this would be a one night thing. he told you it was just a drunken hook up, nothing more. little did he know, it became an arrangement, a means of exploring yourselves on a deeper level.
fwb! zoro who told you it was just practice, every time you kissed. you believed him, despite the way your bodies ended up tangled together. each makeout session - or 'practice', because that's all it was, right? - grew longer and more heated. his tongue dragging against yours, his lips sloppy and rushed. it felt good though, mainly because it was him.
fwb! zoro who made a habit of showing you how a lady should be ate out. his tongue delving in and out of your folds, his nose bumping your clit. he sucked away at your sensitive nub, letting his fingers curl in you as he practically made out with your pussy. he swore you'd make sure a man never ate you out the wrong way, teaching you how good you should feel.
fwb! zoro who lets you watch him train, taking in the way his muscles contract. he told you it was just so you could spot him, but you knew it was more. his eye always lingered on your body, your hands often stay too long when correcting his form. you knew he didn't need his form corrected, he just acted like he did when you were around.
fwb! zoro who swore he would never cum in you. at least, that's what the original plan was. he had made a habit of pulling out, cumming onto your thighs or stomach - arguably his two favorite spots on you. he was nasty, often licking up his own release, kissing your skin tenderly. eventually, he got to lazy, claiming your "pussy felt too good" and that "she's begging for my cum". you didn't mind the feeling, letting his release in you. it felt good, having zoro lay on top of you, not pulling out just yet.
fwb! zoro who never left a hickey on you. he didn't want the crew to know - after all, this was just experimenting, right? seeing what each of you liked, getting better acquainted with your sexual preferences. it was hard to find hookups when you were always at sea, even harder to find someone to settle down with. you and zoro's arrangement made that dilemma a bit easier to deail with.
fwb! zoro who kept a pair of your panties in his room. 'the laundry got mixed up, i guess' is all he said. you knew it was his way of making a tiny claim on you, a hidden way of leaving his mark. he was filthy, enjoying the way they smelt of you, the feel of them gliding on his shaft. he knew it was wrong, yet he didn't care.
fwb! zoro who told you he loved you one night, his brain mushy from the sake and the feel of you wrapped around him. he had your legs around his waist, his tip pressing so deeply and sweetly in you, you swore you were seeing stars. you brushed his comment off as drunken nonsense, but he meant it. deep down, he wanted you, just you.
fwb! zoro who was growing restless of this silent stake, restless of sanji and brook's comments on you. tired of the way people looked at you whenever the crew made a stop. he was sick of how men flirted with you at the bars, not wanting to give away the nature of your relationship, or the depth of his feelings towards you.
fwb! zoro who swore he remembered every curve of your body, the feel of your lips on him, the way you tighten around his cock when he pants out your name.
fwb! zoro who wanted nothing but you, yet stayed silent. he didn't dare let you know how attached he was to you. zoro intended to take these feelings to the grave, even if it killed him in the process.
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doctor's prescription: bedrest and kisses (trafalgar law x reader)
summary: Law, as your captain, doctor and boyfriend, is not a big fan of how much you disregard your own wellbeing for the sake of othersÂ
a/n: iâve been feeling a rly strong urge to write so i couldnât help working on this one while at work lol also if anyone is interested pls feel free to send in more requests!! :D
contents: gn!reader, worried!boyfriend law, fluff!!, very very mild angst bc i cannot help myself, descriptions of bodily injuries
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Trafalgar Law is nothing if not incredibly perceptive when it comes to the welfare of his crewmembers; especially regarding a certain someone whose finger heâs, self-admittedly and wilfully, wrapped around.Â
itâs an extremely subconscious habit but the Surgeon of Death constantly finds himself wondering where you are, mentally preparing to use his Room whenever youâre in situations that could result in injury, and even assigning you duties that take place closest to him just in case.Â
it doesnât help that youâre the Heart Piratesâ Master-at-Arms and also self-sacrificing to a faultâsometimes even during the most mundane of scenarios.Â
just a couple of weeks ago youâd burnt your hand by accident whilst helping Penguin prepare dinner.
âstay out of the kitchen for at least a week, alright?â he said firmly after patching your hand up. âunderstand?â Law used a finger to tilt your head up just enough for your eyes to meet.Â
âyes, sir!â you saluted with your good hand, eyes wide and sparkling with what he could only describe as mischief.
âwhat?â
âkiss it better?â you wiggled your eyebrows.Â
âno.âÂ
âaw, lame.â you pouted. your boyfriend sighed and hoped desperately that his ears didnât look as red as they felt warm before exiting the room.
just over an hour later, he was alerted by the sound of pots and pans clanging against the metallic floor of the Polar Tang. slamming the kitchen door wide open, he clicked his tongue at the sight of you and Penguin staring at him like deers caught in headlights; your bandaged hand hovered midair above several cooking instruments scattered all over the ground whilst Penguin held out a bowl of soup.Â
â(Y/N)-ya, what did i say earlier?â Law scolded from the doorway in his best captain-voice, arms crossed and eyebrows furrowed.
having been caught mid-bite, you shovelled the rest of the soup into your mouth before replying, âbut Penguin needed a taste-tester and everyone else was busy.â
a week after the soup incident, you dislocated your shoulder during a mild scuffle with an enemy no-name pirate crew.
âit didnât even hurt, capâ,â you declared almost proudly as you beamed up at him from where you sat on the stretcher. to anyone less acquainted with you than Law himself, you wouldâve looked like a liar: face bruised, dried blood smeared across your broken bottom lip and arm in a sling after he popped your shoulder joint back into place.
Law, however, knew you better than you knew yourself sometimes; it was a duty he did not take likely but one that he took on willingly, no matter how difficult you made it for him sometimes.
he knew you werenât lying when you said your injuries didnât hurtâor at the very least, he knew you had an insanely high pain tolerance. youâd proven it time and again after years of fighting off marines and enemy pirates in order to keep your crew and captain safe.
âkiss it better?â you asked, snapping him out of his trailing thoughts. your free hand tugged lightly at his sleeve as you licked your lips, eyes staring intently into his own. he felt something deep in his chest jump a little bit.
âthought you said it didnât hurt?â Law smirked whilst gently tugging himself free from your grasp.
âiâm still injured, though,â you argued back with barely any bite and a smile tugging at the edges of your lips. âmaybe iâll recover quicker if you kiss it, yâknow? i read it in a book somewhere once.â
âiâll need to read it from a credible source first before i believe it.â he replied, running his long fingers through your hair tenderlyâa compromise, if you will. âwhat i do know is that youâre banned from carrying anything heavier than a mug of coffee for the rest of the month.â he gave you a pat on the head before leaving the room.
an hour later whilst in his office doing paperwork, the Surgeon of Death inexplicably felt his bullshit senses tingle followed by a loudâ
BANG
without a secondâs hesitation he used his Devil Fruit ability to Shambles himself to where he most highly suspected you were at at the time: Bepoâs quarters.
lo and behold, your captain caught his First Mate and Master-at-Arms frozen in the midst of⌠moving furniture?
âwhat⌠are you two doing?â he sighed deeply as he pinched the bridge of his nose.
âBepo wanted to redecorate a little bit,â you replied, voice a tad softer than your usual speaking volume, eyes flickering between his face and the bookshelf that laid on the wrong side in front of you. Law opened his mouth to speak but was interrupted by you quickly adding: âiâm not carrying anything, though! just⌠pushing.â
the bear Mink had to hide his snout behind his paws to stifle his laughter as he watched Law drag you away by your ear.
and now, currently, as he listens to the sound of the Polar Tang main hatch opening followed by Bepoâs muffled, panicked cries, Law knows youâve done it again.Â
rushing to the main lobby, he feels his heart stop at the sight of Shachi bleeding out in his First Mateâs arms. moving on pure instinct, Law barks orders to the rest of the crew. directing each and every one what to do specifically, the Captain sets in motion a seamless series of actions the Heart Pirates is best-known for; the most optimised procedures to ensure the recovery of whatever patient arrives at their doorstep.
itâs only after Shachi is carried off to the infirmary does a heavy, sinking feeling grip at his heart, weighing it down in his chest to the point of breathlessness as Law recalls the very first thought he had when he heard the ruckus from his office.
âCaptain!â Bepo cries, shaking his arms and leaving behind patches of blood on his sleeves. âitâs (Y/N)! theyâre fighting the Marines alone! they need your help!â
just over a kilometre from where the Polar Tang had docked, you stand, legs trembling, in a sea of bodies adorned in marine uniforms. blood pours from a deep cut in your forehead, thankfully avoiding your eyes as the thick liquid flows down your face and drips onto your exposed tanktop; the upper-half of your boiler suit having been torn off in the midst of battle earlier.
gripping onto your bloodsoaked sabre with your right hand, you give it a quick flick to rid it of its grime and allow yourself a brief chance to mentally reset. with a bullet in one thigh and another in your left shoulder, you conclude quickly that you stand little chance of actually winning this final battle.
the last marine standing is the one youâre sure orchestrated the ambush.Â
they had attacked swiftly, sniping Shachi from an unknown location before descending upon your little resupply group. youâd commanded Bepo to grab Shachi and run, to get him treated as soon as possible and to call for backup from Law. the First Mate had hesitated initially, unwilling to leave you to fend off so many enemies alone.Â
âgo!â you barked, infusing your sabre and pistol with haki as you readied yourself for battle. âyou know how strong i am,â you added in a gentler tone when you catch a glimpse of the tears pooling on Bepoâs eyes, âiâll be okay.â
âiâm impressed, Heart Pirate,â the nameless Vice Admiral snarls before launching into a monologue you quickly tune out of in favour of wondering if heâs a nepo baby. piles of his men lay dead or, at the very least, barely clinging onto life, all around him and yet it seems his only concern is virtue signalling to no one in particular.Â
âhopefully Bepo and Shachi made it back safely, at least,â you think to yourself as you spit out a thick clot of blood that had been forming in your mouth.Â
you sneak a glance at the pistol you usually wield in your non-dominant hand as it lays uselessly on the ground in a pool of blood. resigning yourself to a close-combat duel, you lift your sabre and charge.
by the time Law arrives on the scene, only one person remains breathing.
âhey, Captain,â you choke out, your speech impeded not only by the blood gathering in your mouth but also the rawness of your throat. he catches you in his arms before you hit the ground as your knees finally give out.
less than a few metres away lays the body of the Marine Vice Admiral; heâd stuttered out his final breath just seconds before Law teleported his way to you.
âhe definitely was a nepo baby,â you mumble, words slurring incoherently as you feel your partner lift you into his strong arms. you lean the side of your sweaty, blood splattered head against his chest and keep your eyes open just long enough to catch a glimpse of his face.Â
Lawâs skin looks pale and his eyebrows are furrowed together tighter than usual. if you listen closely enough, you can hear how fast his heartâs beating. his lips are moving and you vaguely feel the rumble of his chest as he speaks but you canât process any of his words.
you imagine heâs telling you how reckless and stupid you are, though, you know what he always means instead is how worried and scared he is, even if he never says it aloud.
âdonât worryâŚâ you murmur, eyelids growing heavier by the second. ââŚdoesnât hurt at all.â
â
you wake up a few days later in a room that suspiciously does not look like the infirmary.
blinking away the dryness in your eyes, you take a gander at your surroundings and realise youâre in Lawâs office. the bed youâre laying in looks extremely out-of-place, wedged into the corner that used to be occupied by a couch you regularly take naps on during your free time.
catching a glimpse of the calendar Law keeps pinned to the wall, you realise itâs Wednesday and your body goes into autopilot. in spite of the extreme soreness and aching in your bandaged limbs, you crawl out of bed and grab one of the spare uniforms you keep in the office. right as youâre putting it on as slowly as possible so as to not further aggravate the flaring agony in your bones, the door swings open.
âahââ you squeak in surprise as you freeze in place, one leg already in the boiler suit while the other hovers midair, halfway to reaching its final destinationâthe other pant leg.Â
meanwhile, your captain and beloved partner stands in the doorway with a mug of coffee in one hand as his jaw drops open. his hair looks rustled and his eyebags seem darker than usual.
âitâs my turn to be on watch dutyâŚ?â you say so sheepishly it comes out sounding like a question rather than an excuse.
continuing to say absolutely nothing, Law simply holds out his hand and Shambles away your boiler suit, leaving you standing in the middle of the room in just your tanktop and underwear. under any other circumstance you would definitely begin teasing him and calling him a pervert or whatever but his gaze is so heavy you canât bring yourself to make any jokes right now.
âget back into bed,â he demands, shutting the door behind him. ânow!â
you crawl back into the out-of-place infirmary bed but refrain from lying down as you watch Law drag his chair over to your bedside. after plopping into it, he sighs and just stares at you for a second.
you can almost feel his eyes scanning every inch of exposed skin; from your forehead to your toes before returning back to your face.
âyou died for a few minutes, you know that?â he says softly and you feel your breath hitch in your throat. âfor a moment we all thought you werenât coming back.â Law leans forward to rest his elbows on the mattress before hunching over to rest his face in his hands, his hair brushes the end of your chin, and he lets out a deep sigh.
carefully you raise your hand to run your fingers through his messy locks. itâs only then you realise how much your bodyâs trembling just from the sheer effort of lifting one hand up.
âiâm sorryâŚâ you whisper, patting his head slowly.
âno, youâre not,â he snorts into his palms. âyouâd do it all again in a heartbeat if it means keeping everyone else safe. thatâs just the kind of person you are.â
Lawâs tone of voice sounds so resigned and helpless, almost, that you feel your bottom lip wobble as your eyes begin to burn with tears. youâd always known he worries about you the most; since out of everyone on the crew, aside from himself, you face the most combat but itâs never really dawned on you until now how much of a toll it takes on him.
âbut no matter how much i hate seeing you get hurt,â he continues, keeping his face buried in his hands as he remains hunched over, âi canât find it in myself to hate how selfless you are. i just wish youâd realise how much your life means to meâto everyone on this crew⌠and how heartbroken weâd all be if you died because you valued it less than we do.â
unable to hold back any longer, you allow yourself to sob freely as your heart aches from his confession. for a man who so regularly hides behind a facade of indifference, you know it mustâve taken so much out of him to speak so vulnerably.
âiâm sorry, Law, i really am,â you whimper, wrapping your arms around his broad shoulders as you rest your head on top of his. itâs then he releases himself from his hunched position and instead pulls you into a proper hug, tucking your head under his chin as he holds onto you tightly, as though if he tried hard enough, he could tuck you into his heart for safekeeping.
âjustâŚâ he sighs once more as he presses his lips against the crown of your head, muffling his words. âbe more careful next time. have more faith in your captain and crewmates ability to take care of themselvesâand you.â
you nod, rubbing your face against his chest. âi promise i will but in all honesty⌠i canât guarantee it wonât happen again.â your fingers curl against his back, gripping onto the fabric of his shirt. âiâm not good at medicine or cooking but i do know how to use haki and fight. itâs still my responsibility to keep everyone safe, yâknow?â
âi know, i know,â Law murmurs softly into your hair, rubbing his warm hands up and down your arms. âjust keep what i said in mind every time weâre in a scuffle, alright?â you feel his lips curl into a smirk. âi know iâm a damn good doctor but i canât keep performing miracles just to have you in my life for an extra day.â
you hum thoughtfully. âsounds like youâre a real sucker for my company, huh, Captain?âÂ
âtragically so.â
âin that case, iâll consider being even more careful if youâŚâ you pull your head away from his chest and peer up at him with a familiar look in your eyes. he quirks an eyebrow. âgimme kisses?â
to your surprise, Law leans down, seemingly without a second thought, and begins to pepper kisses all over your face. from your forehead to the tip of your nose, to the apples of your cheeks, the corners of your mouth and the end of your chin. all the while you bask in the rare display of affection, letting out soft hums of glee that make his ends of his lips curl as he presses them against your tender, healing skin.Â
he tops it off by kissing you deeply, straight on the mouth. the gesture flusters you so greatly you feel your entire face burning up as your heart leaps in your chest. your hands trail from the back of his shirt down to the ends of his sleeves before you tug on them firmly, silently urging him to climb into bed with you.
with a soft hum, and whilst keeping his lips on yours the entire time, Law carefully crawls over to lay by your side, his strong arms pulling you close despite the spaciousness of the mattress.Â
finally pulling away for air, he lets out a deep chuckle when you lean in for more, chasing after his swollen lips with your own.
âiâll give you more later if you stay in bed and rest properly, deal?â he says with a soft look on his tired face.Â
âgimme kisses and cuddles and iâll stay in bed as long as you want,â you reply as you rub the tip of your nose against his. âyâknow i read it in a book somewhere about how patients who get extra love from their handsome doctor boyfriends recover super quick.â
âhmm is that so?â
âmmhmm.â you nod, already shuffling closer to bridge the space between your mouth and his.
âguess i canât argue with science.â Law shrugs and closes the gap.
â
bonus:
the Heart Pirates crew is quick to catch on to the special treatment their captain has been giving their Master-at-Arms throughout the course of the latterâs recovery.
âshut up, itâs basically just bribery to keep them in bed,â Law said once during dinner when Shachi and Penguin were being particularly insufferable about how soft their captain was behaving. his response inadvertently sparks an idea in many of the crewmembersâ heads.
everyday you would have visitors coming in and out of Lawâs office, where you still reside, to either keep you company or just check up on youâor so they claim.Â
sure, theyâll come in and chat with you for a while or bring you some snacks when youâre feeling peckish but they always end up giving you a little kiss before leaving. Bepo loves kissing the crown of your head, Shachi prefers your cheeks, Ikkaku likes your nose and Penguin adores kissing your forehead.
Law tolerates it initially since itâs clear you enjoy the attention, plus he canât bring himself to stop his crewmates from showing their love for you in such a harmless manner. however, after Penguin gives you a particularly wet smooch on your foreheadâellicting an especially sweet giggle from youâLaw decides itâs becoming a bit much.
later that day, a sign appears on his office door that stats only the captain can give bed-bound patients kisses.Â
(he removes it a week later when Shachi demands a kiss from him after becoming bedridden with the flu)Â
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