Lauren

Life finds a way

[mesozoicbaby]

★ LAUREN | 23 | GENDERFLUID |

SHE★ / HE / THEY | THERIAN ♥︎

~ Interests

Games: Splatoon 3, Sky: COTL, Path of Titans, Pokemon Pokopia, FNAF, Poppy's Playtime, Tomb Raider, Neverness to Everness, Marvel Rivals, Fall guys

Dinosaurs, Paleontology and Paleogeography, Nature, Hiking, Reading, LPS, TADC, Murder Drones, Anime, KPOP

Youtubers: Daz Black and Off the Hook, Caseoh, SRB2DUDE

~ Kintypes:

Theriotypes:

• Quetzalcoatlus (paleokin | past life )

• Siberian Husky (dog)

• Nanaimoteuthis (paleokin | past life )🐙

• Archosaur Cladotherian 🐊🦆🦖

• Resident Orca (whale) 🫍

Otherheart:

• Humpback whale 🐋

• Nature🌸⛰️🏞

Fictionkin:

• Lara Croft (Tomb Raider)

• Neytiri (Avatar)

[mesozoicbaby]

I finally thought of a username. Dinolemonade was always just a placeholder cos I struggle to think of usernames.

Even though my first past lives are in the Cretaceous, I'm also cladotherian with all archosaurs which started in the triassic. I feel like my soul must've been born alongside the archosaurs, or something. I haven't really thought about it but maybe I'll figure it out.

[mesozoicbaby]

I was laying to take a nap after work cos I was tired. I was feeling frustrated that I get tired so easy because when I was Neytiri I never got tired. Then I got a vision of a viperwolf running up to me but it was friendly and let me pet it and I was going to leave but I quickly noticed the eyes weren't right and that it was robotic and I quickly snatched it and ripped it in half.

I feel like maybe the RDA recreated the viperwolves in a robotic form so they could scout from a distance and almost blend in so they would be harder to spot.

The eyes were purple which was the main thing that made it obvious to me. Then I noticed the body was made of metal.

But I don't know why they would come up and show their presence to me?

[mesozoicbaby]

I realised I am Neytiri as well as Lara Croft. I think i got a bit confused because they both use bows and and my single brain cell thought I couldn't possibly be both.

[kosmogrl]

[mesozoicbaby]

I've been thinking about my gender so much that im starting to wonder if im just faking it and my brain is gonna explode. I feel like if i stop thinking about it then I'll become nothing. Idk why im scared that i am genderfluid and I'll feel like a girl again. I'm scared that I'll feel like a girl again?

Never-ending storrryyyy

[mesozoicbaby]

How to know if im trans ftm or genderfluid, no glue no borax

[mesozoicbaby]

I thought i had no signs of being trans when I was a kid but I just realised I was envious in a way that I wanted to be the male celebs when I was a kid instead of crushing on them. Just had this realisation when someone brought up an olly murs song as "a song you have probably forgotten" on tiktok.

Still questioning whether im ftm or genderfluid tho 😔

This doesn't mean there has to be something from your childhood to indicate that, its helpful for sure but everyone changes throughout time.

[mesozoicbaby]

When I feel like this i start to think what if im just straight up a man that feels feminine sometimes but then the next week ill get a reminder that im not... hopefully. Being genderfluid is like constantly questioning your gender with no end.

[mesozoicbaby]

I wanna come out but I can't. They won't support me. Rn I'm feeling so dysphoric and wish I was just born a man. I hate my chest sm right now, i wish I could get a binder or have some way to bind it. At least I have my bf that supports me but I just wish I could express myself to everyone and change my hair, change how I dress, change my name. I wish everyone would support me and view me as the gender I feel at the time, even if it changes often.

[silly-comet]

I dont need to go to therapy i need to go to a wildlife rehab center

[sodapillz]

If you’re really a “mental health advocate”, you’ll have to acknowledge people who lack empathy, people who can’t physically care about other people, people who are narcissistic and/or self serving, people who have homicidal thoughts, people who are extreme attention seekers, people who have unstable and erratic emotions, etc etc…

Mental health advocacy doesn’t stop at disorders you “just don’t like”.

[mesozoicbaby]

Sometimes I feel like i really lack empathy but I can't change it even when I notice it. Cos otherwise I feel like I'm just faking it. Sometimes I do have to fake it. This is mainly when im tired and exhausted from work, I can't help but put myself first when I have to.

[ryvnveil]

— Rhamphorhynchus

[mesozoicbaby]

When I see theriform birds I feel like I'm looking at parts of me. When I see birds I will just embody them. Maybe it is just something that comforts me and helps me forget about my actual body. Birds are literally everywhere when I go outside and just hearing them, since I was a kid, has been a huge comfort.

[252mya]

Dilophosaurus in nonbinary pride colors is the energy we needed and didn’t know we were missing. Art by @webvein and available as merch at 252MYA.COM/DNB.

[mesozoicbaby]

Ik I said that I'm not cetecean cladotherian anymore, but I still feel like I'm some sort of toothed whale that hunts fish 😵‍💫

[mesozoicbaby]

Im ngll I thought I could just keep this a secret I dont need to tell tumblr my kin identities for it to be real. But then I remember I post for myself since nobody really sees my posts, from what interactions show.

I decided to use the label cetacean cladotherian cos I said I couldnt really figure out which one and it felt like all of them. But I dont think that was the case. I would avoid using pictures of this specific whale cos I was too scared to be seen as "copying" other people's kins or "faking it". But the only person id be faking it to is myself.

I'm still going to question it for a while so im not going to say what it is yet just in case but. I feel like there is a 80%-95% chance that I am.

And also, thinking about whales I think I figured out what otherhearted is and i think I might be humpback whale kith(?). I always feel like I've had a connection to humpback whales but never really thought deeply about otherhearted.

[mesozoicbaby]

Ik I said that I'm not cetecean cladotherian anymore, but I still feel like I'm some sort of toothed whale that hunts fish 😵‍💫